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the livestream will be happening later on during the evening.
I will make a post on it.
will be doing a livestream today. a slight chance that my friend will be taking requests
might do a livestream today or might just game on my PC or Game with my friend on PS4. 
We'll see what happens today
It's funny when you almost lost who you are. there is someone or something that will remind you of who you are and what you stand for. 
Whether it was an object that had sentimental value, a friend or a family member. 
I gotta remind myself that despite how things may be. 
I should count myself lucky and that I should be happy with what I have. 
Sure I have to work harder, but I have the strength to hold myself up and to help others as well. 
I shouldn't doubt myself anymore and I shouldn't apologize for the things I do anymore. 
So I'm done telling myself I'm weak, I'm done with the idea that I won't go anywhere. 
I know where I stand right now, and I'm going to aim higher until I get what I want and share that with my family. 
For me, a family isn't only related to me through blood, but bond. 
I have a large family and I will always be there for them. 
So If I have two, I will work twice as hard to get everything I have to get done.
I am protective towards anyone that is in my family. I will do whatever I can to make sure they have a smile on their family and I will no longer cry for the ones I lost. 
I will only smile, because I know I will see them again, regardless of what might be on the other side. 
I don't have much a belief of what might be on the other side, or if there is anything that might be there. 
but I know I will see them again or I should as hell will make sure of it that I will see them again. 
There will be nothing standing in my way. 



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Yeah... I don't really use my account on Skillshare.  
But I end up getting premium for a little while, just so I continue watching the videos until I stopped using it.
So today I was gonna cancel it because I haven't used it for a while. 
So I sign into my bank for personal reasons and I see this. 
Untitled Drawing by CrazyPamela
They charged me $141.00
For this month. 
So yeah, this is the problem I'm currently dealing with. 
If nobody else has a problem with Skillshare and it's just me. good for you guys, but I know I'm not going to get a premium with them and I'm just gonna close my account with them once I get my refund. 


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My old account is
I have been a part of DA for a while.
And I just left like making a new account.
I actually made this account, because I have a sister that suggested the idea and I don't mind it.
I just wish I could have my membership transfer over to this one.

I'm bipolar, I suffer from depression, I have trust issues and I have suicidal thoughts.
So I can be very short temper and I would feel betrayed... or ripped off easily.
So if anyone tries to become my friend... all I can do is ask that you take the time to understand.

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Maewigiwig Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2019
Thanks for the Llama !
I gave you one back :)
CrazyPamela Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks PTP - Parappa Thumbs Up 
Maewigiwig Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Welcome !
tracys5090 Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2019  Student General Artist
I was cleaeing out old sketchbooks and found more jake stuff....i dont remember what it was. Like if it was a study, an unused contest entry, just for fun IDEK it looks like a comic but i apparently gave up before i applied whatever dialog.
Maybe u can figure it out XD

Check out tracy_surgeoner’s Tweet:…
CrazyPamela Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I checked it out. I find it amusing... although I cant piece to together what is going on ^^;
tracys5090 Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2019  Student General Artist
Oh wait i remembered! He was ment to be annoyed that u were making more ocs n then sad u "forgot" him
CrazyPamela Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh~ okay, that makes sense XD. 
That is very amusing XD
NTSEFAN Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy belated Birthday Pamela!
CrazyPamela Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks lol
WingedJac Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the llama!
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