CrispyToastYT

He left 1 year ago 💔

In all seriousness, the art is neat.

@hairnation can you please ask crispytoast to make jordan sands from the boy who cried werewolf as a pipsqueak character commission on the pipsqueak collection?

Hello Crispy Toast

Greetings! I am the same person who has archived and preserved the Nintendo stuff. The reason why I came back to you, is that... I was visiting the psychiatrist in Armagh which is close to where I am residing, and my Christian gene has reawakened to sharing knowledge that... I had come to accept and share. Because in the past, my hatred against the Gmod community (and by extension the TF2 Freakshow community), has poisoned by heart and mind to the point I have become internally bitter and has negatively affected how I interacted with most people. And it makes me wonder... if me joining the community in my late teens, or early adulthood at the latest... would things turn out differently for me? And I hope you could relate to what I am saying, and if you can agree with where I am coming from... I am willing to forgive Shadow, though on his current path of bitterness within, hatred, the pain, and the betrayals he went through... I think it is wise that he needs some spiritual healing, like I have. I want Shadow and his friends to see this, because it is a lesson that I hope will benefit you, and them as well, in hopes for a better way forward. What I have learned, is that aggressive confrontation and hatred, must come as an absolute last resort, but with attempts to reform most others, which must come first. And I also hope... there is something in this journal that could be found useful too. I had let hatred take over my heart. and had a negative impact on not just my image, but also myself as a Soul... But from now on... I am putting the past and grudges behind me, and leave hatred behind. And put the will of offering redemption and wisdom first. This is an excerpt from my journal I am about to share and... I hope you might find it deep. Thank you for showing me the error of my ways... I really appreciate it.

"My main take away to all this in what I had learned is that... it is so easy to be confrontational, hateful, and angry against people that have wronged you, like Kugawattan has, but in doing so can corrupt you as a Soul, and it makes you become miserable, heavy hearted, bitter, and having the joy in your life being not as present as it used to be. And that is the very lesson, that I've learnt the hard way, and I feel so guilty in letting all these burdens and grudges within, to persist for over a decade ever since Kugawattan poisoned the nature of the TF2 Freakshow community (and by extension, the Gmod machinima community), and given how he treated the userbase in wikis and others around him. Which in my case, put me on this whole vendetta against the TF2 Freakshow community overtime until there was a point of no return... when I should have approached all this peacefully first... and now I wonder... if I had joined this community in my late teens instead (or even early adulthood at the latest), would things turn out differently? That's something I hope you people could understand where I am coming from. I was too young. I exercised poor judgement. I allowed myself to be immersed in environments I was not mature enough to navigate. That is not an excuse - it is an admission. If such a community should even allow younger people to take part in the first place. But I guess it is what it is... You don't have to take my word for it regarding Kugawattan BTW... take the word from my former friend... GmodViolet. I mean... I don't expect everything to be super tame and sanitised but... can't we all have at least some compassion, wisdom, decency, trust, and fairness? That's all I'm asking..."

Hey @CrispyToastYT! Can you do Wesley the wolf?