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    → Introduction

I am no professional artist, so please respect the fact that I have to deal with other things next to comissions as well (e.g. school).
Therefore, please don’t rush me to finish your commission. Of course your commission will have first priority to me, but rushing me will only add pressure.
Also, please note that difficult comissions will take more time.


    → Information

☀ Payment via Paypal and in Euro
  ❄ I take on 100% paypal fees
  ❄ In general, I’m not willing to refund unless there was a mistake
☀ I’ll start on your commission once I received your payment
  ❄ If your circumstances don’t allow you to pay first, I’m willing to start first, as well
☀ Please don’t send the payment before I accepted your commission
  ❄ Sometimes I might not be able to accept it, for example if I think it is too difficult for me.


    → I don’t draw

☀ R-16+
☀ Mecha
☀ Furry
☀ animals

    → Note

☀ max. 3 characters per commission
  ❄ One person -> one commission
  ❄ I’m willing to talk about more characters per commission if I’m not too busy!

☀ Depending on the difficulty level, I’ll need 1 - 5 weeks per character:
  ❄ Please consider that I cannot work on more than 5 characters a week.
  ❄ I’ll inform you about how much time I need to finish your commission
  ❄ If I need more time than I told you, I'll pay you 10 % of the price back
  ❄ I might charge a little more (aproximately 3 - 6€) in case there is a close, set deadline


    → Prices

Chibi about (800*800)
- one character - 6,-€
- more than one* - + 4,-€ each

Headshot (about 1000*1000)
- one character - 9,-€
- more than one* - + 7,-€ each

Halfbody about (1100*1400)
- one character - 14,-€
- more than one* - + 12,-€ each

Fullbody about (1320*2400)
- one character - 25,50€
- more than one* - + 24,-€ each

* = “More than one” doesn’t necessarily mean “in one picture”

Simple Background -> free
Detailed Background -> discussable (aproximately 3 - 10 €)


    → Examples
NOTE: soft coloring will take 0,50€ off the price since it is easier to do!


☀ Do tell me what style of above ^ (or another style) you’d prefer me to draw with!
☀ I am able to provide you with WIPs when necessary!
☀ I prefer having a reference of the character I draw. It is not necessary, though.

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If you want to commission me, please send me a note with the following form filled out:
Type of commission (chibi/headshot/halfbody/fullbody):
Background (non/simple/detailed):
Amount of characters (up to 3):
Reference(s) and personality(/ies):
Coloring style (soft/cell/default):
Deadline?:

☀ !! THANK YOU VERY MUCH !! ☀


Back from Japan ! (1/3)

Wed Sep 2, 2015, 5:52 AM





Hello guys!
As some of you might know, I've been in Japan from 1st August until 22nd August this year! I attended to a summer holiday course to study the language and learn about the country at the same time ! ☆
This is going to be quite long since a lot of stuff happened so I'll divide it in 3 journals: 1 journal for each week! However, since I'm having some work to do, there'll probably be some days between the journals haha// I hope you don't mind and I also hope you'll enjoy these kind-of-travelling-journal-things <3

NOTE: It was really hot in tokyo: The first week was around 34°C, the second and last ones were around 30°C+. Also, it was really really humid hahAHAH//

Alright let's start ☆

-31st July (Friday)-
Last preperations before the flight. To be honest I was not even that excited www I didn't expect the whole thing to be THAT amazing haha //slaps self
anyways, my flight was in the morning, around 9 AM. I had one transfer flight so the total time of flying was like 14 1/2 hours haha </3

-1st and 2nd August (Saturday & Sunday)-
On 1st August I arrived in Tokyo at around 7:30 AM (I started to get a little excited here) so when I went out of the plane I came into a corridor thing where they wanted us to fill out stuff as for immigration into japan w I DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THIS AT ALL SO I DID A LOT OF WRONG THINGS before there was a friendly japanese guy (ikemen too-) who explained on English (more gestures than English tbh) that I needed to go back a bit to fill out some stuff so I could finally get into the "real" air port thing w So after maybe a half hour of confusion I finally got into the lobby-thing, where a person of my summer school was waiting for me. They had to organize some stuff before they finally sent me off to a bus which brought me to another hall-thing, where my hostmother and my hostsister would be waiting (about 2 1/2 hours). I wanted to sleep here so badly because I didn't sleep in the plane at all (who knows why amg ww) but I was very afraid of missing the stop I needed to get out at so I kept myself awake somehow-- ww
When I arrived at the hall with that heavy luggage of mine, my hostmother and little hostsister (8 years old) greeted me very very nicely! I immediately liked them /o/
After this my hostfather came and picked us up with the car. So after this I didn't really do much but sleeping tbh www (finally). The second day was the same actually: Getting up - food - going to school to see the way with hostmother & little hostsister - sleep - food - sleep wwww I HATE JET LAGS HAHHA
(oh btw, I had one 3 hostsisters: 8, 15 and 19!)

