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oh great... Now i'm a useless little girl... right when i was feeling better, thanks you shit.
I get you have fucking Autism but really...? you really really hurt me.
he said 'that I could not do math or french because i have trouble processing shit'
He says 'I can't do French. you don't realize things, it's useless to you. you can't speak it'

dude... i just SUCK at learning in general... i couldn't even speak english until i was 7. The only reason i chose French was to make my parents happy. It's not like i went "HEY. I'm really great at this, I'm gonna do it" i just wanted to make mum and dad happy...

I've been so sick lately. I've removed myself from my friends... and my family. I focused on him. i wanted to make him feel better about himself. No... he guilt tripped me. I shouldn't have said sorry. I shouldn't have said sorry... i wouldn't be in this. I'm sorry Eve-The-Emoji-Domo white-snow-geek Tallsilly Red-twin 
i didn't want you to see me like this... I'm just so upset with myself lately. The stress from school... my family hating me only because of my gender... i dunno. I can't do shit right now. I just want to break down and cry. I want stop talking forever so i can't hurt you. I wan't to go away. I don't want to be here... i just, i don't want to hurt you... 

I'm so sorry I am an over emotional little girl with so many issues... i was told only yesterday that i might have aspergers... i have depression along with anxiety... I don't want to hurt anyone. I don't want to hurt anyone... i don't want to hurt anyone...
I'm so sorry i screwed my life over. I'm so sorry that i am Female. I am so sorry i can't be someone prettier and smarter. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry...
I'm sorry i am bi and that scares everyone... I'm sorry i cut last year... I'm sorry i have to be this way... I'm sorry i am me... i am sorry... i am sorry... I want to change... but I'm just me. And I'd give anything up to just make people accept that... I don't want to be me. I'd change if i could... i'd chose to be a million times better for everyone. I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry... I'm sorry...

I'm not stable... please please PLEASE stay away from me white-snow-geek Tallsilly Red-twin Eve-The-Emoji-Domo ... I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to see me cry... Just.. don't. Please don't talk to me... please...

I'm sorry...
I'm sorry i can't be perfect...
I'm sorry i can't be a boy...
I'm sorry I'm a freak...
I'm sorry that I like my gender too...
I'm sorry...
I'm sorry...

Devious Comments

MaverickPhotographer Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Maddy, you are perfect, if anyone can't see that, just ignore them
Eve-The-Emoji-Domo Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017
okay, I understand. If you need space that's totally okay with me, just don't do anything irational, okay? I really care about you and want to help in ANY way that I can. Stay safe. I love you
white-snow-geek Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
It's all going to be ok, just take time to figure yourself out and work on your own well being. It's rediculous what you have to put up with, you don't deserve all this hate. Just remember to never change for anyone or their obscene opinions, be true to you and your preferences, and I know that's easier said than done, trust me I know, it just takes time and relaxation. I'm here if you need me and I completely understand if you need space. I love you loads, and I'll always be here. XOXOXO
JonHankercheif Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
I hate myself too
artii2tiiciin2aniity Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Student General Artist
Anthony598 Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
*Gives you a hug*

Hey, don't say that about yourself, we all have a different approach and a different learning pace. So you're not the best with french, that's nothing. Throughout my life I grew up a Mexican ... who COULDN'T speak fluent Spanish. I couldn't speak my language. (Hell, I STILL can't get my Spanish right here and there.) I have an F in my Math, Chemistry, AND History considering the fact that I kinda process some things slowly with my mind (and I kinda doze off a bit.). Am I giving up? Never.

There's always help when you need it, ask a friend or a tutor if you need help. It's NEVER too late to get help. Hell you could even ask me if you need help with your Math, just tell me the math subject and I'll do my best. (Unless it's Calculus or Trigonometry, I've never learned about that yet-).
RilesThePirate Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017   Traditional Artist
*hugs* everything will be okay. I'm sorry that all of this has happened to you.. I have trouble processing stuff too. I feel like it's very wrong to hurt someone with Autism/Asperger's or anyone in general. We are more sensitive to other things. I know because I might be an Apsie. It's not that bad if you have it.

It's just what makes you.. You. And that's not a bad thing.
Night-time-artist Featured By Owner Edited Mar 2, 2017  Student Digital Artist
Hey if you like you, then don't let anyone put you down. Your perfect already, please don`t change.
Don`t feel bad about learning slow, it`s about quality, not quantity. 
TRIPLE84E Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017
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