My dearest child, do not weep, for I am here to wipe your tears away. Come, let us be free of these blankets; let us walk from these dim halls.
There lies what once was your body, fevered and eaten by disease. Your lips are cracked and bleeding, your arms are both thin and sallow. Do not fear them now, for they are long passed.
Come away now, for we must say your final goodbyes. Here to the mother and father that came to your bedside each day. Here to the brother, who shall honour your name. Do not be jealous of them, my dearest child. For you are simply moving ahead; you have not fallen behind.
“But why, why does it hur
Pearls of love slide down my leg
Blood pumping hard and fast through my head
The euphoric feeling takes full control
The heat from this pleasure touches my soul
Eyes dilate and hands start to shake
Out of breath and body vibrates
Muscles tense so tight
Like I've gone in to shock
This second feels so right
I never want to stop
Then words can't explain the feeling that comes
Spirit and body finally becomes one
Focus comes back and pulse rate slows down
Then the pearls become rivers that soak my night gown.