-3rd August (Monday)-
SO IT WAS FINALLY TIME FOR THE FIRST SCHOOL DAY! I WAS SO EXCITED FOR THIS /o/ On the first day we were supposed to take a little test and also a little interview thing, so the school knows which class they can put us in. Basically just a little test of how good our japanese is. After this test they took us to a meeting point, where we'd always meet for day trips.
I wanted to make some friends on the very first day but kind of failed wwww I talked to a really nice girl but only a little because she had to do some stuff after that-- so I went home after this w

-4th August (Tuesday)-
Every second day (Tuesday - Thursday - Saturday) we had a little event or day trip (because it was the holiday course). This day we had a yukata-try-on-event. But first let me talk about my class! They were all soooOOoooO nice to talk to !! To be honest I was a bit afraid of some of them at first but they turned out being really nice people in the end so I felt really good in this class. The level was very good too! At some points it was a bit easy but at other points it was hard again so it was really good all in all ww Unfortunately the only person that was in the same course as me was gone very quickly so I couldn't ask her to go to the event together haAAHAHHA
Anyways, when I arrived at the event thing (which was set for 2:00 PM), it was like 1 PM www I wasn't hungry so I didn't eat lunch ! w (I actually didn't eat any lunch until the second week-).
Anyways, the event went pretty well. I was too shy to talk to anyone though wwww so no friends haHAHAHAH //cries
Here's a little picture of my yukata ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ wwww
Yukata by Curulin

-6th August (Thursday)-
On this day we had a tea ceremony thing where we wore our yukatas! The tea was realllllyyyyyyyy tasty aefafajheflkja 

(in the meantime I made some friends in my class ☆)

-8th August (Saturday)-
A trip to Nikko was set for this day !! I actually don't mind visiting temples and stuff like this- I don't like it more than other things though w but this day was a bit.. uhm- how do I say this... exhausting?
First of all the way to Nikko: We went by bus at 8:30 AM and arrived at 12:00 AM. That was really exhausting tbh www anyways, when we arrived there I was not really pumped for this because the last 3 1/2 hours blew my power away www however, I made some friends there~ ! ww
On this day we visisted two different places before going back (about 2 1/2 hours): A place called "Edo-Wonderland" where there were a lot of attractions about the edo-period and ninjas. This place looked quite interesting, but unfortunately we only had about 1 hour for this before we went by bus again (~30 minutes) to the next place. I'm not sure where exactly we have been here, but it was basically a big shrine ww everything was very old and peaceful. It was quite beautiful-- but we had like almost 2 hours for this so it became boring quickly.. 
This is why I was glad when we finally arrived back in Tokyo www

If you want to see photos of Nikko, please tell me ! I've deleted them from my phone because I took a lot ww but my sister has them on her phone so I could get them if they're wanted !

On this day there was also a small Natsu Matsuri in the town I lived in ! My host family took me with them and we ate lots of tasty stuff there <3

Natsu Matsuri by Curulin

-9th August (Sunday)-
On the day before, my hostmother, two of my hostsisters and me decided to go to Disneyland today ! Tokyo Disneyland eYYYYYYYY
tbh I love disneyland !! I went to Hong Kong's a few years ago so I was really excited for this <3 It took us about 30 ~ 45 minutes to get there! However, today was at least as hot as all the other days so the whole day was kind of exhausting but really really fun!
The thing I enjoyed most was called "Splash Mountain". It was a whiter-water-ride! The whole thing was made really beautifully and when you think "ahh this is so nice", the next second you suddenly go up for a few seconds and  then down ww also a roller coaster called "Space Mountain" was really fun !! The soap at the toilets came out of the machines in a mickeymouse form //// that was so cute ahahha
unfortunately there were a lot of people there so we always had to wait at least an hour to ride something ;;u;; at the end of the day there was also the Toyko Disney Land Light Parade and also there were fireworks later ! It was really beautiful to look at and I took a looooot of pictures! If you want to see them, please tell me ! I'd upload them then <3

Disneyland by Curulin
(woops, don't ask me why it's like this ww the original photo is upright w)

