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I did something incredibly stupid this night. I was invited into a Discord, by people who I considered my friends. When one of them said, I should have been there from the beginning, one of the others said something... that kinda made me curious. So I looked up, what they had been up to before... and saw that they had gossiped about me a long time before. About my weight, my looks. Stuff like, I was a candidate for some beauty operations, how no guy would ever want to touch my ugly butt. I was so deeply hurt... I grabbed my blade for the first time in a year. I hate what I have done. I regret this. But I am also angry. How could someone that I've put my trust into betray me like this?
This is actually a good reminder... Don't trust.
It still hurts pretty bad though.
I am not doing good. I managed to kinda... it has been over an year, that I lost something very dear to me. I wasn't taking my medication properly. Guys, please, if you take medication for your psychological health, don't skip any day. Please. You are all wonderful. I can't bear the thought of anyone suffering, so please...
Don't do, what I do at times.

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Greetings, happy Noi here!
I am just your average German wannabe artist, that tries to make an impression in life.

I am always open for a chat or something. :>
You can ask me anything, I try to respond as fast as I can.
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Oh wow, I have been gone for so damn long. O.o
I hope you guys are doing awesome!
Monday is the day, where I will get the stuff that I forgot when I moved out from my ex.
Wish me luck, guys.
Well, I feel a lot better, thanks to everyone of you guys, that took their time and were so positive and wonderful.
Have a sneekpeak of a new Re-Design.♡
Ken is so fun to do.

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I did something incredibly stupid this night. I was invited into a Discord, by people who I considered my friends. When one of them said, I should have been there from the beginning, one of the others said something... that kinda made me curious. So I looked up, what they had been up to before... and saw that they had gossiped about me a long time before. About my weight, my looks. Stuff like, I was a candidate for some beauty operations, how no guy would ever want to touch my ugly butt. I was so deeply hurt... I grabbed my blade for the first time in a year. I hate what I have done. I regret this. But I am also angry. How could someone that I've put my trust into betray me like this?
This is actually a good reminder... Don't trust.
It still hurts pretty bad though.
I am not doing good. I managed to kinda... it has been over an year, that I lost something very dear to me. I wasn't taking my medication properly. Guys, please, if you take medication for your psychological health, don't skip any day. Please. You are all wonderful. I can't bear the thought of anyone suffering, so please...
Don't do, what I do at times.
I shouldn't let notifications stack so much. XD

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richten Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav :salute:
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CrisisNoi Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
It was my pleasure. :>
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Null-Entity Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thankyou Kindly For The Watch :D
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CrisisNoi Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for inspiring and helping artists grow!
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Null-Entity Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
:blush:
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CrisisNoi Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh and by the way, you make an awesome Starlord. XD
Just wanted to say.
Have a beautiful day! ^^
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KiharuShan Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav :love:
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CrisisNoi Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
No probs, thx for the watch! *happy*
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Arlaxle Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2018
Thanks for the Fav :)
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CrisisNoi Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
No probs!
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