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Okay, today wasn't so bad... Apart from Connor reading a sexual part of my health book out loud. It was pretty funny though. Yeah, I just remember I have English homework, which I'll have to do tomorrow. I KNOW we will be getting French homework and possibly maybe involved. I haven't played my guitar in 3 days and that's all because of homework. I miss my baby. I want meh guitar!
I also said "I wanted to change" I mean, I want to be a completely different person. I'm not happy with myself... And I have been told today by my primary school friend she's not happy with who I am. So, looks like I will have to dump my music and art and start doing sports.... I hate sport. It's not me. I'm get nervous when I do sport actually.
My mum and dad told me that they are concerned about my health and well being, they told me to spend WAY less time on the tech and that they were thinking of getting me a math tutor. That makes me feel like a mistake to them. My dad is ford manager of 5 or 6 different car dealerships Austalia wide and he is the only ford company sponsoring V8 Supercars. So he's stressed about that... He won't tell me why. I think he wants me to be successful like him. If I want to be successful in anyway, I want it to be my music. My mum on the other hand has been a little... strict? I dunno, just, not herself. Had been feeling a little worried due to a conversation I had with Bae. But never mind that, I don't think he wants me to talk about it anyway. Just all this at the moment... Mainly my parents.
Just sooooo much of s failure.
But when I mean "today was alright" I mean there were some good parts. I can't exactly remember the good things... Maybe that's why I have depression? I dunno, but I only seem to remember the bad things.
Anyway. I'm gonna try draw those gifts tomorrow.

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Eve-The-Emoji-Domo Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2016
Rainpoppy824 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2016  Student Traditional Artist
You shouldn't change who you are just because someone else thinks you should. We like you just the way you, you don't have to do sports if you don't want to. Also you're not a mistake to them, they're just trying to help you. (>^-^)> *hugs* Hope you get to play your guitar soon!
5KarmaKitty7 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Don't change who you are.
No idea if that's why you have depression. No fucking clue, except that's no why I have depression.
And don't worry about you and Rob. He loves you.
thewalruseggman Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2016  Student General Artist
Be yourself. Don't let anyone tell you what to do... BTW I also hate doing sports.
RubyTheCrystalGem219 Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Do NOT change just because of some b!tch told you to! Seriously, being yourself is important and changing just because some b!tch don't like you, the screw her.
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sorry guys, I am typing on my phone so there may be a lot of typos
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