OK this is it for now !! I'm sorry for not being very detailed// if you want  to ask something or sth like that, don't hesitate to leave a comment <3 Same with photo-requests btw! I'm just quite lazy rn so www but if you want to see more pictures, please tell me ! /o/
I'm going to work on some stuff again starting now so I hope to write the second and third journal soon <3 

Thank you for reading <3



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Hello guys!
((it's me again ahAHHA))
Sooo as some of you may know I'm (pretty) active in the youtaite-community (basically just singer on youtube). As for this sometimes there are songs I and/ or a collab partner/ whoever would like to get original art for an original PV! That means the art would be animated by an animator later on and then the vocals and the off vocal tracks would be mixed and finally put together with the original PV (click here to see an example of such an original PV).

I figured that I'd need to search for artists in the future for especially collabs and original songs sooo I thought why not making a journal for it! 8) ((also I'm bothering my friends too much already, I don't really want to bother them more ahha//))

Unfortunately I have nothing to give as a payment ;; I'm very sorry!
But of course if you volunteer for this you will get credited properly and also you'll receive my greatest gratitude ;;u;; ♥

I am searching for one or more artists at the moment!

Hello!! So this time I'm searching for one or more artists who could draw for a chorus that my friend is currently organizing! We actually had an artist, but her life recently got really really busy so she can't finish the artworks unfortunately ;;u;; So we need to search for one or more new ones.

Song:
Amount of ppl: 
Deadline: 
Style: 
What is needed: 


Refs and information would be provided!!

Thank you very much for reading ! <3

Help an angel!

Tue Jun 9, 2015, 6:48 AM





Quick emergency comms [closed]EDIT: THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!! ;____; Im going to close this for now, to work on the ones i have rn ;v; 

hey guys!! ; w ;
so, uhh i don't really like involving my own personal matters with dA esp since this goes public, but basically my family is having a bit of a hard time with money right now due to my mom's hospitalization. i had to quit my piano lessons, esp because my little sis is taking violin lessons, and we don't have enough for both. we don't have enough to pay off our lesson fees for May, and although i'd like to pay it off with my own money, the money i saved up in my paypal through commissions went to pitch in for the hospital bill ,, 
so here's where i'm opening up some quick comms ;; i'm going to leave it as unlimited slots because i just really need any i can get orz
these can be done quick, and i am finally in my summer break, so it won't take long q-q;;
goal : $400 (prob can't reach this myself, so i'm trying to get at least $210 to at lea
Quick emergency comms [closed]EDIT: THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!! ;____; Im going to close this for now, to work on the ones i have rn ;v; 

hey guys!! ; w ;
so, uhh i don't really like involving my own personal matters with dA esp since this goes public, but basically my family is having a bit of a hard time with money right now due to my mom's hospitalization. i had to quit my piano lessons, esp because my little sis is taking violin lessons, and we don't have enough for both. we don't have enough to pay off our lesson fees for May, and although i'd like to pay it off with my own money, the money i saved up in my paypal through commissions went to pitch in for the hospital bill ,, 
so here's where i'm opening up some quick comms ;; i'm going to leave it as unlimited slots because i just really need any i can get orz
these can be done quick, and i am finally in my summer break, so it won't take long q-q;;
goal : $400 (prob can't reach this myself, so i'm trying to get at least $210 to at lea
Quick emergency comms [closed]EDIT: THANKS SO MUCH GUYS!!! ;____; Im going to close this for now, to work on the ones i have rn ;v; 

hey guys!! ; w ;
so, uhh i don't really like involving my own personal matters with dA esp since this goes public, but basically my family is having a bit of a hard time with money right now due to my mom's hospitalization. i had to quit my piano lessons, esp because my little sis is taking violin lessons, and we don't have enough for both. we don't have enough to pay off our lesson fees for May, and although i'd like to pay it off with my own money, the money i saved up in my paypal through commissions went to pitch in for the hospital bill ,, 
so here's where i'm opening up some quick comms ;; i'm going to leave it as unlimited slots because i just really need any i can get orz
these can be done quick, and i am finally in my summer break, so it won't take long q-q;;
goal : $400 (prob can't reach this myself, so i'm trying to get at least $210 to at lea

:iconruuto-kun: is in need of money due to personal reasons rn! Please check out her emergency commissions ((her art is perfect, it's really worth it!!!!!)) and commiss or advertise her? ;;u;;
thank you very much !


