When You're Alone...

by CorSecAgent, Aug 22, 2018, 2:01:09 PM
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...and life is getting you lonely, you can always slit...your wrists...

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When You're Alone... by CorSecAgent

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Sabz0r Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2018 Hobbyist General Artist

You're too smart to think that would be a good way out Hug

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CorSecAgent Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2018 Hobbyist General Artist

Perhaps, but being intelligent doesn't preclude having to struggle with the thought of suicide on a daily basis.

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Sabz0r Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2018 Hobbyist General Artist

Indeed... I would never deny it I just.. wish you could find a bit of balance somehow...

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CorSecAgent Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2018 Hobbyist General Artist

As do I...

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