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Merry Christmas to my online art pals!

A lot of things happened and I've been away from the world of art for a while now... ;___; I miss you - my past passionate art-self, and of course, you lovely peeps.

So what happened to me you ask? I went to an intensive animation program for 7 months, got a job (worked 12 hours everyday for a month), then quit that job, then got a new job, then suddenly, something terrible happened to my cousin in the States so I flew out here. Was suppose to return to Taiwan but decided to stay on a whim...so ya, now I'm living in Maryland working a part-time job to pay bills while trying to recover my mojo for art so I can continue to pursue my career in animation. 

Feed me inspiration!!

Have you guys ever felt like you've lost a part of you because of life? Like you want to achieve something great but you overthink it and that intimidates you so you give up altogether (that's how I've been feeling for the past year). I don't know what to do with myself...I miss drawing on my tablet, miss coloring the fine details, and I miss the reward of putting all my time and effort into my art. There's like this invisible force that's keeping me away from doing what I love, and the worst part is, it's all me. I'm making the conscious choice of not making the effort to draw anything. Can anyone help me?