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Battle within by CursedNights, literature

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Battle within

I feel lost and alone With no place to call home. And there you are standing in front of me With arms open,embracing me. Such comfort mixed with despair. Why are these awkward feelings there? I'm so confused by these emotions of mine. Can't they make up their mind. I want to cry... I want to laugh... Part of me feels dead inside... Part of me wishes i was dead and buried... So, unsure of myself one minute then confident the next. Why are my emotions such a mess? One minute I feel like a winding tornado, raging at the scenes... Next minute I feel like a peaceful stream... I feel like I'm riding a coaster of emotions that is tearing me at th

Echos by CursedNights, literature

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Echos

She calls for me. Her sweet lips called for me. Her soft voice echoed for me to come. Yet I was hesitant to come. She never begged nor pleaded. She believed whole heartedly that one day I would come. She sent soft whispers in my ears, to remind me she was still near. Days turned to months. Months turned to years. Her echos still ringing in my ears. Her echos sounded so heavenly in the beginning, but now they have become my nightmare. Haunting me day and night. Tormenting me with the reminder that she is always there. Waiting... And waiting... Will her echos never stop? My mind never sleeps... All I hear anymore is her voice. That sweet voic

Absent by CursedNights, literature

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Absent

A darkness in the night or so I was told. A hooded figure with a scythe coated in rust and stains. How many lives has it seen? How many has it taken? Is it after me? Running in the night yet no escape. Eyes cold as ice as it looked through into my soul. Unable to move... Unable to speak... Is this it? Has my time finally come to an end? Not even close as he passes me by... Not even death wants me even as I am on my knees begging and pleading. Unable to burn in the fiery depths of Hell and unable to bask in the sunshine heaven brings... Trapped on this earth or is this my hell I am suppose to accept? Angel of Death come for me! Save me from th

Broken Promises by CursedNights, literature

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Broken Promises

We loved each other like there was no tomorrow We fight like each time was our last Yet we were always together in the end Is this really our final good bye? As I walk out the door and not look back Will you honestly break another promise just as your last? Not a word, not even good bye Are you hurting or just acting as if I never existed? Here I sit without a piece of my heart Do you even care? Silent tears tracing my face as I hold the pain inside Never again to see and hear your sweet aggravation Was it really love or some lustful thrill? I miss you and yet hate you Yet here I sit alone with all this pain inside Accepting of the fate life

Lost Lover by CursedNights, literature

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Lost Lover

My heart is aching such pain I feel. The longing need of your touch. The soothing presence of your lips. The warm embrace that made me feel safe. Those three little words you use to utter... why do these images taunt me so? I loved you but that turned to lust. I missed you but that turned to obsession. God this aching pain. Such a wanting desire that I know I will never have again. Tears just fill the void as you disappeared. So many nights filled with comfort yet none full-filled me the way you did. Even the invisions helped dull the numbness while lying with another. Yet no other could fill my void for you. Your love... was priceless.

Early morning by CursedNights, literature

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Early morning

Early morning came but no light was seen. The flashing of the tv screen just reminded me of why I wasn't asleep. Despair and death began to plague me. Oh why do you haunt me like a vengeful spirit. I lie awake watching time pass slowly, more slower than a snail. The darkness engulfing me as the light from the screen grew dim. My mind began to play tricks on me and my eyes wouldn't stop staring. Images surrounding me and voices calling me. Shadows swaying across the room before charging me then there was a boom. Crashing down I began to fall. It seemed like an endless pit of darken walls surrounding me. The voices don't stop. They keep calling

Save me continual. by CursedNights, literature

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Save me continual.

This God you speak of so serene and loving. Why does he forsake me so forthcoming. If I died tomorrow would my soul be forgiven or end up in utter despair. If I loved once more would he condemn me to a life of burning flames. If this God you speak of is so forgiving... Why do I feel so much pain? God I say a prayer to you... Forgive me for all the sins I do. If I take a minute to repent would you give me a life-time of no regret. If I sold my soul would you take it back and call it your own. If I choose you now today... Would you still look down at me like I was far away. Reach out to me and save me. Am I worth saving Lord? Am I worth loving?

Save me by CursedNights, literature

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Save me

We turned away from one another so quickly. I couldn't help but fall. I reach my hand as you walk away. Yet you never turned to save me. I fell off into a ditch as my body was bruised and scarred. I couldn't move.. I couldn't feel. Won't you save me? I reach up thinking you'd come and pick me up.. Yet you left for good. Why does the pain hurt but I feel nothing? Am I really not worth saving? Does God look down at me that much with hatred cause I'm just a fallen angel who couldn't make it? I needed you in my life. I needed your hand to hold me tight. I needed you to save me from this hell, but I guess I wasn't worth saving. Won't you save me?

Lay me down by CursedNights, literature

Freestylin by CursedNights, literature

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Freestylin

The sky is changing as lightening's crashing down. Roaring thunder's all around. Don't act like I didn't warn ya when I told ya that today was the day when everything dies around ya. People think it's all fun and games because their to plastered to get the real concept. Oops a daisy I dropped a dime maybe some poor bastard can find some time. What's there to say when it's all been said before. No one cares anymore. Why bother with words when no one comprehends anymore. Life's a joke yet we're all still living... Complaining about how bad daily livin is, even though we're not really livin. People running around everyday doin the same S

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Dec 25
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Deviant for 13 years

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Current Residence: Chistmas Land
Favourite genre of music: Love all
Favourite style of art: Sketching
Favourite cartoon character: Serena Tsukino
Personal Quote: Don't Judge me cause looks can be decieving

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CursedNights

Jun 14, 2015

Free Art Raffle by danielleclaire

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Danilleclaire is having a free art Raffle. Link: http://www.deviantart.com/journal/Free-Art-Raffle-539355618 Sorry for the small print doing this on my tablet. Best of luck to everyone!

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Jan 8, 2014

New Year's Raffle by PiccolaRia

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https://www.deviantart.com/journal/New-Year-Raffle-423524563 Here is a link to PiccolaRia's New Year's Raffle, won't you join? https://www.deviantart.com/journal/New-Year-Raffle-423524563

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Dec 25, 2013

Merry Christmas!

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I'd like to wish everyone friend or acquaintance a Merry Christmas! I hope everyone who is traveling will have safe travels to and from their destinations. Remember it's not about the presents but the good company of friends, family, or both. Everyone enjoy and can't wait till the new year rolls around. Much love to you all.

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zabobzionek

Mar 14, 2015

Thank you for the watch c:

Welcome

Just wanted to drop by and say hello! So, hello!

Hey! How are you?

Not bad, not bad! Gearing up to get all our spring projects started, like removing this massive, ugly tree from my front yard. It wasn't planted correctly, so it's completely ruined the sprinkler system, is affecting my driveway, sidewalks, and even the foundation of my house. Boo. Lots to do to get this place up to snuff.

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CursedNights

Mar 5, 2015

I am about to pull my hair out. Dom hasn't been sleeping well which means i haven't been sleeping well (course even if he was I still haven't been sleeping well.) This has been affecting my appetite. I have an artist who still has yet to show me a sketch (for a paid commission done back in Dec 2013)... and to top that off I have another item I ordered for a custom-made item (that is being shipped internationally) is lost in the mail still overseas... So I am very frustrated and to top that off... I am getting so sick of the pack of dogs his grandmother has and the two pitt-mutts his aunt has... because it's like a damn feud between the two and our house is right in the middle. *sighs* Thankfully my leg and foot have stopped hurting today. Kaze and his mother think I may have pinched a nerve.

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SimmotoSyoshiko

Dec 26, 2014

thanks for the watch