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absolutely great... Lydia isn't here and i'm sitting alone with Seb. ugh, i hate being alone... great.

hasn't been good for me lately...
1. I've been sick for the past 4 days and my parents don't give a fuck even though it's so bad that it feels like shattered glass in my throat
2. I lost a good friend of mine and i doubt that i'll get her back
3. i have SO MUCH HOMEWORK! like, oh god, i can't even explain it. HOMEWORK:
chapter 11 in the fault in our stars
complete the math homework for week 7ish
Viola: practice for comp and exams
baby book
practice photogrpaph
record recipies
 4. i had an anxiety attack yesterday and i have barley recovered.
5. I can't use my headphones to calm myslef because they're fucking busted.
6. the junior school coordinator pulled me up at lunch yesterday to see how i was going with the bulling.
7. Nathan and Jhya's suicidal jokes are getting worse and now are making homophobic jokes
8. cat got hit by a car yesterday and got a bruised leg. He seems to be fine though, just this morning he was chasing Carla around the house. 
9. shit subjects...
10. i don't feel like talking to anyone
11. i feel like punching someone in the face... um, i get like that a lot when anxiety has kicked in. not so much depression... all i do when that is at it's worse is scream, slam the door on my sister, cry for about 3 hours and then stare at the knife for 5 minutes and force myself to ignore it. 

well... shit has happened and i'm struggling with a fear of mine right now. yeah, that's right. I have a fear of being alone. nugh... where's your best friend when you need her?

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Tallsilly Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Your best friend is just here when you need her. She's super sorry that she was late and she's super sorry that she's not very good at being a friend, but she's here. 
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hey, you're amazing Lydia.
I just missed you 
spice-boi Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2016
i KNO this might be a bad time to say
but the fault in our stars
i honestly loved the book
JonHankercheif Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Eve-The-Emoji-Domo Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2016
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