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Tigga Capt by cryingpain Tigga Capt :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 2 0
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One true constant :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 2 0
Somewhere in me
You stalk me in my sleep
Follow me where I go
Watching me through those eyes
Don't know who you are
Sometimes you stare me down
I question if you  really are what I see
A wolf with a coat as white as snow
You seem to come and go
But somehow your always here
I wish to talk to you
I long for a connection
Will you save me from myself?
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Lost A Part Of Me
You took a part of me away
I was blinded and didn't even see it coming
You led me to believe in what I wanted
Not what really was.
Your love was fake.
I was fooled into loving you.
And by the time I learned the truth
You had taken a part of me.
I can't bear to acknowledge your existence
You're my past now.
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Kept in glass 2 by cryingpain Kept in glass 2 :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 0 0 Flower Daisy by cryingpain Flower Daisy :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 7 3 Kept in glass by cryingpain Kept in glass :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 0 2 Hei, Darker than Black by cryingpain Hei, Darker than Black :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 4 6 Coloseum by cryingpain Coloseum :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 0 0 Piramids by cryingpain Piramids :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 3 0 Liberty by cryingpain Liberty :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 1 0 Eifel Tower by cryingpain Eifel Tower :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 0 2 Monuments by cryingpain Monuments :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 0 0 Airplane by cryingpain Airplane :iconcryingpain:cryingpain 1 5
I miss it
You remind me of love
Your self sacrifice
Your strength
Your commitment
Your affection
Your trust
Your openness
Your warmth
You remind me of something I'd never find again
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I've always thought that if I could make people happy then I would be happy. Because really when I get close to someone even just a friend. I just end up feeling there pain, I sympathies with them easily. It maybe a good thing for them, but for me it’s not the best. I get to emotional or involved in things.
I love animals and at one point in my live wanted to get into that like RSPCA or vet care something like that. But the thing is I couldn't do it without it affecting me. So I never ended up doing it.
Working with customers isn't any better, if they are ignorant or just plan assholes, it really gets to me. I know I’ve probably had more complaints then anyone else who’s worked the same much as I have...
I just wish I wasn't like this. I know why I am like this. Because of my past, how I grew up.
I wish I could just be supportive without getting emotional or affected by it. Although If I didn't have that, what good would I be wouldn't I just be fake then? Would my sup
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The Scent of the Night by lindelokse The Scent of the Night :iconlindelokse:lindelokse 10,000 858 Blackcat by SeanE
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Blackcat :iconseane:SeanE 867 32
Queen Etheria by Phillip-the-2 Queen Etheria :iconphillip-the-2:Phillip-the-2 256 43 IRON MAN ART by DITOSUGITO IRON MAN ART :iconditosugito:DITOSUGITO 52 26 Golden Vintage Wallpaper by EddLi Golden Vintage Wallpaper :iconeddli:EddLi 506 74 phew...finally by shiniez
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phew...finally :iconshiniez:shiniez 3,094 229
Lucy Heartfilia by sakimichan Lucy Heartfilia :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 21,397 922 dead of winter by deerlordhunter dead of winter :icondeerlordhunter:deerlordhunter 2,514 43 Brinja_1 by uger
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Brinja_1 :iconuger:uger 169 1
Assassin by Unodu Assassin :iconunodu:Unodu 2,880 51 Celty Headless rider by sakimichan Celty Headless rider :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 13,388 395 Harley Quinn .Caution.nsfw by sakimichan Harley Quinn .Caution.nsfw :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 10,983 0 Crystal Clear v4.1 | Original by BlooGuy Crystal Clear v4.1 | Original :iconblooguy:BlooGuy 1,148 448 DIM v3.2 | TechnoBlue by BlooGuy DIM v3.2 | TechnoBlue :iconblooguy:BlooGuy 863 463 Starry Night in Toronto by Abstractmusiq Starry Night in Toronto :iconabstractmusiq:Abstractmusiq 92 3 early version for 2nd print cover sunstone vol 2 by shiniez
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early version for 2nd print cover sunstone vol 2 :iconshiniez:shiniez 1,489 70


So bored I've taken to looking at what comes up when I Google my name and aliases.
Feeling ill after coming across things from my past. Kinda makes me want to just delete my account on here. But I don't know, yes I can delete it wouldn't miss much since I'm so inactive. Bit at the same time I like knowing I can come back.

So much time has passed. Life goes on but emotions don't quiet move on. Its much hard to move on with emotions being a big part of something. Oh welllll.

  • Reading: reddit
  • Drinking: Should be drinking more water..


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another bass by tobiee another bass :icontobiee:tobiee 9,708 1,165 White Tiger by sergey1984 White Tiger :iconsergey1984:sergey1984 2,545 179 Nephilim Returned by zilla774 Nephilim Returned :iconzilla774:zilla774 917 192 by noah-kh :iconnoah-kh:noah-kh 4,595 491


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mortis-artifactium Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
Oh how I love to see my work in peoples favourites. Even more so in people whom I remember from times long past.
cryingpain Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012
:D awww you're welcome
James-Courtney Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for watching me :-)
Jedi-Gemstone Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Here is a hug for you! Hope all is well with you sweetie xx
cryingpain Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2012
Ah thank you, lol very random :hug:
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