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Hello lovelies. I'm about to talk about some serious stuff, so just a trigger warning for abuse atm.

I wish I could say that things have gotten better, but that's not the truth....and I want to be truthful with this new year.
Some people know, and some do not know my situation at the moment. Here goes nothing
My drunk abusive father wants to kick me and my mom out of the house. I've had to flee various times to my brothers and other siblings' houses because the situation got out of hand. Cops have been called, people have been hit including me. Still, my asshole of a father remains in the apartment.

As I type, I sit in my brother's room, safe from my other toxic apartment. I'm scared all the time, even when I'm not home. I shouldn't have to fear the home that I live in. My father isn't even a father to me anymore. He's just a cruel tick that feeds off of emotions. Our lease is up next month, and I'm hoping to whatever horned god that we move out by then. I'm also getting a job to raise money for a new place for me and my bruised mother. I'll raise whatever I can to get out of this situation.

I won't be drawing for obvious reasons, but I'll still keep in contact with all of you. I'm not going anywhere.

Another thing to anyone enduring an abusive relationship (with anyone), cut them out. They don't deserve your attention or support. Get out of that relationship, hun. You won't regret it.
It's going to take a long time to heal, but I promise you it'll get better once that toxic person is out of your life.

Thank you so much for reading and listening.
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Fritz-again Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2019
Very sorry to hear this and you have my ~deepest~ sympathy. I really hope your situation improves very soon. :)
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cometgazer379 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2019  Student General Artist
I'm doing the best I can to look on the bright side of things. All I can really do is retreat to my brother's place when it gets too intense.
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Fritz-again Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2019
I praise your brother for being there for you. Maybe these will help...if only just a little bit:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB6…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf5hCo…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=V1bFr2…
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Anae-Haruki-Pitch Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Hobbyist Writer
Blood and ashes, I am so sorry for you. I really hope things get better for you. *hugs you tight*
Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug Hug 
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cometgazer379 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Student General Artist
Thank you hun <3 It means a lot to me
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Anae-Haruki-Pitch Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Hobbyist Writer
love ya...hope it gets better...
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Whitefangthecaptain0 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Student Traditional Artist
I’m so sorry Sis ;-;
I wish Ye and Yer family (minus Yer father) well and good luck!!
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cometgazer379 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Student General Artist
Thanks sis, it means a lot. By February, all this madness will be over.
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Whitefangthecaptain0 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Student Traditional Artist
I hope so sis
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BadgerHood12 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Hobbyist Artist
May the force be and the best of luck be with you.
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cometgazer379 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Student General Artist
Thank you hun. EXO : ChenKai Hug  It means a lot
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BadgerHood12 Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2019  Hobbyist Artist
Of course. All of my support sista
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Pinka13 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2019
I wish you and your mother the best of luck. Hopefully you'll be able to get out of there soon :)
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cometgazer379 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2019  Student General Artist
Thank you hun Hug 
I hope so too
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Pinka13 Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2019
Hug 
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RKMADIS0N800 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2019  Student Artist
I'm so sorry, I wish you the best.
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cometgazer379 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2019  Student General Artist
I thank you for the support, hun <3 Hug Attack Hug 

I'll be out of this situation in no time. I've just gotta stay strong.
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GalaticKaiju Featured By Owner Edited Jan 9, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh god....I'm so sorry your dealing with a drunk and abusive father....;-; I hope karma gets him.
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cometgazer379 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2019  Student General Artist
My mom and I already found two places that we can afford. We just have to wait until February when the lease is up

I'm mostly suffering from the trauma but I'm still holding on. The least I can do is stay out of/avoid the house as much as possible. Hug 
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GalaticKaiju Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2019  Hobbyist Digital Artist
;-; *hugs*
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