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Favourite genre of music: Instrumental of many types
MP3 player of choice: IPOD
Favourite cartoon character: Shrek
Personal Quote: Where there is a will, there is a way.

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Friends are rather priceless folks, not being one that makes them easily, I value the ones that I do have. I am not that trusting of an individual, well, it is more like that for me to give trust opens me fully up where I don't have defenses against friends. So I can get hurt fairly easily. Tis the nature of me :) I am extremely loyal type when I commit to a friendship. There are a lot of reasons for that, formative years in foster care, I got out of the system when I was 7, but the system never got out of me. A life filled with folks not getting you or your not getting yourself until you find out many years later that your on the spectrum. Not fitting in and the like and the abuse I took emotionally from a lot of folks... things leave scars ... but I have always trucked on usually on my own... that was the nature of me.

That all being said, the last six weeks have been well a real hell on fronts, I'm still wounded, still recovering. I haven't been in this situation in a long time where I frankly just shutdown with the world for the most part. Beyond my family and a handful of folks. I retreated into my shell the last defense so to speak. Things are getting better :)

These situations, underscore who is a true friend, who are the ones that touch base with you, ask how your doing, listen, want to help, send you notes asking how your doing... keep the communication channels open even when I don't really desire much in terms of human contact. Them folks worthy folks are deeply appreciated for being themselves and I have appreciated the support they have given me. I don't need to name them as they know who they are ... and as such have my unconditional support because they were there even when I wasn't talking about stuff, not knowing that the simple being there is all that really mattered in the end. These peeps weren't so caught up in there own needs and not so self centered to be asking for stuff from me during this time or even during the good times. They didn't sit there and ask how I was doing to get something or expecting something... they simply were there. 

I have a family yes, but for me, my friends are very much my family. Call it a result of not having a family when I was a kid. I tend to adopt.

So I have a long way to go in the coming months... and I go through swings of being interested in creative endeavors and 3d ... but I'll get there but I wanted to share my appreciation of those that were true friends... and continue to be.

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Michelle-V1-KittyDrone 0001
:iconmasterwayz: ran into a bit of a problem... well... not so much a problem perhaps, as... well ... a predicament... one could say... enlightenment? ;) For her part, she just purrs and meows the day away now a days waiting to play :)

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MasterWayZ been very supportive during the last six weeks thought I'd do something nice with the model I generated for her ... :)

Still recovering files and testing linkages, setups, and the like as I go... system is performing rather well.
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Friends are rather priceless folks, not being one that makes them easily, I value the ones that I do have. I am not that trusting of an individual, well, it is more like that for me to give trust opens me fully up where I don't have defenses against friends. So I can get hurt fairly easily. Tis the nature of me :) I am extremely loyal type when I commit to a friendship. There are a lot of reasons for that, formative years in foster care, I got out of the system when I was 7, but the system never got out of me. A life filled with folks not getting you or your not getting yourself until you find out many years later that your on the spectrum. Not fitting in and the like and the abuse I took emotionally from a lot of folks... things leave scars ... but I have always trucked on usually on my own... that was the nature of me.

That all being said, the last six weeks have been well a real hell on fronts, I'm still wounded, still recovering. I haven't been in this situation in a long time where I frankly just shutdown with the world for the most part. Beyond my family and a handful of folks. I retreated into my shell the last defense so to speak. Things are getting better :)

These situations, underscore who is a true friend, who are the ones that touch base with you, ask how your doing, listen, want to help, send you notes asking how your doing... keep the communication channels open even when I don't really desire much in terms of human contact. Them folks worthy folks are deeply appreciated for being themselves and I have appreciated the support they have given me. I don't need to name them as they know who they are ... and as such have my unconditional support because they were there even when I wasn't talking about stuff, not knowing that the simple being there is all that really mattered in the end. These peeps weren't so caught up in there own needs and not so self centered to be asking for stuff from me during this time or even during the good times. They didn't sit there and ask how I was doing to get something or expecting something... they simply were there. 

I have a family yes, but for me, my friends are very much my family. Call it a result of not having a family when I was a kid. I tend to adopt.

