If you happen to stumble onto my deviantART page, then HELLO! Look around a little, I do a variety of different styles and techniques, plus a little bit of costume design and cosplay. I'm inspired by a lot and want to create my own version of showing how all of it comes together in my mind.
So, I've come to the decision that I want to see your band play, even if I have to go by myself. I also want to talk to you in person, and figure out what it is I think I feel...maybe it will be a little awkward, but I got to try, admitting to the fact that I would be nervous in general going downtown by myself, topping it off with the actual anxiety of meeting you, but I want to do it anyway. I'll figure it out, take a deep breath and try to act like a normal human being, just trying to have a conversation and get to know another fellow who it seems has a lot of the same interests I do. I would like to meet another perfectionist, even of a different creative avenue, and discuss how it works for and against our respective art forms. I know that sounds pretty dry, and even though I love to talk about the academics of all kinds of things, I also like to have an honest-to-God, fucking rock n'roll good time. I feel that you are the same way.
I have respectfully let my feelings be known to my co-driver and former boyfriend and we are not in a romantic relationship anymore, and he has accepted that. It has been a long time coming. I wanted to mention that because I don't want you to wonder about what is going on, you can ask me about anything and I will be open about everything, it can just be awfully hard to type so much out in a chat screen... I don't like to put out there as public a relationship status or make posts about it, because I'm not wanting to possibly get all that attention, I can't deal with it. I mean, I really don't know if you even care about all this, or what you are even looking for, if anything, at this current time. I just thought I would let my thoughts out on the subject and see what you might have to say and what your feelings are about me.
I'm just trying to sort my thoughts out on it, about how I feel, it always seems like we can get talking for a long time, and I love everything we talk about, doesn't seem like it has been hours, you know. I understand you probably know a lot of people and see all different types, and I hope that I'm not being too forward on letting you know all this, it's burning a hole in my mind, and I am sorry if it's weird and kind of crazy, but here it is anyway.
So if the offer is still good, I would be willing to talk about music over dinner sometime.