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Silent Hills PS4 Box 20140903-2054 - v1-11-3 - INV by CrazyDave55811 Silent Hills PS4 Box 20140903-2054 - v1-11-3 - INV :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 6 0 Silent Hills PS4 Box Art 20140903-2054 - V1-11-3 by CrazyDave55811 Silent Hills PS4 Box Art 20140903-2054 - V1-11-3 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 0 0 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 04-16-2014 (LATE) by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 04-16-2014 (LATE) :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 7 6 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 04-01-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 04-01-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 4 3 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-18-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-18-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 2 0 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-14-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-14-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 1 0 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-10-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-10-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 3 8 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-08-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - 03-08-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 0 3 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 03-07-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 03-07-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 2 1 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 03-05-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 03-05-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 3 1 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 02-20-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 02-20-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 4 3 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''02152014-inv'' by CrazyDave55811 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''02152014-inv'' :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 1 0 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''02152014'' by CrazyDave55811 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''02152014'' :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 4 0 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''Blank INV'' by CrazyDave55811 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''Blank INV'' :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 1 0 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''Blank'' by CrazyDave55811 MGSV-TPP PS4 Box Art ''Blank'' :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 0 0 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 02-13-2014 by CrazyDave55811 MMD WIP - Miku Sneaking Suit - Progress 02-13-2014 :iconcrazydave55811:CrazyDave55811 2 2

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Tifa Selfie Set by Foxy-Cosplay Tifa Selfie Set :iconfoxy-cosplay:Foxy-Cosplay 61 1 MMD Tutorial HOW TO: Load avi files on MMD by Zaicy MMD Tutorial HOW TO: Load avi files on MMD :iconzaicy:Zaicy 289 223 Black Cat D.Va pinup by Mypkajiit Black Cat D.Va pinup :iconmypkajiit:Mypkajiit 275 11 Virtu-A-Dolls 01: Himukai Manatu, full ver info by kafuji
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Graceful by Laticis Graceful :iconlaticis:Laticis 1,139 77 Rin Tohsaka / Cosplay by MaySakaali Rin Tohsaka / Cosplay :iconmaysakaali:MaySakaali 232 7 Steins Gate-136 by Foxy-Cosplay
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CrazyDave55811
Dave
United States
Current Residence: Dead End, MN, USA.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large.
Favourite genre of music: Pretty much all, except for some rap and hip-hop.
Favourite photographer: n/a
Favourite style of art: Whatever I feel like.
Operating System: Windows 10 as of July 5th, 2018.
MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player.
Shell of choice: A Ninja Turtle shell.
Wallpaper of choice: Too lazy to decide.
Skin of choice: I've never tasted skin and I'm not planning on it anytime soon....?
Favourite cartoon character: Ed (Ed Edd & Eddy); Peter, Chris, Stewie, Quagmire, Joe, Cleveland (Family Guy)
Personal Quote: "Winning isn't everything. It's the only thing."
Interests
  • Listening to: "Gravity" -Wolf's Rain OST Vol. 01
  • Reading: n/a
  • Watching: n/a
  • Playing: n/a
  • Eating: n/a
  • Drinking: n/a
Schedules, meetings, classes.....it's all about to make my brain explode.  I've been procrastinating so much, and I'm willing to bet it appears as though I quit a lot of things altogether, such as deviantART.  Well, you can believe whatever you want.  In truth, I've not had much time for deviantART or any other online hobbies I used to have like in days long past.

Things are going alright, but what I mentioned hitherto has contributed greatly to stress, and inevitably my psyche has been diminishing, to the point where I've almost not been giving a shit about anything.

I turned 24 last month.  I miss my youth.

I guess part of the reason I've not been posting much in the dA Journal is due to the fact, or perhaps just fear, that I am being monitored.  A lot of things have happened in the last few months, and because I don't want to appear ignorant, I am keeping my guard up.  After all, the Internet is not a safe place.  Nothing is private.  Not even these deviantART Journal entries.  I'm rather surprised that nothing happened yet.  Of course, now that I say that, something is bound to happen eventually.  There are times when I pretty much welcome it.  I hate it here.  I'd do anything to leave this shit-hole.  Oh sure; it's peaceful here, but economically, this place is nothing more than a dead end.  If anything where I live is just a place for old people to retire.
And in the meantime, I've been receiving a "calling" by others.  Those who have no calling must be given one by those who do, and those who receive these callings have to live by them to the fullest.  I suppose it's a fact of life that if someone is unable to create his own future, no matter how or why, it is the duty of others to bestow a future upon those who cannot create their own.  In the end, you cannot become whatever you want to be.  You can only become more of what you already are.  But maybe this concept is debatable; it's possible that an individual can become whatever he wants if he puts much into it and is able to manifest it in some way or another.

I don't cry much anymore.  It's pointless.  People look at those who cry and assume that that person is only seeking attention.  Not that I'm the type to expose myself like that to the public.  No amount of crying, screaming, or begging can change anything in an individual's circumstance.  And why is that person experiencing those circumstances?  Well, I've learned that even though there is a who, what, where, when, and how.....there is no why.  There is no why because "why" complicates others; people only want things to get through quickly and effectively.  "Why" involves reason, and reason is something people often steer clear from, because that too complicates their judgments and actions.  Or maybe people do have a reason, but that reason is ultimately reckless and ill-conceived.

It's way past my bed-time.  I just felt like making this entry on account of because.

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SakuraSuzie Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks s by SakuraSuzie  
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JAFNOVA Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the Fave!:)
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Bedeviled-Stallion50 Featured By Owner Edited May 12, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Terribly sorry to hear that your YouTube channel got terminated. I wish nothing but the best for you. Shiro Crying Icon 
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CrazyDave55811 Featured By Owner May 12, 2018
Yeah.  I'm sorry about that.  I'm working on appealing, but it might be fruitless.  I still don't know what other platform to use, either...
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ApriliusRehnzzz Featured By Owner May 9, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav I salute you!
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LaughingVexxo Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey!
Happy birthday!!pinky pie party canon emoticon 
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wicyll Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2016
Thank you for the Watch:happybounce: 
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Saryta-Chan Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2016
Thank you for the Watch Hatsune Miku-13 (Wink and Heart) 
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Winnizzle Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave. :)
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