okaaaay sooo.... livestream requests mean i will take a request if you join me and participate.
i don't mean send me a fucking link and make me draw your character without joining. NO.
i don't just take requests or art trades. omg... i'm so stressed. guys, come on. Really? please get with the program.
I've had a REALLY shit day and my parents are annoyed that i got kept in after math class all because Jack was trying to cheer me up, so we were mucking around. I don't want to have to stress.... i draw for enjoyment, i'm not a fucking machine. Don't be like "hey. hey. art trade? come on? can you draw my character? i have a request, draw my OC. art trade? draw. my. oc." omg... PEOPLE PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK. I AM SICK OF THE FUCKING REQUESTS.
also... one word comments aren't really my thing... they actually annoy me. mainly if it's on every drawing. Guys, commenting on my every piece won't get you a gift. It'll be appreciated, but very annoying. I love the support but i am sick of the requests...
and i am sorry if i sound like a bitch, but i need to blurt out the shit in my head. I am so ill, i mean mentally... like my anxiety has been really bad all day...
the music teacher yelled at me twice, all because i was having a little fun playing with the piano and having the girls in my class sing with me. (btw Tallsilly
you guys sounded stunning, even if lydia only sung a little.) it was enjoyable until she had a go at me for playing A WRONG CHORD! IT'S ANNOYING. i try to sound pretty and it was even better when jhya and nathan were drumming whilst i was playing the piano. IT WAS FUN BUT SHE WRECKED IT. It really gets me upset when someone tells me how to do things... like... i loose confidence and give up on shit. my hands started to tremble and i couldn't play any notes because i was so nervous and upset... then later i tried recording us because we sounded so pretty and then the fucking teacher said "you didn't ask for permission to record" i mean, she was holding MY
. i nearly felt like saying "but you're holding my phone, you didn't get permission for that"
but yeah... guys, give me a break please