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THANK YOU SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO COMMENTED AJFKAEKLAGE IT MEANS REALLY REALLY A LOT ;;;; THANK YOU!!! 
edit//: amgg guys ;; you are too kind aejfhalke// I'll leave this journal open until saturday and then pick someone?? ahha// thank you very much, it really means a looooot ;;u;;<3


Hello guys!
I'm going to be pretty straight forwards here ;u;
so there's a friend's birthday on 21st June and I want to sing something for him! It'll be an self-arranged cover of Kaze ni naru!
For this I'm now searching for an artist who could draw a picture for the video for me ;;u;;
I'm searching for an artist who could draw in a style like this !
Since I'd want to upload on 21st I'd need the art by about the 16th June so I can ask an animator to animate it too ;;u;;
Sooo yeahhh uhhh I actually have nothing as a payment ;;; I just can say that the artist would be ofc credited and also they'd receive my greaaaatest gratitude ;;;;/// and... yeah uhhhuhuhu////lays
If you have interest, please leave a comment down there ↓ ;;u;; I'd give you more information later then ahah///
thank you very much for reading!



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Collabration [CLOSED]

Sat May 30, 2015, 1:02 AM





Hello guysss! //u//
eeeyy I'm alive (maybe) and actually I have been in the mood to draw since a few days ! But I haven't drawn properly for a long time so I have lost all my senses for proportions (if I ever had them) and coloring is a bit troublesome rn ;;u;;

So I thought of doing a collab !

Or more like 2 ww

For one I'd like to do sketches & lines
For another one I'd like to color !

Please just comment if you're insterested! // ((pls tell me which one you'd like to do with me and also show me some examples of your work!))

this is no first come, first served! Also I'm busy irl so I hope you can understand if I need (much) time ;;u;; but ofc I'd try to be as quick as possible!

Thank you very much for reading <3 


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Semihiatus until 25th July ?

Sun Apr 12, 2015, 12:09 PM





Hello guysss
so my spring break has ended ((way too quickly)) and school is going to start tomorrow again ;;u;;
I know I'm not really active here but I think atm I should really focus on school since my grades are not rlly improving </3
So yeah, I hope I'll still have the time to do some streams or just upload some drawings in the meantime but basically I'll be inactive for another 3 1/2 months</3

After that I'll probably go to Japan for another 3 weeks so I guess I should rather say "semi hiatus until 23rd August" ww but well-!

I hope after that I can be more active on dA again! <3

Thank you very much for reading! <3


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Japan and Natsu Comi

Wed Mar 11, 2015, 6:28 AM





Hello guysss!!
Uwahhh I've been so inactive here on dA ;;; ughh I'm so sorry!!
At the moment there is pretty much going on irl so I barely have the time to actually touch my tablet</3

Some of you might actually already know that I plan to go to Japan this year. About two weeks ago I sent the application forms to the summer school I'm planning to attend to; I transferred the money and today I booked the flight! That means the only things that can stop me from going to Japan are my grades wwwww
No, seriously, my mother said "if you're going to be even worse (hey I wasn't thaaat bad ww) this year then I won't allow you to go, even if we've already paid everything ;u; Such pressure---
well, anyways, that means I need to work harder for school and that again means that I am probably not going to become more active after this semi-hiatus.

If I go to Japan, I'll probably visit Natsu Comi. For this event I am able to deliver letters and stuff like that to utaites, artists etc.
Please make sure that this utaite/ aritst/ whatever is going on 16th August 2015. I know it's still a lot of time left, that's why most people haven't even announced whether they actually go. When they do and you want me to deliver a letter, feel free to PM me !

I'f my grades don't drop, then I'll not be here from 31st July to 23th August because I'm not sure whether I'll be able to access wifi in Japan.

If you have any recommendations about places I could go or just general advices about what I should bring or not bring, please feel free to comment here ♥

That's it for now,
thank you very much for reading and have a great day (or night ww)! <3


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[CAUGHT] Kiriban at 54.321 PV

Tue Feb 17, 2015, 5:37 AM





Kiriban at 54.321 PV /u/
the winner can choose one thing from ↓↓
1) colored chibi
2) monochrome headshot (if I have the time to, I'll color this ww)
3) 115 points (that'd make my point balance go to exactly 0 xD)

4) extra option (only for friends!!!!) I'LL SING YOU STH on the other hand..... recording takes a lot of time so pls... don't wwww //so lazy//kicked

send me a screenshot of the kiriban if you got it per note pls !!<3
+ tell me right away which option you want to get and send a reference of the character you want me to draw (for option 1 & 2).
I'll respond as quickly as possible : D

I draw everything but -furry, -animals (nekomimis are fine), -mecha, -sci-fi and R13+!

