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No it's not actually rant but I don't know a word for it..
Please don't read this journal, if you don't want to.
It's just for me to write my feelings down (it's about irl problems..)
However, I'd really love to receive comments or advices on this ; U ;
Thank you very much in advance!

So well, as you might know, I'm currently trying to get good grades in school so I could sign up for a scholar ship for a year abroad. Yesterday, after I went to bed (but didn't sleep yet) I had a.. kind of.. okay I started crying (woah this is rlly awkward). I don't even really know why I started crying?? I just thought about school.
The thing is that I'm really trying to try hard. I do try hard most of the time, but it doesn't show any results. My exams (I have written almost only As last year) are now a mix of Cs, Bs and As. About participating in classes, I used to get a lot of Bs because the things I'd have a good quality but I would have to participate more. Well, now I have a lot of Cs instead of Bs for participating.
I don't know, my main problem is the participating-stuff I think? It's really not that I don't want to participate, but rather that I'm afraid of that? I have no idea.. I think I'm afraid of saying wrong things? IDK WHY ;;
Another reason for me "participating less" is that I got a lot of new teachers. The subjects get more difficult, too, of course. I don't know. Seriously ;;
So yesterday I was lying in my bed and I just felt a huge pressure from my family, since they are expecting me to get a lot of As. It's like- if I don't get a super good school certificate this year, I will not be allowed to do the year abroad + I won't be allowed to draw/ be online that much since I'd have to study more..(?)
But.. I really want to be better in school?.. I just can't..? ;;
Instead of that I get even worse in school.
Seriously.. I have no idea what to do wahh-- I just want to disappear for the next 4 years and appear again when I'm done with school. It's just really a huge pressure and I have no idea how to handle it. 

Another thing I wanted to write down here is a little more personal after all. It's about my friends irl.
Last year I have always been with my best friend in the breaks. I'm still with her all the time, but.. actually I'm only "another friend" to her right now I think? There are two other girls who ( I think ) want to be her best friend. Both of them are super persistent (is that the right word..?).. 
At the moment (almost all of) the girls from our class are all together in the breaks. This includes me, my bf and the two other girls. We always sit on a heater or something (since it's super cold). 
About a month ago one of the two girls (I'll name her P for now) suddenly started doing a lot of stuff with my bf (I'll name her A) again, since they used to be best friends in elementary school + first 2 years of our current school. P found another best friend around 2 years ago. But why would she suddenly want to hang out a lot with my bf again? (I started hanging out a lot with my bf since about 1 year) P is really persistent. She was talking to A really much and she sat next to her all the time and often told her to "come to her" when we sat in a bigger circle and they didn't sit next to each other or sth (yes P is annoying). Luckily she got less persistent about 2 weeks ago.
But now there's the other girl of the two girls (I'll name her J). J is WAY more persistent and WAY more annoying than P. She started hanging out with my bf a lot since about a year, too. But J and P in combination really makes me want to just hit them both (no I don't do that//). Thanks to them I barely really talk to my bf in the breaks anymore. WELL luckily I sit next to my bf in almost every class. But- I really don't know. I have the feeling that my bf actually does want to hang out with the two of them more than with me. It makes me really insecure when I sit next to my bf in the breaks. And I am not persistent at all. If I talk to my bf & J or P starts interrupting me, I wouldn't try to keep talking. I just am not this kind of person. But I really don't want to lose my bf just because two other girls are more persistent than me or sth.
I can't even tell J and P straightly because they are (kind of) friends to me, too. But-- amg I just don't know what to do.
I think this is actually one reason why I want to go to school even less than before -> no motivation -> no motivation to participate in class (?) if that makes sense haha/

Wahh if you got through until here: CONGRATS!!//u//
Thank you very much for reading!
I myself feel kind of better now, since I got a clearer sight through all the mess of my rl :iconmingplz:
I'd highly appreciate if you left a comment down there ↓
So yeah- Thank you!! ; U ;♥
damnnn i want to cry again aejkfahfjla


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RizuRiji Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014
Omg, so I'm just a random stranger so--
But I know exactly how you feel, especially that second half there.

