Sorry for suddenly bringing this up, but I feel empty rn.
I'm looking at all my arts and I'm...unsatisfied. I hate everything I've done up until now. I feel like I made Emília, Liam and Anderson like I made the rest of my OCs. Something that I don't like and something I made just for others to like. I hate this. I hate myself. I feel like I need a break from everyone and everything. Which is why I'm going to deactivate everything I have and become a ghost. The internet is ADDICTING and if I stay on it 24/7 I'll be a wreck. Who am I kidding I'm already a big wreck and I'm on my phone all the time, except for when I'm sleeping. So what I REALLY want to say is. I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend to be someone I'm not! I want to make things that make ME happy! I want to improve for myself! Not so others will like me more! I feel like I should just vanish like a flame and come back when I'm ready. I know you all will be telling me good luck or to not leave, but I feel like this is the best solution. I'm about to be a senior in highschool so I need to get my act together and focus on more important things instead if making myself suffer...
So I'll leave and I'll delete all these apps and when I'm ready I'll come back.
Don't forget that I LOVE you all!