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'Jeimi' Reyes - Blue Beetle (Genderbent) by CrazedClairebear 'Jeimi' Reyes - Blue Beetle (Genderbent) :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 2 2 DSC 4.21.15 BMO by CrazedClairebear DSC 4.21.15 BMO :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 6 0 Seraphim by CrazedClairebear Seraphim :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 0 0 2.10.15 Spectrum by CrazedClairebear 2.10.15 Spectrum :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 3 0 2.9.15 Black Goliath by CrazedClairebear 2.9.15 Black Goliath :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 0 0 WSC 2.7-8.15 Mace Windu by CrazedClairebear WSC 2.7-8.15 Mace Windu :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 2 2 DSC Catch UP 2.3-6.15 by CrazedClairebear DSC Catch UP 2.3-6.15 :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 0 1 DSC 2.2.15 Sam and Max by CrazedClairebear DSC 2.2.15 Sam and Max :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 1 0 Transparent Poro by CrazedClairebear Transparent Poro :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 8 0 WSC 9.6-7.14 Inking Indiana Jones by CrazedClairebear WSC 9.6-7.14 Inking Indiana Jones :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 1 9 9.5.14 Earthworm Jim by CrazedClairebear 9.5.14 Earthworm Jim :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 2 0 9.4.14 Dragonair by CrazedClairebear 9.4.14 Dragonair :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 2 1 9.3.14 Claptrap by CrazedClairebear 9.3.14 Claptrap :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 2 0 9.2.14 Bowser by CrazedClairebear 9.2.14 Bowser :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 1 0 9.1.14 American McGee's Alice by CrazedClairebear 9.1.14 American McGee's Alice :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 1 0 Galadrie Nelthalina Concept Art (Pencils) by CrazedClairebear Galadrie Nelthalina Concept Art (Pencils) :iconcrazedclairebear:CrazedClairebear 2 0

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(Somewhat) Poetic Experiment
Just a writing experiment that's vaguely poetic. Wanted to see if I could use the same foundation for two "different" poems, one "good" and one "bad." Endings could be a bit better, but I couldn't think of anything else. Maybe I'll touch them up later.
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"Good" Ending
Tear my heart from my chest, so you can see it beat your name
Pounding out the syllables one by one, in hushed tones only you can hear
Watch the crimson blood course through my veins,
The bright red hues of passion, the firey colors of affection
Rip out my lungs, so they may join my heart in song
Pushing forth winds with which to carry the tune to your ears
Expel my mind from my skull, so that my thoughts may be made clear
Every neuron firing with the same purpose,
Each synapse working toward the same goal,
All trying and failing to comprehend your splendor
Unfold all that I am before you, leave me open and exposed
For a body is nothing without a purpose, and you are mine
You are the melody that guides my heart,
The air
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Ending The Cycle
    As his last foe fell, Cyrus hefted his sword, letting it rest on his shoulder as he strode down the long hallway before him. The door he'd been waiting to pass through for the last four years stood just a few yards away. His face remained stern, not showing a single sign of emotion. Within moments he was there; face-to-face with the entrance to the end of his journey. “Am I really doing the right thing?..” He said aloud to himself. “Of course I am. I’ve traveled thousands of miles and created numerous body piles to make it here. I can’t let my fear get the best of me now. I can’t second guess myself. There’s no turning back at this point… I have to embrace the choices I’ve made.”
    Steeling his resolve, Cyrus placed his free hand on the handle of the door and turned. It gave way, swinging open with ease. Darkness filled the door frame, making it impossible to see what lie on the ot
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I just reliazed I'm about three months short of having updated in a year. There's quite a lot that has happened in what doesn't seem like a long period of time.

I guess I'll try to start in order of imporatance:

:bulletblue: School: I'm not going to that one college I posted about last time. Last time I updated, I said I'd be going in January but that couldn't happen cause I couldn't get a hold of my highschool transcripts in time. Registrar was practically unreachable. :shrug: So then a few weeks later I had everything worked out and then up until a few weeks ago, I had everything all sorted out and I was desperately waiting to go but I came to find out that even with a scholarship and financial aid it was gonna cost me a lot more than would be worth it (I'd have to pay like $450 a month throughout the year and right now I'm lucky to be making that much in a month while working with no school interference so imagine that :o). And as of right now I can't go to community college cause of transportation issues so that shall be on hold for a bit. I'm just glad I at least know what I'd like to study now.
:bulletpurple: Work: Last update was about my two seasonal jobs, Old Navy kept me past the season, but Michaels did not. Which I was okay with cause even though I loved the art supplies and everything, Old Navy is an overall better job. However! I recently got a 2nd job again, now at Dollar Tree. Not the most glamorous of jobs, and I prefer Old Navy to it any day, but it'll definitely help me save up some money again. :)
:bulletpink: Cosplay: I finally got to go to my first con and do my first cosplay! :happybounce: I did Blink from X-Men, her movie look. Unortunately I didn't get very many pictures, at least not ones I thought were worthy enough of submission to DA but my favorite picture from that day was this one, and I explain why in that post :3 I'm actually gonna update it and try to make her costume from scratch myself and actually add on her jacket embellishments. I finally learned my lesson in procrastination since I've discovered that cosplay and procrastination will not work out very well. But I definitely felt that cosplaying is something I'd wanna do for a long time and I'm super excited to go to more cons.
:bulletgreen: Other Stuff: I do have a lot of big plans for myself coming up, I still want to open a shop someday. My goal is to have one before next Christmas, so in about a year :) I want to work on my art more, so that when I do get to go to school, I have some pretty impressive things to show off. I plan on making plushies soon, gonna be buying a sewing machine this week hopefully so I'll get to work on Blink's jacket and maybe even my next cosplay. I also still plan on starting making YT vids, but I gotta see when I can get around to it. I have so many projects I want to do and goals I wanna complete and honestly I have never felt more motivated than I have recently. I also just feel pretty happy overall.

Oh and on that note, my 
art bloghas a new URL. The cause for the change is cause I figured it'd be my YT name and then my cosplay name as well. It'd just be easy to make my art be all in one spot.

TL;DR:

Not gonna be going to school for a while, got a 2nd job again, started cosplaying and loved it, got big plans coming up, and I'm determined and pretty happy right now.
  • Listening to: Pentatonix
  • Watching: Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex
  • Playing: Wind Waker

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Clarisa Espinosa
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You may question my sanity from time to time, but I assure you, I have none.

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dinfet Featured By Owner Feb 29, 2016
thanks for the fav on my steampunk weapon designs!
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Keoko1 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2015
Rawr!
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CrazedClairebear Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I just saw this post... this shows how often I actually go on here o.o how are you? :D
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Keoko1 Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2016
Dude, same LOL
I'm doing alright, yourself?
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ArienSmith Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2014  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!
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ladythesta Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the faves! It really means a lot to me and makes my day so much brighter knowing that there are people out there enjoying my work. Heart
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CrazedClairebear Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Not a problem, dearie <3
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PatriciaMaeC Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the +fav 
It's much appreciated :funnydance: 
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CrazedClairebear Featured By Owner Apr 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It is not at all a problem! I've been looking through watercolor paintings and faving ones that have really great coloring and inspiration! It was absolutely gorgeous.
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shadowlinkgirl Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Heh love yur webcam Loki 
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