So for the first half, I don't know, I haven't had a problem in participation since it's a grade for me too, and sometimes I just go for it. One of my favorite teachers once told me that it was okay to be wrong, and that the teacher won't go crazy on you or something, they'll just simply correct you and ask if you get it (that's what happens to me at least?) but yeah, I hate participation, it's a pain >.>

For the second half, I've been in a similar situation. So I had these two friends that I really love to hang out with and stuff, we had like this bond that felt really nice, but then there was another friend of mine that came along and started to really hang out with the two of them, and I just felt like they didn't like me as much anymore and it got me really really depressed (pathetic? yeah, thought so too). It got kind of bad at one point, and they started to see how sad I was so they all tried to make up for it by spending more time with me and that felt great so I would suggest just talking to your friend about how you feel and s/he'll hopefully understand? I know it's scary, but it really does help, so yeah, random advice from an awkward stranger ;v;
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ahh nooo I'm really grateful for every single advice so thank you really much!!<3

Ohh ohh I see!! ; Q ; I totally get your point! Wahh I'll try to participate more! ww but yes, it IS a pain ww

Ohhhh I see ! ; Q ; ahhh that's amazing though, I'm really glad for you that it had a good end for you! 
Tysm for your advices!!<3
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RizuRiji Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015
I mean, I wouldn't usually participate, but if it's a grade then I have no choice because I'm scared of my parents QwQ

Well, I still feel left out at times, but it's gotten better, I hope the best for you <3
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ahhh I know what you mea thoguh</3

eee eee well GOOD LUCK! ;u;// and ty <333
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KudamonoYasai Featured By Owner Edited Dec 8, 2014  Student Digital Artist
S-senpai, sorry if this is so late ;A;


I also have that same feeling at times, like when you just want to be better at school but the results get you depressed, sometimes it makes me think why cant I just get it right but others can. It just gets me frustrated. In our school, we frequently get a new set of teachers, like twice every semester? And everyday in every subject is a different teacher. It was kind of hard for me to adjust when I was new. I guess studying in advance really helps? Well it did, for me.
And I actually run out of motivation to study real quick so I constantly search Google for inspiration lol it might seem silly but it worked for me lol. I got straight A's this semester and it makes you want to continue doing good at school ;v;

For friends, yes I also had a similar experience and it was D': really sad for me. So I resorted to anime haha since it never fails to cheer me up whenever I'm sad and I was just like "I have no time to be down, I still have plenty of anime to watch" pffft. Before, I couldn't bear being alone, but now, I have anime lol //slap
Now that I have learned my lesson, I avoid attachments. Like if you're too attached to a friend or something, it gets more painful when they leave. I won't expect they'll be by my side forever because idk it's just how it works? Don't worry, you won't be alone for the rest of your life when you lose a friend, you have plenty of other nice friends out here! > v <) /
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ahh nooo senpaii ;; pls don't afjkhajel I'M LIKE SUPER LATE SO SORRY, TOO! ; Q ;<3

eeeee ;;; wahhhh I SEE WHAT YOU MEAN!! TYSM !! I'll try that! ww<333

wwwww xDDD Ahhh ww I get your point!! ww 
alright wahh ;; tysm for all your advices senpai!! ; Q ;<333
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KudamonoYasai Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Student Digital Artist
ah it's okay curu senpai! > u < I understand you have lots of stuff going on (o u o)

You're welcome! even though I think I'm really bad at giving advices//// orz
Hope they somehow helped ^^
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
<//////3 it was probably me being lazy for replying only though.... not only but... you know... ww I'm super gomen

nAHHhhh YOUR ADVICES WERE REALLY HELPFUL! SRSLY TYSM!<33333333
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KudamonoYasai Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2015  Student Digital Artist
aaa you're welcome senpai! <3 <3
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StrawberryAiki Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2014
//here goes me being late because I don't know how to put anything in words

Getting too much pressure from others really doesn't feel good, but I think getting pressure from yourself has way more impact (of course, this depends on the pressure you're experiencing). It's also pretty much normal with your family expecting/pressuring you to get good grades (as they say, they want the best for you and the family), but don't let it get to you, sensei! If they ever compare you, why not just find something you're better at than that person they're comparing you with? Or just remember that there's something you can do. There's no such thing as a person who can't do anything (everyone can do something, whether it's pro or not).  Be grateful for it. It will lift some things off, and it will help you stay optimistic, somehow. ^u^