Good luck!!♥
+ no cheating okay, I'll watch you :iconskankyplz:


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Hiatus until 25th March 2015

Sat Jan 17, 2015, 5:13 AM





Sooooooo I decided to go on hiatus even if my grades are not too bad this year ww
The main reason is that I need some time to think about a lot of things. I can't really do everything at once, that's what I found out the last weeks. It's hard to keep up with drawing and singing and school and RL at once so I kind of feel like I need to start giving priorities. 
Also ofc school is another main reason, I want to improve my grades in this semester and this time it should not only be because my parents want me to, but I want to improve them by myself ( did this makes sense rn ? xD//)

I am suuuuper sorry for all the birthdays I'll miss
but
I'll try to come online regulary and also I'll probably still submit some things but yeah, mainly bday presents then I guess.. or maybe some mafu fanart ww

And I am pretty sure that I'll still be kind of active on Twitter so if there's something you want to tell me, feel free to tell me there. Other than this I will, as I said, still come online on dA frequently (probably) so yeah ww

Tysm for your attention!♥


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Happy New Year! Hello 2015!

Wed Dec 31, 2014, 9:36 AM





Happy New Year from Germany!
(even if it's only 6:36 pm right now xD)
I hope that 2015 will become a good year for everyone !<3


Thank you to
all of my watchers! Thank you very much for supporting me with my drawing ! ;u; I hiiiighly appreciate it!! Thank you very much for faving and commenting on my artworks and thank you for commenting on my polls and journals! Alsothank you for coming to my streams! I hope that I'll be able to build up more connections to all of you! Thank you very much for everything until now!<3


Thank You to
:iconstrawberryaiki::iconjellymii::iconmakiichii::iconsamairu::iconmiyuberry::iconeemi-i::iconrorute::iconwiwi-chii::iconnamiirin::iconmlky-te::iconrololi::iconrashirou::iconfikkyuun::iconhimechui::iconmallier::iconjunshiro::iconvanirue::icononikagi::iconpotokun::iconmasacchi::icontssi::iconhiseki::iconpinlin::iconkudamonoyasai::iconsarahwidiyanti::iconsodaichii::iconnobbu::iconmilemiru::iconmintaee::iconakuyi::iconhourglass34::iconkikiriann::iconlunacyhime::iconyverie::iconsuixere::iconkrisppie::iconpyoki::iconyuk0-chi::iconkira-nyan:
for being friends with me! I love every single one of you, I hope that our friendship will get even better in 2015!<3

Thank you to
:iconamaicandy:
for being here! You're such a wonderful person with such a wonderful voice and so wonderful art skills (which are improving a lot!!) ;u; ilu so much!! Wahh I really hope that the time zones get better so we can talk more!!// I miss you a lot Maiiiiiii ;u; Good luck in school!<33

:iconruuto-kun:
for being here! Wahh I love your art skills and voice & you're really a marvelous person ! ilu really much! I hope that all your worries and problems will be solved in 2015!! Good luck in school!<3

Please feel free to come to me if anything ever bothers you two, okay? ;u;<3

I really want to do a group call with you two some day wahh //
SOME DAY OKAY :iconmingplz:

Thank you to
:iconkuroshiro-ki:
for everythinggggg ;;// wahh idek where to start here wahh I am really really grateful to you! You always listen to everything I have to say and you give me a lot of advices, our utaite-love is unbeatable, too xD Also I really hope that I can be a good friend to you in 2015, too! Please never hesitate to leave a message for me or ask for advice, okay? ♥

Thank you to
:iconinstockee:
感谢你在这里! 你的画画总是很励志的!我真佩服你
我希望2015年会是一个美妙的年给你!

