DONT PLEASE!! It's not worth it, you'll be missed so much...... Cling on to hope, anything that makes you happy! Stay strong
Stay strong, Maddy. I know your soul has a lot more left to give.
Note me if you want. But otherwise: DON'T KILL YOURSELF. It shook me up when someone who I didn't even KNOW did it. And if you do it? Especially after I just come back to deviant art? When Halloween is just around the corner? Don't. You know how many people would miss you? Even though right now it seems like maybe only one or two would? Tons. Tons who knew you, who didn't know you, everyone. People will blame themselves and make themselves sick thinking they caused you to do it. So please, for us, don't.
All I can say is it's not worth it... You'll be missed so much, lose so much, kill so much more than yourself. It's not worth it. If ever you are to lose sight of what makes life worth it, think of why you ever did, and cling to that.
Note me if you need to talk.