The hard work thingy kind of brought me in the same situation as you for two years //three years this new year//. I'm still depressed about that, so I may not be able to give a decent advice. But what I can say is... don't give up. If your hard work doesn't show today no matter how hard you try, then try again tomorrow. You'll surely cry every now and then, and may even experience pain, but it's part of it. And don't say you can't be better. Think of how from a baby, who doesn't know how to write nor draw, has potential to be a pro, or a kid who cries when he/she gets hit by a ball in the face, but becomes a sporty person who can catch or dodge it from hitting his face again.

On the part about participating, I can also relate to that a lot more than anyone can imagine. ;w; But I think being shy or anxious around new teachers isn't something new, so you should get to know them better. If you do, maybe it'll help. It's really hard to raise your hand (feels like it's anchored down by yourself) when you're not sure about the answer, and it'll just be plain embarrassing to get the wrong answer with so many people in class, but go for it! I mean, what if it's right? Occasionally, even the smartest student in class may answer wrong, but after that, they shake everything away and just re-think to find the root of how it went wrong. They think of wrong answers as a pathway to the correct one (comparison not intended). Persistence, Curu-sensei. If you know how to stalk, then being persistent is the same in a few ways. Except you're not chasing a person. You're chasing courage and stuff to stand up and participate.  : >

Sensei, I think that instead of letting any stressing pressure get to you, try encouraging yourself.

Now about the situation with your bf... 

Don't be too insecure, sensei. Let her be because no harm will be done by getting new friends. My point is... If your bf really is your bf, then no matter what happens she'll always be your bf. If you really feel sad or bother about it, then maybe you should have a talk to her about it. It's possible that you two may just be having misunderstandings.
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ahhh wahh noo ww I'M THE LATE ONE !! SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY!!

ahh ;; I see what you mean!! Tysm for all your advices wahh ;;// I WON'T GIVE UP WW//

ohh ohh I see!! ahh ;; TYSM SRSLY!! ; Q ;<333

ohhh www actually i think I'm too coward to talk to her about that ww I'll just... idk ww i think it'll solve itself with time! BUT TYSM SRSLY!!<333
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StrawberryAiki Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015
Ahh, pfft--- You're always really busy, so I understand. It's totally fine! ^u^

What will happen is up to you, so just go for your choices, sensei! We're all a little scared sometimes, after all. But at least you're not giving up. : >

S-sensei, too much kind words---! I'm just doing what you did for me too. :iconsupertighthugplz:
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
eeeeee ;u;//

I'LL GIVE MY BEST! /

eee ;;;// but still-- aejkfhlae//
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StrawberryAiki Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2015
That's great to hear, sensei! That's the spirit!! :iconmanlytearsplz:
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WWWWWWW YESSss xDD!!
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Herazuli Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I know what you feel when you're pressured to be reaaally good. Although parents should be supportive, they only pressure us more by comparing us. The only thing you can do is try talking to someone about it. Presumably someone who doesn't know you. It's a lot easier talking about your problems to a stranger than someone who knows you best.

About your bf, I think you should try to pressure P & J (put your stress on them in a good way). I mean, my bf was never stolen from me because I was deemed "small but terrible" by my classmates and I made a good use of it (don't worry I don't threaten people).
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Curulin Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wahhh this is so true though</3 stop comparing us</3
and also wahh the second part's so true, too akjefhalea tysm !! ;u;<3

www I see wwwwwwwwww I think both of them could more like be described with "small but terrible" instead of me wwww//kicked
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Herazuli Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Pffttt--
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Curulin Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
xD//
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Puriimochi Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I had a similar situation once (for first one)
this is what I did I'm not sure if it's the best thing to do tho ^^"

for the first one it's better if you quit drawing until you've got your grades up (assuming you have a few months til exams or something)

school is a lot more important than your hobby 
If you didn't get the grades you want and couldn't go overseas, you can't start over
if you didn't draw for a few months, your watchers and da friends are still here when you return so don't worry XD
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohh?? wahh ;; I wish I could do that ahah/mingming
I actually considered taking a long break but-- I don't think I'd be able to keep up my motivation for studying more than 3 days www
How did you keep studying without getting distracted from things like dA?? *Q*//

