Its a question of whether or not to just like,, fully give up on art at this point.
Like, I'm really reaching a crossroads here. Ok, hold on, wait-
Hey everyone its been a while. Why yhe hell i don't draw anymore huh I goddamb hate it. It sucks. And I can't make myself!! I'm bloody trying!!! It's not working!!!! Sucks
Anyway back to the crossroads. I really feel myself reaching a crossroads cause like, its either fully give up or don't.
And "or don't" involves forcing the issue, and absolutely forcing out drawings every day regardless of quality. Spaghetti, meet wall.
Like I did at uni, wherein I learned that working like that kills the joy for me. Where working like that killed my motivation for art and it has been almost fully dead since.
Fuckall man. What to do :/
God hell all, being made redundant as well btw. Whole factory shut down. 750 workers out of a job. We've got til February and we're out. I'll diiiiiiieeeee the last/first job hunt was awful nobody even rejected me