My EX.... the person I still love despite our current standings came out to make a journal.... SirenaDiamond
shes hurt just like I.... we still care for each other yet we did not talk to each other I made things worst by making false information about her in the early stages of our falling out.
I said she was lying, manipulating, and cheating her way out of things but that was not the case.... we talked thing out due to her recent journal stating how she is currently feeling on all of this. (
The Truth.I know that most of you guys dont even want to talk to me nor do you want anything to do with me.
But I have come to a stop. Everyone needs to know the truth about what happened and not manipulated to the lies that were put out against me
Yes I did scam people and left them in the dark and continued to make things worst by taking commissions and more.
However, The worst lie that was put out against me was Having my ex. :iconclutchkizama:. Tell people that I have gotten an abortion when I miscarried.
Never in my life would I get an abortion, and I have actual proof of the miscarriage.
The people who have listened to his lies have came after me. Some worst than others and it was only because of the lies he told.
He even tried to get my boyfriend IRL to break up with me by sending him friend requests and messages of what he would call "Bad doing" When all of the pictures
where old pictures not even resulting into the same relationship.
My bf did respond of course when Ko
) shes hurt and I caused all of this to her by all of the people who follow me and to those who sees that artist beware of her has been attacking her... even the ones who were her friends did it because of me... and I feel guilty of it all.
She never had a abortion, she never cheated on me, and she never lied to me... she was hurt and angry yes but she cared about me in which I should be the one who should be bad mouthed not her....
I made these horrific journals about her stating on what I half knew about it.
I regret everything that I did to cause that to her...
listen guys I even made a false account to contact her current bf on a facebook alias called 'John Snow', the reason it even came that far was, me and her mother has bad blood between each other due to her and I having a argument during the time for her being hospitalized for having a intense miscarriage.
I really wish this never befell her this way as she was constantly depressed, i am sure her anxiety was really taking a toll on her and that she really was trying to live in peace but I made it worst.
as far as her cheating she never did... she was trying to explain but I didn't listen due to me being upset on how I found out, she never cheated on me I failed to listen to her and I made the situation worst.
she is a amazing person with talent.. she a very caring person.. she has changed.. and I have seen it with my very eyes and ears.... its just me failing to listen to her.... so don't hate her, love her as much as I was supposed to, love her as family because she is still my wife in my book, she has moved on but I have moved on with my emotions but, physically I can't love without her.
all the lies, false claims, and aggro treatment needs to stop today, if not I will continue to support her despite what others think, if she can come back to talk to me then that is all I need to be proved that she still cares for me.
there is a lot that I have done to cause pain... but we had happy times together, I took her out to her first anime convention, I introduced new ideas into her art as she did unto mines as well, we wanted to have a family together as that is what we initially planned, I was planning to give my world to her.
I asked her as I type this how much does she care about me....