& ty for commenting!! ; Q ;//<33
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Puriimochi Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I still come to DA ( can't stop this obsession TTuTT)
But I just don't draw as much
If I really want to draw I just do simple Chibi sketches (lol obsession again)

Its ok to come to DA just don't post anything not even comments!
That way you don't spend so much time and could look at artwork to rest your mind

Good luck with your studies 
Your previous results were all As so you definitely can achieve that again ~~
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohh i see!!

wahh alright ;; Tysm for your advice!! //o//
I'll try ot do that!<33

eee and tysm again ;;;; wahh ;; I'll work hard ajkefhaefaef//diessss
good luck to you too!!<3
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Fukur0u Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I don't really don't know how to give advice, but here's just a few of my thoughts I guess?

Perhaps if you're feeling overwhelmed you can focus on one thing at a time? If you're really busy with schoolwork, set priorities and get them done one after the other instead of doing it all at the same time. I don't really know much about your situation, but I have to say that don't get too discouraged about your marks! The more you do the more your grades may drop, think of it as an obstacle to get over. Also if your parents are pressuring you to get better marks you can always talk to them and explain your situation. They don't know what's going on at school anyways so they may think you're not trying or something. Think of your year abroad as the prize, you have to work hard and persevere to get it or else you won't. It'll definitely be hard, but if you try your best, you'll have a better chance of getting it! ^w^ (Why do I feel like I'm sounding kinda mean?)

About your friends, I honestly don't know how you can solve it. I'm not good with making friends, though I guess I find I was sort of in a similar situation last year when I went to a completely new school and had no friends. I got to know some people but I didn't feel 'accepted' into their group. But my solution to that problem isn't probably the one you would like to do. I cut off all ties with them and started again. It sort of - not really worked for me since I'm usually alone now, but I felt it was better than hanging around uselessly when they didn't even want me there.

Truthfully, what I would do in your situation is look for some new friends. Friends will come and go all the time and if it feels like they don't want you then it'll probably make you more miserable. I don't know. If you're afraid of being alone you can always stay and then break away when you find some new friends or something like that. Fighting over someone really won't change anything. However much it would be nice that you could still hang out with your bf, the other two girls probably won't let you.

This probably won't be of use much, but this is my useless attempt at giving advice, ahaha...
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohh wahh ;; well-- idk wahh my parents actually do think I'm not doing enough for school//
so idk- if I talked to them they'd just go all like "I told you to work harder" or something and.. well, they told me enough often already..;u;//
Yes!! I take the year abroad as something like a prize actually, but I think I don't really give it my all, because I think that even if I couldn't get the scholarship, I could still go there (since we actually would have the money-- probably).. ;;

Oh I see! I totally get your point!
For our school we don't have much association between classes though ;; so it'd be super hard finding other friends.. ;; but tysm for your advice!! ; Q ;<3

shhh;; you helped me a lot!! srsly!! tysm for giving me advices!! ; U ;<3333
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Fukur0u Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, then even if you can still go without the scholarship, wouldn't you still need your parents' permission? So maybe you can work towards that goal instead? Idk, just keep yourself motivated with a 'prize' at the end I guess. :)

Oh I see. Well, then I guess I'll have to wish you luck and hope that your situation gets better soon!

Hehe, really? Glad I could be of some help I guess! ^w^
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wahh I will!! ; U ;//

aekjfhaekljae tysm;;

yes you help me a lot!! ;;;; Tysm !! ;;<3
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Fukur0u Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome! :icongrin--plz:
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Iraira-tomasu Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014
About your school--Have you tried talking to your teachers? I was in the same position when I was in high school, and so I just finally snapped and came in a little before class started and talked to my teacher about my grades. She was willing to sit down with me and work on what I have problems with. During discussion topics, it's a lot easier to participate when you know the subject better. Not only that, but the best time to get your two cents in is before anyone can talk. Listen and concentrate really hard on the question, and just raise your hand before anyone could say someone. Believe me, I'm like one of the shyest people out there when it comes to discussion. I always worry about saying the wrong things. However, the only time I'm worried is when I don't participate at all, and I'm just sitting there watching everyone talk. When you get your thoughts in first, you set the basis for what the other students can talk about. Plus, you don't have to talk for the rest of the time if you do (laughs). 

