I hate how little motivation I have to to anything. I had a whole story to write, but as much as I loved the thought of composing this story, creating their personalities and allowing the characters to develop themselves, and being able to see others in real life feel something, anything, as a result, it just hasn't been moving forward.
I do not hate life. I do not hate my life, but I do hate everything about myself. That alone makes life dreadful; this self awareness or self-consciousness which, coupled with genuine laziness and a particularly disappointing heart issue, has made my life not particularly worth living.
- Crow DeCorvidae