listening to "anvil" - lorn makes me feel so isolated. and makes me feel like isolating myself from everyone. just dropping myself off the face of the earth, going off the grid.
like, it. it makes me feel. so numb.. towards everything.
it makes me want to cut off all ties with anything and anyone ive ever had and just seclude myself. regardless if id regret it or not.
i feel like i should be concerned. but im not. its a nice feeling.
i dont feel... scared, even with the thought of not talking to anyone for the rest of my life and just leaving everything ive hoped for.
hm. oh well.
i'll just enjoy it while it lasts.