Also, if you think the teacher or other students will find you stupid if you say the wrong thing, you are absolutely wrong. I teach English at a Korean school, and there's a girl in my class who asks so many questions. The class would read an article and she would immediately raise her hand and ask, "So....What is this article about?" Yes, that may be a little bit annoying that she doesn't understand the article, but I would rather spend the whole hour discussing, making sure she was on the page with the whole class than for her to be the only student being left behind. As a teacher, my duty is for a student to learn, not to make them suffer and feel anxiety about the lessons their having. When we give out tests, it makes us feel like we've failed as a teacher when we see a student getting shit grades. So all in all, if you talk to your teacher, THE WILL help you. Go in before or after school and have them sit down with you. They'd be happy if you did. Trust me, I know. 

Annnnddd about your friendship--Omg. I hated high school because everyone was so possessive and it gets so drama-y. It'll get less troublesome when you get to college, seriously. But anyway, I know everyone is getting really clingy and everything, but I don't see why you all can't hang out together? Call them all up and socialize together as a group. It's no good if two or three people are equally trying to monopolize another person. I know you might not think this is the hottest idea in the world, but if you just invite all of them together to a trip to the mall or something, they'll back off a bit on being so possessive. But I don't know the whole story behind your friendship circle, so my advice is probably futile, haha. 

Anyway sorry for the long message, but all in all, you can do it! Life will turn around for the better! It just sucks now because there's too many things going on, but thinking in a positive attitude will definitely brighten your day! Start solving one problem at a time, baby steps!!
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist

Ohh—talking to my teachers--? Wahh this sounds like a really good idea actually.. ; Q ; But I wonder which teacher I should talk to..? ;; Like- my current homeroom teacher is.. kind of scary?? Everything he says is sarcastic and he himself said “People who asks stupid things are stupid” ;; idk I’m rlly afraid of him aejkfhaefl// about all the other teachers- I know most of them since only 2 months now and I have built up like- 0 faith to them ;; The teachers I have kept are.. WELL the one of them is an older woman who is kind of.. crazy // (I’m serious about this actually ahah//) one of them is a man I wouldn’t talk to about this stuff because he seems to be.. kind of.. how to explain that ahhh- he doesn’t seem to be the type who can give advices like that??// ; Q ; And the last teacher.. he’s actually the only one of the three who’s suited for this kind of questions but he’s really straightforward with his words so I would definitely start crying if I talked to him about that wahh// ((I hate to cry in front of others ajkehl ;; But maybe- wahh ;; ))

Ohhh this method sounds like a suuper great one though!! * Q * I’ll definitely try this out!! Tysm!! * Q *//<3

Wahhh ;; ALRIGHT I’LL TRY TALKING TO ONE ! ; Q ; TYSM!! ; U ;<33

 

Ughh ikr?! ;; They are all.. so.. ugh right now</3 Ohh—this sounds like an amazing idea!! * Q * But idk ww they will probably reject an invitation of me because I’m not—the most popular person ww It’s not like I’m hated by them or something but I’m not especially liked by them I think ahah// But thank you for this !! I’ll consider inviting them or something!! //u//

Nooooo shh ;; I’m rlly grateful !!! ;; Thank you really really really much!! ; Q ;

Wahhh ;; I’ll do that!! THANK YOU!! SRSLY THANK YOU!! ; Q ;<33333

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Iraira-tomasu Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014
Talk to the teachers whose subject you have the most trouble with. Trust me, even if they sound like bull crap, they're still teachers and it's their job to make students succeed. In fact, I've had teachers like that, believe me. My chemistry teacher in high school would call on unsuspecting kids and smile whenever he finds out they weren't paying attention. But I was still struggling in chemistry and I went in before class to ask him some questions. I was surprised how willing he was to help me understand. 

