Andrew, I believe that G-d gave us life, and in return, we show Him how we lived it.
Making decisions is like not tossing a coin; we choose our paths no matter what it'll lead us to.
You are great artist, you are an inspiration to your fans," You are who you choose to be," and you are Andrew.
G-d will love you no matter what.
Hope you have a Happy New Year and may you continue on your path.