So I have a long way to go in the coming months... and I go through swings of being interested in creative endeavors and 3d ... but I'll get there but I wanted to share my appreciation of those that were true friends... and continue to be.
Piggy Drone
So :iconnina7777777: ran into a spot of... mad science... not that she is complaining much... I believe her exact statement as a Piggy Drone is: Oink Oink ;)

Just something I tossed together today for :iconnina7777777: as she has been somewhat neglected of late and been kindly to me during these trying times... so I toyed with my toy a bit ;) Sure she'll have friends join her of various types... cause you can't have enough drones ;) CAuse nuttin says drone like a latex'ed gal with some ... piggy attributes ... well piggy attributes in this case might be other traits for others  ...

Just a little bit of an experiment to test out the rendering settings on the new puter and loads of things are working from the new runtimes I had to setup ... 
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So as many of you know I have had a relatively "fun" time of it the last 6-8 weeks or so. It is a blur actually... not necessarily a good blur either. Between losing my mother, losing the computer just after that, and RL work going into hellish hours for the last 3 weeks. I haven't really had time or inclination to do much ... 

I am a bit crispy a bit still from everything piling up and trying to stay on top of family obligations. I've been doing a lot of reading and writing with what little time I have had. 

So today is the first day in 3 weeks that I have had to actually not be working the RL job... so have time to give a general status of things.

1) New puter is up but still in process of recovering data off the old drive, I have successfully recovered most everything but a bit more to get. Best 20 bucks I spent.
2) Need to finish installing software and hooking things up again... file system is pretty close to setup I had but smaller drive so I am lightening that a bit before I get another internal and larger external hd.
3) Patreon was suspended a week or so ago cause of a banner, I need to replace it nudity bad apparently and thought it wasn't "public" given they hide adult providers there from searches in the first place ... but hey them the rules. I'll have that fixed up this weekend.
4) I'm aiming to get my collaborations with Northern Chill and Doc Robo going for end of the month and have a Patreon update this month, but I have a commission to tidy up in there as well... so not sure when I'll be fully back on MCCOMIX and MetrobayComix  suspect in Sept I'll have things going again fully... 

I'll be doing some random things as I go and I am in the process of setting up Daz3d as my alternate software to Poser in the coming months and doing some new stuff in it.

I am worefully behind here on DA and on TFMC Nexus so I need to get on top of those, but baby steps on all fronts ... :)

So in general I'm getting back on track and thanks for all the folks that noted or otherwise contacted me to see how I was doing...
So I started getting back into the frame of mind to do art, where it wasnt' feeling like a chore and more of an interest again... still crispy but at least ... in a better state.

My PC decided to die two days ago... just adding to the fucked up crappy month nicely... yeah... thanks life... 

I have ordered another one, I was in process last couple of months of thinking of getting a new system so I can pass this one down to someone in the family that needed it. But now I need to find a way to get another PC for that purpose or fix the old one... fairly sure its a dead power supply on the old system ... I just am trying to track down the right part and price it out. Things are a little tighter on the budget because cause of my mother's passing I was out of work for a 1.5 weeks or so that kinda took a hit to the reserves... that should pass soon enough but still.

The new puter won't as of current estimates arrive before July 16th then I have to have the fun of getting it all up to speed and installed etc...  I have backups and I will be at least retrieving the hd that had stuff not in the cloud or external drive backups... but will take time... it is a pretty kickass system that I got a really good price for... when I first priced this out a couple of months ago prices were a bit to high for my taste, but caught at least a break with a good sale on a base gaming desktop system (tend to be the best base for 3d artwork as well) ... and customized it... it even has slot for a second graphics card... could of installed two of the ones I wanted but... put it into pretty expensive for the moment when I need to find a second PC for my family ... if I can't fix the existing dead as a door nail system somehow.

Anyways, so i may do some photo manipulations and the like but otherwise kinda dead in the water.... its been a great year.... NOT!

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Hi. How are you??
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creativeguy59 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey I'm fine, just getting back into things now... slowly :) 
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I gotta ask. Can characters still volunteer for the sacks thing?
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creativeguy59 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I don't really take requests at this point I generally focus on friends of mine and the like as time permits... so no volunteers at this juncture. Sorry ...
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