Even if you say, "I don't even know what I don't know o(-< " That's fine. They can start from point zero and get you up to speed. They'd rather know what students are having trouble on than watching them struggle. There's a very high possibility that you're not alone.

Also, it's ok if you start crying too. Yeah it's uncomfortable to start crying in front of others, but then the teachers would REALLY know that they need to teach better, and be more sympathetic.  Don't worry, everything will be alright!


Does it matter if you're the not the most popular person?? Most people will be happy to get an invitation for hanging out. Besides, you've got more than one friend?? One of them is bound to say yes. Just keep inviting them until you're all a happy clump of meatballs on a spaghetti :icondojimathumbsupplz:

Yes! Life will turn out to be better! You can do it!!!
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ohh wahh ;; Alright I'll do that!!//o// Tysm!!
ohhh ahhah xDD wahh I see I see! This is a really good way!! //o//
I will try that!! Definitely!!
actually I haven't got much experience with asking teachers before or after the lessons because here it's not that usual to do that ahha///

ahahahah amgg-- I should say that xDDD//kicked
but wahh ;; Alright !! TYSM !! <3~~

eee ;; but it's so awkward
I see!! ;; well-- ww I hope that'd actually work after all-- :iconmingplz:

OH WELL it kind of does ;; here it is kind of.. well- not common to do so? ;; Most people hang out with their best friends only, a lot of people don't even hang out with others in their free time-- so idk ahah//ming
but it sounds like a really great thing to hang out with many ppl..//o// I'll try inviting them some day * u * TYSM!!//<33

eeeeee ;; wahh I rlly hope so ww//
TYSM!! ;;;;<333
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AllegroDemonee Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Student General Artist
School can be really difficult and while we get older in grades it looks like our marks slowly drop..
I as well want to get better marks so that I can pass and be a doctor and because here is Greece out exams ends' system changes so much due to the fuckeduppeoplewehaveasheads-
My marks dropped a lot last year at my exams and instead of a quite good mark I was supposed to get I took 2 marks lower than I expected,which dropped me//becauseallstudents'markswereshownhahaha//
Moreover my bestfriend is the top student (sheishaving20/20 to everything literally) and wellnotonlyher but all my friends are quite higher than me in marks//asfarasIcanimagine.
I can say I don't try too much-

The issue is tho!my friend told me if you want to remember things you should be with one of your parents and tell them to him/her,the subject you are reading so that your brain will remember it//Mybrainisliterallyforgetful// and I bet it helps.
Please be possitive :iconkagepro1plz: it do help in these hard dark years of your school life XD!~
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
uwahhhh ;;; GANBATTE ALLE!! ; Q ;<33
ohhh I see!! wahh this sounds like a great way to remember things!! * Q *
Tysm!! Srsly!! ; Q ; This helped me a lot!! Tysm!!<33
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AllegroDemonee Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Student General Artist
Heh no problem ^^ I am glad to make you happy u v u
IjustwishIcouldgeteasierinthemoodtostudywah-
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Eeeeeee ;; you did!! Tysm again!! ; Q ;
wahhh about that-- uhh for me I get motivated when I have a certain goal for myself. Not only the wish of "I want to get better" but like- "I want to get better so I can do a year abroad"
Something you really can get something from if you understand what I mean //
Another goal for me was to get good grades so I could ask my parents to buy me a mic for christmas but they did without good grades, idk whether I should be happy or sad about not having a clear goal anymore ahah//ofc I'm happy but..
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AllegroDemonee Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Student General Artist
Hmm
Sounds like a good idea o v o
but
I am so lazy XD Iguessitcan'tbereallyhelped
I will try my best >v<
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
PFHHH xDD
GANBATTE!! //u//<33
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Silent-winterland Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
they are jealous! The girls I mean xD 
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ahahahahah idkkk I think the one who's jealous is me--- xDD////
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Silent-winterland Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
really? why? xDD
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WELL since they do all the stuff with my bf that I can't do (because they do them with her ahah//)
I gues
xD//
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Silent-winterland Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I see! xD 
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RaikaiRan Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
+ Was die Mitarbeit in der Klasse betrifft fand ich es auch immer schwer mich zu melden. Ich hatte immer Angst etwas Falsches zu sagen. Jedoch zählt bei der Mitarbeit nicht nur das sogenannte Aufzeigen und Fragen beantworten. Auch Vorlesen, oder Aufgaben schnell und ohne mit Nachbarn zu reden zu erledigen, zählen zur Mitarbeit. Ich habe so gut wie nie aufgezeigt und mich gemeldet und trotzdem eine gute Note in allen Fächern bekommen. Es kommt darauf an, wie deine Mitarbeit auf die Lehrer wirkt. Bist du mit Elan dabei und immer schnell fertig, ist es eine gute Mitarbeit.

