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I've always thought that if I could make people happy then I would be happy. Because really when I get close to someone even just a friend. I just end up feeling there pain, I sympathies with them easily. It maybe a good thing for them, but for me it’s not the best. I get to emotional or involved in things.
I love animals and at one point in my live wanted to get into that like RSPCA or vet care something like that. But the thing is I couldn't do it without it affecting me. So I never ended up doing it.
Working with customers isn't any better, if they are ignorant or just plan assholes, it really gets to me. I know I’ve probably had more complaints then anyone else who’s worked the same much as I have...
I just wish I wasn't like this. I know why I am like this. Because of my past, how I grew up.
I wish I could just be supportive without getting emotional or affected by it. Although If I didn't have that, what good would I be wouldn't I just be fake then? Would my sup