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Feelings and emotions
4 min read
Okay, so I know I haven't really been on here and haven't really talked to my online friends as much as I used to but just a lot of stuff has distracted me like trying to get back into school best friend problems and a kinda sorta love triangle situation.
So I wanted to apologize for that for one thing.
So I am going to let you in on some of my personal life that has been on a kick down the freaking hill.
So I think you all know in October I started talking to this guy and we hit it off nicely only thing was his age and mine. I am turning 20 but at the time I had just turned 19 and he is 28 years my senior. Yes you read right he is 28 years my senior. So anyway we stopped talking for a little bit once i quite my job at the mall and then they called me back and begged for me back so i did and He and I started talking again. so around March we were flirting a little bit and I thought we were going to go serious but my Best friend was going through her own personal issues so I dropped him and was with my best friend only to be left again(hooray) anyway so around February he got a girlfriend and it ended badly so anyway. April goes by we weren't talking and then May came around and I was at a party and a little bit intoxicated so I went to text my friend goodnight but ended up texting him and that started another roller coaster of emotional pain and stuff.
But before I go into that story just know that I had gotten emotionally sick for a week in early January because of him. I had not told my gramz about any of this and how I was feeling about him and so that caused me to get really REALLY sick. And He had let me down "easy" He said all sorts of things that stung like how beautiful i was and if he was 20 years younger and URG it just makes me mad just thinking about that. so anyway it wasn't a proper let down.
Back to the present.
So anyway we talked for two-three weeks in May catching up a little bit, I was trying to make it work but my friends all said he was just dragging me around like a puppy and I had changed because of him and I to some degree Agreed with them. my friends even made me believe I was becoming a little obsessive and I swear i thought i was but apparently not lol. So I stopped all contact with him and deleted his number and shit. So a month passed and he hadn't texted me until Fathers day where he said hello and i just stung him like happy fathers day when he has no kids.
So two days ago my cousin and I went to the mall where he works at(really nice company store he works so he does make money)
and anyway i saw him i didnt say hi and i tried to hide myself which worked because he didnt notice me(yay) and then my cousin sent him a text that i apporved of and he replied really fast and then that night he called me and asked me why i choose him and i gave my reasons and
he kept saying he was old and that he was just decent looking and that I could date a better looking younger guy and I let him know it wasnt his looks that attracted me it was his personality
and that was the truth and he laughed and we joked around catching up and trying to unconfuse each other because he was just confused on to why I chose him over every guy that has been talking to me; and the reason was because I fell for him(I didn't tell him that) and he made a joke about how younger guys have been talking to me and that I couldn't deny it and I laughed and I told him there was a few guys i was talking to that just didnt cut it for me because of how uncomfortable they made me feel. I left out I made out with my friend at a party... because yeah my friend was my first kiss/make out session.
but we caught up and now i think he and I are going to try it out.
as for my normal day to day problems and non problems my family is over and i am happy to spend time with them ^^
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New Oc
2 min read
I have no idea what i should write personally lol. so let me just talk about my new OC Arista Princess Mallory.
Her info bio sheet will be up soon I promise I am just conjuring up a good backstory for her and trying to keep her from being a Mary-sue or less of a sue i should say because every fan made character is a bit of a sue due to our fangirling and awesomeness xD
But anyway...
I think since I finished up FMAB I am gonna write a fan fiction for Arista and yes you guys guessed it with the only pics I have up, Fuhrer King Bradley.
The title of the ff will probably National Anthem it is due to change maybe I am unsure but yeah so far its National Anthem. 
hope you guys like her few pics and him.
hope you guys like her few pics and him. Here are the pics of Them:
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Adventures of Mini Devil!
2 min read
Okay i bet you are wondering what the heck it means that title above....
well I have been working on my cartoon/comic called The Adventures of Mini Devil! and basically i have been re drawing each and everyone of my characters for the past year and a half now. i first started this project when i was in 7th grade bored in choir and frustrated so this character was made out of my anger...
So here is the gist. I finally have a good plot line for the story line and it is border line child and Teenager/adult. more for Teens and Adults then it is for children but Pretty soon I am gonna be wanting to test the animations and voice actors for this. to see who's voices fit where.
And I am going to be asking people to audition via Youtube you can post your audition vids there for the following characters.
Angie(female)
Damien(male)
Mirina(female)
Satan(male)
Azerel(male)
Leviathan(male)
those are the characters so far... aside from Devi the main character.
I have the opening animations in the works atm. i am almost done so i will be needing some help with what the opeing song could be. help would be great. especially from someone musical i guess lol
if you wanna be apart of this project just Note me i also have a fan page on facebook.
www.facebook.com/pages/Adventu…
well I have been working on my cartoon/comic called The Adventures of Mini Devil! and basically i have been re drawing each and everyone of my characters for the past year and a half now. i first started this project when i was in 7th grade bored in choir and frustrated so this character was made out of my anger...
So here is the gist. I finally have a good plot line for the story line and it is border line child and Teenager/adult. more for Teens and Adults then it is for children but Pretty soon I am gonna be wanting to test the animations and voice actors for this. to see who's voices fit where.
And I am going to be asking people to audition via Youtube you can post your audition vids there for the following characters.
Angie(female)
Damien(male)
Mirina(female)
Satan(male)
Azerel(male)
Leviathan(male)
those are the characters so far... aside from Devi the main character.
I have the opening animations in the works atm. i am almost done so i will be needing some help with what the opeing song could be. help would be great. especially from someone musical i guess lol
if you wanna be apart of this project just Note me
i also have a fan page on facebook.www.facebook.com/pages/Adventu…
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Nani Cosplay
1 min read
okay so i just realized that i have almost everything to cosplay as my Yugioh OC Nani Deleon.
I have:
The black skirt
The Purple sweater shirt
The black boots
All i need now is white leggings to complete it. lol and i can easily straighten my hair to fit hers except for the eye thing i can't really do that lols
I have:
The black skirt
The Purple sweater shirt
The black boots
All i need now is white leggings to complete it. lol and i can easily straighten my hair to fit hers except for the eye thing i can't really do that lols
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