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Sweet Keys are Made of These


Yo, how's it?

I didn't want to post this here before I was 100% sure it was happening, but I got ANOTHER new job. I know, it's kind of funny how much stress I put on myself when I lose a job, but then I get one near instantly and it's literally no big deal.

Anyways, I'm starting today and then my schedule is gonna be night shifts tues-sat, with mon and sun off. I'm not gonna have a lot of time to art, but I'm thinking I might have a lot of time to write while at the front desk of where I'm we'll see.

Might be switching gears on the content I release and when- like every other adult on this site seems to be doing (i say lovingly bc we go thru some real shit irl)- so just keep an eye out.

Sorry to all those on the keychain that I couldn't get to your freeart. I know I'm not the best at finishing projects or coming thru when I say "I'M GONNA DO IT THIS TIME" but I'm starting to realize that I'm not as reliable as I think I am and I want to change that about myself.

Anywho- cheers to ya'll, I know Halloween is coming up so be safe no matter what you're doing and remember to treat all black cats with extra care. They get a lot of shit this time of year by douchebag humans and deserve nothing but love and attention from us good ppl faces.

Z5ocq28n0ip11 by curiouskeys finally happened to me.

Was walking through the park today with Danno, doing some Pokemon Go, wearing a dress, minding my business- and this sweet looking lady goes to walk past us and stops and she goes:


Which I didn't catch at first so my anxiety has trained me to just smile at people and keep walking, especially in NY cuz who knows what some ppl are asking me, but she actually stops us again and clearly says, to Dan:

"Sorry, I was asking her, when is she due?"

And it dawned on me that she thought I was pregnant. O_O

I'm just, I've seen it in movies and read about it on rant blogs, ppl getting asked this in grocery stores and shit, but like...this was the first time it ever happened to me and I carried it with me the entire day. 

I'm already working on my weight issue, trying to not make eating an emotional escape and balance life with exercise, but fucking- fuck, man. That's one way to motivate me to work harder. Just light a few fires under my heels, make it hurt so I go faster sooner rather than later. /r
Oh right, so I withdrew from school. Gonna rethink when to go back, but for now I've got a new job and that's pretty much where I am atm. Been secretly working on those commission examples, but I might just stream them all depending on how long it takes for Krita or Photoshop to crash lol

I appreciate the lack of pushing to see them as I've had enough stress, but please understand that I may have to drop what I can't finish at a moments notice if things become too much for me.

Life doesn't always go the way you want it to and even though I want to be super cool and draw everything for everyone, I always find a way to bite off way more than I can chew and it kills my motivation to do anything for yeah.

Prepare for disappointment.
Update, yo: had a long talk with the hubby about what to do about school regardless if it fixes itself or not. And it's looking like now was not a good time to go back to school, but maybe we can try for next semester or next year...I unno.

I got an email saying things had righted themselves, but even then it's too much of an expense when we're not even sure if our rent is gonna go up again next year like it did this year so there are a lot of variables going on in my environment that are making me thinking three times about this decision.

I might withdraw today, but I did get a job as backup that's one saving grace. Anyways...yeah.

I had a dream last night that I was in the same class as Sans and we had to share a book and it was such an anime moment I realized, in dream, how much of a problem I have. Lol

Here's a picture of my cats. This is what they do when I'm on my laptop on the couch, just lay with me and chill. 

embedded_item1537356495401 by curiouskeys"No Shame Newnie" as
-sigh- there's something going on with my financial aid disbursement and it looks like it's....not disbursing. So now I need to make that decision to find out how to pay- or drop out.

why the fuck does this have to be so hard in America?

I just want to help people...why does it have to cost so much just so I can get the BASICS to do that?

this is just a vent I have to wait till 9 to actually do something, but fuck...

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