im contastly plagued by self doubt so much so i think i should give up as a profession. but i dont know what else id do. i can't do anything else, at least not well. but this fear is stopping me from truely pushing myself ...not just in art. i often wonder if ill die on the street alone talking to myself. its weird its like i write this and i know people will be like this is so pathetic vey for attention. i mean its for attention, also cus this just convenient. but i dont wanna feel so alone, you know. thats really whats scary. when you make art you put your self out there, and when no one cares or likes it, it's like they don't like you. can i be an artist professionally if i feel stuff like that idk.