Hey guys, I am feeling extremely ill. Like I am getting really bad stomach pains, headaches, heartburns and I have come down with a really bad fever as well. if this pain and illness is still here tommorow, there's a chance I will be staying home, I don't want to pass on my illness to anyone at school. But i might be forced to school because mum and dad have been nazis lately. So... Yeah, I dunno.
But Lydia, I don't know if I'll come to school or not. But if I am not can you let me know what homework we have? As much as I don't want to do it, mum and dad have been concerned about my grades, might be a little bit why they have been so strict on me... I don't know... But yeah, let me know. If I am not there, I am sorry I am not there with you. Being away from school might do me good, most of my depression is due to school. I have some people come up to me and say shit about me (people like Connor) that tease me for my looks. I am not an attention seeker, but I hate it when people look at art or music by popular kids... See this is my problem. I read this thing on Facebook it said "RIP to the people who committed suicide and no one noticed, because society only cares about the popular and pretty." This is sooooooo fucking true. It REALLY annoys me. Popular and pretty kids are ALWAYS getting the attention, if someone popular plays 1 simple song on piano people would be like "OMG THAT WAS AMAZING!" I have experienced it. It was stupid. I know 7 fucking instruments people! Hello!!!??? When will you notice I am special and have a tallent... Much better than many others.
I am getting off topic. Anyway, I am pretty sick so depending on how I feel I may/may not be at school tommorow.