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literally my life...
so, i rock up to school in the mustang, as usual looking like a fucking bogan. Our family is known to be "classy bogans" btw. Anyway, kids at my school ask "are you rich?". WHAT NO. I wouldn't say "rich" but we're high on the average i guess. But it annoys me. Also,i introduced my parents to my emo rock friend. He's also American, he migrated here like 3 or something years ago. 

My parents met him when we were at my sisters "year 7 sustainability expo" and he was navigating people to his stall. 'Cause that's what we do at expos at my school... we line up tables and stuff and parents walk around. Anyway, my parents spent like half an hour talking to him and the moment the expo finished my dad said "I hope you're still friends with him in a few years. I could hire him as a sales person at my work." which that was fine. But for the past few days he's been like "You know, if you were dating this guy i'd like that. He seems good for you and i really like him"

So, I admit. He's pretty good looking, but i don't like him in that way. And honestly, i don't think  and i would last. He is really kind and all, but he's pretty weird to have conversation with... and i mean his humor and personality doesn't suit me. I'm really happy with my puppy. I know my parents are still a bit weird about him after they saw how depressed i was after the argument... and they also don't really like the fact he's halfway across the world from me. They keep telling me "maybe it'll be better for you if you were with someone here. We like Rob, but we think maybe it'll be good for your depression and anxiety to actually be able to physically touch the person your with (please don't take that sexually. That's actually what they said.) 

anyway, I'm okay. I'm just a little tired and moody... fucking hate being a girl. I know i said i never want surgery, but maybe when i'm older and have enough money for an operation i'll change my gender. Really, I would love to be the opposite gender. I'm not going tomboy or transgender tho. Lol, i have no idea what's wrong with me today. I've been saying some weird shit

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Eve-The-Emoji-Domo Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2016
WAIT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT JUSTIN 
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city-galaxies Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
nah
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6tails6 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Professional Writer
I tbh do see their point. That maybe being with someone in person could be better, but maybe it's my own reasoning on why I don't want to date online as well. Just do what you think is best.

And I'll be frank, but I don't understand why people want to change gender(people don't attack me! You want to change gender, fine. It's your choice and I'm okay with that. But I don't see why people would hate their own gender or want to change it).
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city-galaxies Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
i guess you're right. But to me, distance doesn't really matter to me when it comes to love.
I'm really happy with Rob and really, there's no one else i'd rather be with. I see what you and my parents are talking about tho... i mean, it's pretty weird i guess.

and i just hate being a girl. And trust me, i've been wanting to be a boy since i was 9. I really don't like being a girl
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6tails6 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Professional Writer
I agree with. Love can be true and sincere, regardless of it being in person or online. But in person, it's just more...things you can do with them. Like actually hold hands, hugging, and even maybe kiss heh. Like what your parents was saying basically I suppose. Those are the only reasons why I don't want to date online honestly. But others can make it work and you do truly love him. So it's no harm done honestly.

But how come if I can ask? I see reasons on why people hate themselves, but never seen them or understood why people hate their genders. o.o no offense or anything
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city-galaxies Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yeah.. it would be nice to do those things with him.

eh, i just hate it XD
for no good reason at all. I've just always liked the idea of it.
Besides, these fucking female issues piss me off. we react too much, like... we get REALLY emotional.
and the breasts and fucking periods aren't fun. believe me. And i'll be honest, there are some advantages for being female, but i think i'd prefer being a boy.
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6tails6 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Professional Writer
Mhm

Not every girl is like that however and some boys are like that~
Also I have man boobs and I got bullied for that a lot of times. And periods? Try hiding a boner in public in a swimming pool or just in general. Yeah trust me I know problems with my gender as you know yours. XD
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city-galaxies Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
lol, okay XD
but really, i wouldn't mind being male.
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6tails6 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Professional Writer
Well if that's what ya want.
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city-galaxies Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
idk though. I'm still young, i have a while to think about it
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