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Maybe I'm holding on to what's already lost because I'm so afraid to find someone new Maybe I'm just scared because the only one I've ever really wanted is you and all I ever thought was forever should have never let myself get so far away my terrible mistake, but whatever Realized my fuck up today Cause I think I'm holding on to what you already let go maybe it was already over i'm just the last one to know so my heart breaks a thousand times But in a year I'll leave this town you won't remember me then so what if I thought you'd always be mine In a year I'll leave this town and you behind

Walking home alone Carrying my shoes And I'm realizing how  you ruined me Years of your abuse And now I've got my own love But I've still got that bruise And I can't seem to let the good in After years of pushing you away Just wish I could let him love me I just want us to be okay But I can't keep pretending I'm not scared I fall apart everyday And now I've got my own love And I don't know if he'll ever stay Cause I'm damaged You made me fear I get so close But I can never make it quite there Cause I'm too afraid to let him in Even when he is sincere I'm realizing how  you ruined me With years of your false truth So no

Sorry that I let you go Sorry that I didn't know That you loved me like I loved you Sorry that I couldn't see That you really wanted me Thought leaving was the only thing to do Why didn't you say That you felt the same way? Didn't you care that my heart was breaking? Now you wanna talk Now that I've already walked What you're giving I'm not taking I'm so done with it all

I'll go to bed thinking of you tonight And the silly little dreams I have won't make much sense in daylight But I can't get you off my mind no matter how hard I try maybe I just don't want to

I knew you'd be there No matter what I said I knew you'd hold my hand the whole way Still it was the hardest thing I've ever had to think of Just wish I could forget that whole day I hate Making mistakes And we've made the biggest one together I hate How it aches It will burn in me forever I'll never know how it should've felt Had to lean on you so hard I watched us fall I knew you'd be there No matter what I said You were the greatest of them all But it will never work again I can't love with this fear Sorry but I'm walking away I've tried but I can't You deserve something better Maybe we'll both heal someday

Overwhelmed by fear and it's the worst kind Cause nothing's going away no matter how hard I close my eyes And I'm looking towards the sky but nothing feels right Just wish I knew how it should go But I know I'm not supposed to know Just wanna scream Just wanna cry I can't make it go away no matter how hard I try I'm failing aren't I? I let it go to my head I'm better off dead Cause life's not worth living without the light I'm looking for the stars but nothing feels right I hate not knowing, that's the worst thing It's the only thing that can keep me crying I can't change my own mind even for a minute I've  reached the limi

Funny the way you say those things that you don't mean Lies so sharp, cut just like a knife And though I love those lovely words of yours They're starting to ruin my life I'm falling to pieces with every kiss And I know it's not real, but I will miss All the whispers in my ear Telling me how much you care Want so much to be wanted And you're always there With a smile and open arms You fooled me just for a bit But now I see the whole charade Just don't want to leave it I fall to pieces with every kiss And I know it's not real, but I will miss All the whispers in my ear Telling me how much you care Want so much to be wanted A

Loving life with you best friend Crazy that I'm falling in So deep, so deep, so soon No one can make me smile like you do I'm so happy doing whatever you want to, I'm in so deep, so deep, so soon, Loving that you have my heart Crazy, maybe not so smart To be in so deep, so deep, so soon No one could break my heart like you could I'm so happy knowing you never would I'm in so deep, so deep, so soon Maybe it will be the end of me But who could ask for a better end? I don't care if I'm doing all the wrong things I'm loving life with you best friend

Don't care that it's freezing That we're standing in the rain Cause when I'm with you I can't feel the cold I'm so over the feeling That all love equals pain Cause you are really breaking the mold I don't care that I'm crazy That you can read my mind I know my thoughts are safe inside your head I won't hide myself anymore What a waste of time Cause I found someone who knows what I meant when I said I can't fall for anyone Who isn't easy to breathe with Can't love someone who doesn't care Don't need a lover that I always agree with But one who will always agree to be there I don't care that I don't make sense To anyone but yo

Got in so far You never promised me your heart Gave you mine anyway Now look where we are I'm fallin apart and you're probably where you want to be You never gave yourself to me And I'm the one hurting Look where we are Should've left you in the dark