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you don't know what to do with me now
for some reason or other, your ration of love wears thin and like before you, i overstay my welcome.
i suppose you don’t think about it - how i get by on my lonesome; where i get provisions.
you won’t care to hear it but let me tell you all the same.
always there’s soap on the tube; rob thomas on my ears;
some empty conversations mostly with myself.
time chafes my neck until i break out in hives.
here is a sullenness that reconfigures the loss
and here, only more waning.
©️09.May.2019  :house:
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Literature
no one has to tell me
there it is, dear
as there is no mistaking
right between us
a wedge
that stays and stays
no one has to tell me
all along, i knew;
let out a sigh
a premature thought
heaving, fretful
so untrue
© 10.September.2018 :house:
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Literature
2018
poems and prose by me, 2018

hello there! my semi-obsessive compulsive nature has prompted me to make easy links for readers who might want to check out my gallery. i hope you find something you like, something that moves you or better yet, anything that inspires you. :bow: 
:bulletblue: no one has to tell me
:bulletblue: a cloud hardens over my head
:bulletblue: rut
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:bulletpink:  -  nonfiction
:bulletred:  -  fiction
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thank you for reading.
© 2018, poems and prose by cristinewakesuphappy :house:
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Literature
2017
poems and prose by me, 2017

hello there! my semi-obsessive compulsive nature has prompted me to make easy links for readers who might want to check out my gallery. i hope you find something you like, something that moves you or better yet, anything that inspires you. :bow:
:bulletblue: the straw
:bulletblue: foreplay, upperhand
:bulletblue: mister
:bulletblue: desire and desirability
:bulletblue: a girl is out of breath
for reference:
:bulletblue:  -  poetry
:bulletpink:  -  nonfiction
:bulletred:  -  fiction
:bulletgreen:  -  project, meme, other stuff
:iconluvluvplz:
thank you for reading.
© 2017, poems and prose by cristinewakesuphappy [House]
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Literature
a cloud hardens over my head
a cloud hardens over my head
most days it gets in the way
and worsens
i can't know what it is
except the wisp belongs to me
where or when it forms 
[moist eyes, mouth dry, a stiffening] 
gestures how for very long,
i have walked on eggshells
with you  this thread won't hold
if i slip, let go a little
© 09.August.2018 :house:
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Literature
rut
sadness does not return to me,
i return to it: loiters where
i’ve seen it last -
if this were not so,
i’d be more dead
stuck in ugly ugly sandals
walking past stars oh so obsolete to count upon -
i revert to grief
restorative
ever-fresh,
and this time i let it
tether me
© 16.July.2018 :house:
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Literature
the straw
I can only connect deeply or not at all." - Anaïs Nin
you only need me passive,
pliable -
[so don't purge,
remember hammering
makes sense
once you learn,
make sure it manifests,
embody or you'll unlearn].
oh, how convenient to drag me;
have it your way;
get off my case
[lose faith.
no more, no more, no more -
blue.
bye small talks, bye.
pretty useless wasting time].
you only need me passive,
pliable -
© 14.September.2017 :house:
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foreplay, upper hand :iconcristinewakesuphappy:cristinewakesuphappy 8 13
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mister :iconcristinewakesuphappy:cristinewakesuphappy 11 12
Literature
desire and desirability
unless you make out
my desire and desirability,
you cannot construct me;
fixate on essences
and once more, miss the point.
maybe you should kiss me.
© 18.March.2017 :house:
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a girl is out of breath :iconcristinewakesuphappy:cristinewakesuphappy 18 20
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ref magnets and cityscapes :iconcristinewakesuphappy:cristinewakesuphappy 37 37
happy sweet sixteenth deviantart! by cristinewakesuphappy happy sweet sixteenth deviantart! :iconcristinewakesuphappy:cristinewakesuphappy 2 5
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love is a smudged lipstick :iconcristinewakesuphappy:cristinewakesuphappy 8 14
my favourite movie quote
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"The old dreams were good dreams; they didn't work out but I'm glad I had them."
- Robert James Waller, The Bridges of Madison County
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much like the real world,
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thank you
for sending this to me. it's pretty and i will frame it.
i don't know how else to express my gratitude.
just grateful for the thoughtfulness and generosity.


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keepsakes i cherish:

:bulletpink: the old dreams, 1992-2010, poems and short stories
:bulletpink: # babystars, 2011-2015, poems
:bulletpink: love is a smudged lipstick, forty poems, 2017 project

DDs Stamp by KillboxGraphics

:bulletblue: 08.29.13: gyrate for them, greta
:bulletblue: 04.27.14: handmade love
:bulletblue: 06.15.15: grandmother
:bulletblue: 09.09.16: ref magnets and cityscapes


Featured by DLD by HugQueen

:bulletblue: 11.17.13: canapés (link)
:bulletblue: 02.10.14: i missed the train. (link)

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:bulletblue: 05.11.15: are you prayerful? (link)


i do allow myself
the luxury of dreaming


one day,
life will be more than just getting by;
my art could take me somewhere nice;
i'll tend my own garden or farm
and live in my own house baking and decorating
and enjoying the quiet.
and i will wake up happy (with you).

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God bless us all always,
cristinewakesuphappy :house:
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Rienet-Halun Featured By Owner 12 minutes ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the favorite!
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ulfrvandreren Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you. :aww:
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oviedomedina Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thank you very much for adding my poem to your collection! Much appreciated!
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Carmalain7 Featured By Owner May 15, 2019
good day Cristine,

just wanted to say thank you for the read and subsequently favoriting of my little poem 'insurmountable, the horizon obscured' - and all the support over the years, means much and more.

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missed you and the light you cast from the lantern you walk up the hill to shine on everyone who meets your here. hope all is well. <3
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xfuture-boundx Featured By Owner May 1, 2019   Writer
your username makes me happy
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