Published: January 9, 2019
Hello lovelies. I'm about to talk about some serious stuff, so just a trigger warning for abuse atm.
I wish I could say that things have gotten better, but that's not the truth....and I want to be truthful with this new year.
Some people know, and some do not know my situation at the moment. Here goes nothing
My drunk abusive father wants to kick me and my mom out of the house. I've had to flee various times to my brothers and other siblings' houses because the situation got out of hand. Cops have been called, people have been hit including me. Still, my asshole of a father remains in the apartment.
As I type, I sit in my brother's room, safe from my other toxic apartment. I'm scared all the time, even when I'm not home. I shouldn't have to fear the home that I live in. My father isn't even a father to me anymore. He's just a cruel tick that feeds off of emotions. Our lease is up next month, and I'm hoping to whatever horned god that we move out by then. I'm also getting a job to raise money for a new place for me and my bruised mother. I'll raise whatever I can to get out of this situation.
I won't be drawing for obvious reasons, but I'll still keep in contact with all of you. I'm not going anywhere.
Another thing to anyone enduring an abusive relationship (with anyone), cut them out. They don't deserve your attention or support. Get out of that relationship, hun. You won't regret it.
It's going to take a long time to heal, but I promise you it'll get better once that toxic person is out of your life.
Thank you so much for reading and listening.