Sometimes I think about my future and what chance do I really have? I have no drive. No motivation.
And then sometimes I think about how Amy might be there and how she is the most precious dork ever, and I know even if I can't do things for myself, I'd do them for her and
then i realize that this must be how love feels and
I'm just happy.
so freaking happy i could cry
I don't know how many of you have known this but I have a girlfriend and I have for a little over four months now.
I can't post this sort of silly gushy stuff to Tumblr because she follows me there and eheh that would be pretty silly, wouldn't it? Also there's a load of stupid little nervousness about what if I've fallen harder than she has???
What if she likes me but doesn't, well love me?
And do I love - love her? Is this going to last?
I want her to be happy. She's brilliant and amazing and I sometimes just want to curl up next to her and fall asleep.
She lives between 11 and 4 miles away, depending on the time of year, which makes th
Last year's resolutions
:bulletorange: Draw a picture in my sketchbook every day.
:bulletred: No more pop this year.
:bulletred: Get all A's in my schoolwork.
:bulletred: Adopt the new DA account soon.
:bulletred: Get 200 watchers on DeviantART.
I did pretty poorly there. I kept the pop one until about midway through finals and then it kinda went downhill from there.
As for the sketchbook drawing? I kept that one more in spirit than I did by the letter. I drew almost every day with very few exceptions. I think it paid off too! Even if I'm not necessarily better at drawing, I am a lot faster at getting the sa
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