Everything changes so fast sometimes it's hard to keep up. My last journal entry I was evoking a sort of somber tone while today I feel on the verge of greatness. Feelings are fleeting though so it's always good to be wary. I find as long as you have something that fulfills you, you'll always have a buffer against more negative emotions. What I'm saying is find something that you find personally rewarding and indulge in it. It will need to be reevaluated every now and again as you grow and change. People need to be honest with themselves and their passions.