:iconsakonma:
dafür, dass du hier bist! Ich liebe deine Bilder sooo dolle und dein Style ist echt wunderschön! Und du bist echt eine super freundliche Person; Ich hoffe, dass wir in 2015 näher treten werden & viel Glück für die Uni !<3 Muffinchennn, du solltest dir echt Skype holen! ;u;<3

:iconparrareru:
for being here! Hanachannnn I really really hope, that you'll get more free time in 2015, I really miss talking to you even if I never did properly :iconmingplz:! Your art is really soooo pretty! I love it so much! ;u;<3 But srlsy, you should get Skypeeee aejkfhejkf !! Also good luck for school!! I'll always be waiting for you future-waifu♥



2015 for me
I plan to go to Japan for language classes in my summer vacation! By now I haven't really found an organisation yet, but I will try it with an English one soon. If I'm going to be able to do it, I really want to visit Natsu Comi to visit Mafu /o/ okay my dreams xDD
Furthermore I'm going to sign up for some volunteer work and also school and general real life are most propbably going to be even more busy than they have been. That's why I probably won't be able to draw as much as I used to. Also I'd probably use more of my free time for singing so please don't be surprised if I'm going to go on (semi-)hiatus for a certain time (maybe in the exams-period..)
The last thing I wanted to write about is my singing-activity; As I said a few lines ago, I'd sing more than I'd draw soooo if you have time, please check out my covers <3 I personally like nnd more so :iconmingplz:
niconico douga
YouTube

Thank you so much!<3



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No it's not actually rant but I don't know a word for it..
Please don't read this journal, if you don't want to.
It's just for me to write my feelings down (it's about irl problems..)
However, I'd really love to receive comments or advices on this ; U ;
Thank you very much in advance!

So well, as you might know, I'm currently trying to get good grades in school so I could sign up for a scholar ship for a year abroad. Yesterday, after I went to bed (but didn't sleep yet) I had a.. kind of.. okay I started crying (woah this is rlly awkward). I don't even really know why I started crying?? I just thought about school.
The thing is that I'm really trying to try hard. I do try hard most of the time, but it doesn't show any results. My exams (I have written almost only As last year) are now a mix of Cs, Bs and As. About participating in classes, I used to get a lot of Bs because the things I'd have a good quality but I would have to participate more. Well, now I have a lot of Cs instead of Bs for participating.
I don't know, my main problem is the participating-stuff I think? It's really not that I don't want to participate, but rather that I'm afraid of that? I have no idea.. I think I'm afraid of saying wrong things? IDK WHY ;;
Another reason for me "participating less" is that I got a lot of new teachers. The subjects get more difficult, too, of course. I don't know. Seriously ;;
So yesterday I was lying in my bed and I just felt a huge pressure from my family, since they are expecting me to get a lot of As. It's like- if I don't get a super good school certificate this year, I will not be allowed to do the year abroad + I won't be allowed to draw/ be online that much since I'd have to study more..(?)
But.. I really want to be better in school?.. I just can't..? ;;
Instead of that I get even worse in school.
Seriously.. I have no idea what to do wahh-- I just want to disappear for the next 4 years and appear again when I'm done with school. It's just really a huge pressure and I have no idea how to handle it. 

Another thing I wanted to write down here is a little more personal after all. It's about my friends irl.
Last year I have always been with my best friend in the breaks. I'm still with her all the time, but.. actually I'm only "another friend" to her right now I think? There are two other girls who ( I think ) want to be her best friend. Both of them are super persistent (is that the right word..?).. 
At the moment (almost all of) the girls from our class are all together in the breaks. This includes me, my bf and the two other girls. We always sit on a heater or something (since it's super cold). 
About a month ago one of the two girls (I'll name her P for now) suddenly started doing a lot of stuff with my bf (I'll name her A) again, since they used to be best friends in elementary school + first 2 years of our current school. P found another best friend around 2 years ago. But why would she suddenly want to hang out a lot with my bf again? (I started hanging out a lot with my bf since about 1 year) P is really persistent. She was talking to A really much and she sat next to her all the time and often told her to "come to her" when we sat in a bigger circle and they didn't sit next to each other or sth (yes P is annoying). Luckily she got less persistent about 2 weeks ago.
But now there's the other girl of the two girls (I'll name her J). J is WAY more persistent and WAY more annoying than P. She started hanging out with my bf a lot since about a year, too. But J and P in combination really makes me want to just hit them both (no I don't do that//). Thanks to them I barely really talk to my bf in the breaks anymore. WELL luckily I sit next to my bf in almost every class. But- I really don't know. I have the feeling that my bf actually does want to hang out with the two of them more than with me. It makes me really insecure when I sit next to my bf in the breaks. And I am not persistent at all. If I talk to my bf & J or P starts interrupting me, I wouldn't try to keep talking. I just am not this kind of person. But I really don't want to lose my bf just because two other girls are more persistent than me or sth.
I can't even tell J and P straightly because they are (kind of) friends to me, too. But-- amg I just don't know what to do.
I think this is actually one reason why I want to go to school even less than before -> no motivation -> no motivation to participate in class (?) if that makes sense haha/

Wahh if you got through until here: CONGRATS!!//u//
Thank you very much for reading!
I myself feel kind of better now, since I got a clearer sight through all the mess of my rl :iconmingplz:
I'd highly appreciate if you left a comment down there ↓
So yeah- Thank you!! ; U ;♥
damnnn i want to cry again aejkfahfjla


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tysm for 1100+ watchers!!