+ Du kannst es mit dem Lernen so machen, dass du dir am Tag eine sogenannte Lernstunde nimmst und dort alles abdrehst, was dich ablenken könnte. Internet weg, Fernseher aus, Handy in ein anderes Zimmer usw. Dann lernst du nach den Markierungsregeln, wenn du aus einem Text lernen musst.

Markierungsregeln:

Text überfliegen
Wichtiges mit Bleistift markieren
Stichwörter (nur Nomen) mit gelben Marker markieren und Hilfswörter mit rotem Faserstift unterstreichen.

Maximal 10 Wörter auf ein Kärtchen schreiben und versuchen den Text so wiederzugeben. Kannst du das, weißt du alles, was wichtig ist.


Diese Methode ist richtig gut für das Lernen von Texten oder Wissen, was man nicht einfach in den Kopf bekommt. durch das mehrmals Durchlesen merkst du dir schon vieles schneller. Die Stichwörter sind eine zusätzliche Hilfe beim Merken. 

+ Schreibe Schummler. Wenn du kleine Spickzettel schreibst, merkst du dir meistens das, was drauf stehst und musst sie nicht mehr verwenden.

+ Manchmal bekommt man Sachen, die man lernen will einfach nicht in den Kopf. Das kann mehrere Gründe haben. Ich habe in der Berufssschule gelernt, dass wen der Zucker im Körper zu niedrig ist, man keine gscheite Leistung mehr erzielen kann und es einem schwerer fällt zu lernen. Wenn du also lernen willst schau zu, dass du etwas Zucker zu dir nimmst, aber mit Ballaststoffen. Ballaststoffe verhindern, dass der Blutzucker im Körper schnell wieder sinken kann. Dadurch hast du eine langanhaltende Leistung. Ist auch für die Schule und beim Aufpassen gut.

Für das Frühstück kannst du zum Beispiel ein Vollkornbrot oder Roggenbrot essen mit Müesli. Nach sechs Stunden solltest du spätestens wieder etwas zu dir nehmen, da der Blutzucker dann abzufallen beginnt.


Hoffe ich konnte dir etwas helfen ^^
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
AMG das ist wirklich suuuuper hilfreich amgg * QQ * Vielen vielen vielen Dank!!!
Ich werde ganz sicher all die Dinge hier befolgen!! Oder zumindest versuchen sie zu befolgen!! * u * 
Vielen vielen Dank!! Du hast mir echt super viel geholfen!! ; Q ;<333
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RaikaiRan Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Bin froh, das ich dir helfen konnte :huggle:
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
; Q ; :iconbrohugplz:
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ruuto-kun Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
heyy curu
gosh you are going through a lot of things right now huh >_<;;
hey bb
if you ever want to vent things out
feel free to chat me on skype
or we can do a call or something ;_; /// 
ill be there to listen to you!! ;w;

i hope things will turn out better >-<;; <333
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Curulin Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
amg ruu ;;;; woah my eyes got super teary when I read this amg (´;д;`)
YOU'RE SO KIND AMG WHY ;;;;;;////
aefjahejkghl ;;; TYSM SRSLY ;;; amgg ;; idek what to say kejfheajfhaejklf
I'll do that ;; Thank you so much!! ;;;;
idek
amg
;;;
pls do the same thing if you ever want to talk about something okay ;; I'm here for you, too!! ; uu ;

aefjkhaejkg tysm again!! ; QQ ;////<3333
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STARY-NlGHT Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Student Digital Artist
omfg those girls can literally burn in hell god damned they are trash.
i hope your problems get solved quickly ;; // hugs
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