Thu Nov 20, 2014, 4:55 AM





aejfhaeljkghale ;;;; I'm so glad srsly guys ajefaelf
how do I deserve so many wonderful supporters? ; Q ;//
I'm not even active atm fjajfhaejlg ;;; 
I really want to thank you all personally but how to xD/
Also I guess I'm too busy for holding a raffle atm... ; Q ;
Does anyone have an alternative idea for what I could do for you wonderful guys?? Please leave a comment!!<3~~

Again
TYSM
SRSLY
I
I WANT TO CRY NOW ; Q ;///
tYSM!!! :iconblushuplz:

edit:// oh sb unwatched me just now ahah-- well, I'll think about something for 1100 then! ; U ;<3~~


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Short Upadte

Wed Nov 19, 2014, 7:48 AM





okay so I'll make it shorttt
school's busier than I expected it to be. Soooo I'm rlly rlly sorry for super late replies & no art atm ; U ;
If you would like to chat with me, pls write to me on my twitter ( @ Curu_Chii and/ or @ _fuyuneru ) since it's easier to communicate on twitter than on dA.
Alsoooo I thought about doing little request streams every 2 - 3 weeks until.. february? // I'm not sure about that yet though. If I do they'll usually be either in my morning or in my evening (CET), usually on fridays or saturdays C:
Okay so that's it for now.
It's actually not that I have no free time at all. I have a half hour here and there but I usually use this to sing (testing new mic & stuff xD) so there's no time left for art atm ; U ;//
tysm for reading!!
also if anyone has anime recommendations to recent animes pls tell meeee I want to have sth to do in my christmas vacation in a month * U *//


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Semihiatus

Mon Nov 3, 2014, 9:54 AM





starts: 11/10/14
ends: tba

I will work hard to get good grades so I can do a year abroad * Q *//
I will try to reply every morning before school but idk- maybe replies will come rlly late</3
Also I'll be kinda late on art since I think I'd sing more in my free time than draw //kicked

Please tell me to go back to work whenever you see me on skype or twitter xD

Ty for reading<3


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Kiriban at 44.444 PV [closed]

Mon Nov 3, 2014, 1:15 AM





Winner will get a monochrome headshot of a character c:
post the screenshot in the comments pls
only one winner
good luck!!


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First of all I want to thank everyone who participated!!
I'm really glad that there are 125 people who got interested in the raffle in 3 weeks-- I'm RLLY glad!! TYSM !! ; U ;<333

So now let's get over to the important part: The winners!
So since 125 people participated, 6 prizes were unlocked.

If you want to see the proofs, click here

1st winner is :iconnoiu:
You get 1 halfbody drawing like this
Contest: Moonlight by Curulin

2nd winner is :iconblackkusagi:
You get 1 headshot painting like this
Kiriban: naoyi by Curulin

3rd winner is :iconpinlin:
You get 1 pixel icon like this
Icon Family: Yato by Curulin

4th winner is :iconsakuragx4nina:
You get 1 colored headshot painting like this
AT: nobbu by Curulin

5th winner is :iconcloudymcmuffin:
You get 1 chibi drawing like this
Ene Collabration by Curulin

6th winner is :iconqyumeri:
You get 1x 100 Points


Congrats to all the winners!!<3

Please send me a note, telling me which character I should draw for you!!
Remember: I don't draw any R13+, animals, furries or mecha!!

Also if I don't receive your note in 7 days from today, I'm going to choose a new winner; sorry! ; U ;

For qyumeri - I'll send you the 100 :points: soon! C:

If you didn't win anything this time, please don't be disappointed!
There's always a next time!<3

Thank you very much for your attention & congrats again!<33



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Okay guys I need your help here--

Sat Oct 11, 2014, 11:11 AM





It's nothing essential but it's still rlly important to me so pls aekjhfaejklaeg--

well- as some of you might know, I'm planning on doing a year abroad in 11th grade. I always thought it'd be clear that I'm going to go to the US & do a year abroad there but now my friend's been on a exhibition for year abroads and she brought some magazines for me (since I was in Rome).

So now
there's this wonderful country standing in 2 of the 3 magazines
Japan
yes
I
amg my heart cries--
I want to go there so badly??!

But then again my sister actually wants me to go to the US so I can learn speaking English properly and getting relations & so on

But-- idk.. I rlly would rather go to Japan.
Unfortunately my sister's kinda scary to me xD Like- I barely dare to object things she says..

So now I need some rlly good arguments for Japan and against the US </3 Or maybe the other way around so I forget going to Japan?? xD//
I'd so love to go to both but since it's like- double expensive & pretty complicated about scholarships.. I don't know.. ;; 

Tysm in advance!!!

oh & btw, my parents are Chinese --> dislike Japanese
I'm rlly lucky that they already tolerate me liking Jap stuff (music, anime) and me learning Japanese ;;;

edit//: sorry, I'm going to try objecting your arguments so I know what I could use for asking my family.. It's not that I don't want to go to Japan okay ;;;;<//3

edit2//: tbh I'm not sure myself whether I want to go to Japan or the US!!
Like- I find Japan more interesting but idk- I might regret my decision afterwards, if I went to Japan?! Not the fact that I went to Japan but the fact that I didn't go to the US ;; for English </3


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Back from Rome!

Wed Oct 1, 2014, 7:57 AM





Wahhh guyssss wahh ohisashiburiiiiiiiii// FINALLY BACK AMG THIS WAS SOOOOO EXHAUSTING!! My feet died, srsly! ;;
Well, now I know that NOTHING will ever be worse than that trip ahaha- it's not that I didn't have fun but-- well, I just srsly died hahah
I didn't even miss the pc or anything I found out my friend had wifi so I wrote with my friend in Germany with her phone BUT the first 4 days I was just thirsty 24/7. Yesterday and today I bought big water bottles so this was okay. And we ate pizza like-- every day, ughhh now I can't rlly see any pizza anymore x/D
About photos- I did some and I'd love to show them to you but idk, I'm rlly tired right now so I might upload them later in my stash & post a link to it in a poll or anything C:
So now I'm going to reply to everything & draw the latest commission : D

TY FOR YOUR ATTENTION<33


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CLOSED!! I'm going to announce the winners soon!<3



[17th October 2014] 125 participants by now!!


GUYS TYSM FOR ALL THE SUPPORT YOU GUYS GAVE ME THROUGH ALL THIS TIME !! ;;
I WANNA CRY SRSLY ;; WHY ARE YOU SO KIND??
CAN I EVER PAY BACK FOR YOUR KINDNESS??
I HOPE I'LL BE ABLE TO! Please accpet this raffle as one way to say ty to you !! ; U ;<3

As a celebration and as a thank you from me I'd love to hold this raffle for my watchers.
Please read everything attentive!!



-How to join-
Comment with "Mafumafu" on this journal; I'll reply with your number
(you may write more, but the comment has to contain "Mafumafu"<3)

Be my watcher
(new ones are accepted, too!)

Fav this journal
(old watchers don't need to do this!)

Optional:
Write a NEW journal entry or poll and link it in the comments
!! More people -> More prizes !!
(+ 1 entry)

-Rules-
Your account has to be older than 2 weeks
After I announced the winners, the winner has 7 days to reply; if they don't reply I'll choose another winner
If you didn't do everything to join, but commented on the journal, I'll tell you what you forgot to do. The number that'd have gone to you would go to someone else then. You'd get another number later on.
I don't draw any R13+, animals, furries or mecha!!
Winners will be chosen with random.org!

-Prizes-

1) 1 halfbody drawing like this
Contest: Moonlight by Curulin

2) 1 headshot painting like this - Unlocked at 30 participants
Kiriban: naoyi by Curulin

3) 1 pixel icon like this - Unlocked at 45 participants
Icon Family: Yato by Curulin

4) 1 colored headshot painting like this - Unlocked at 65 participants✔
AT: nobbu by Curulin
5) 1 chibi drawing like this - Unlocked at 80 participants✔
Ene Collabration by Curulin
6) 1x 100 :points: - Unlocked at 100 participants✔

7) 1 traditional waist-up drawing - Unlocked at 150 participants

8) This adoptable - Unlocked at 200 participants
(if this is not unlocked, he'll be sold afterwards)
Adopt1 by Curulin


!!Good luck everyone!!
I will definitely add more prizes if more ppl enter<3
The deadline for this raffle is the 17th October 2014, 1 PM CET for now, I might extend it though!



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