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Alright, I am fucked, I have really had it with my parents. Mainly my mum, but annoyed at my dad a little too...

I am lying in bed right now listening to mum and dad talk... We're supposed to be at the holiday house for the remaining time in the holidays... I told her I needed my phone and my computer earlier today because I needed to speak to my DA friends and I have a lot of projects due after school holidays. Anyway now she's cracking the shits to dad saying that I am addicted to tech and that I don't want to be in reality. True that because real life is shit... You get the bullies, the friend problems, the family issues and personal issues. So she's basically being mad at me JUST for loving and caring for my friends on DA. It really bothers me.
Dad, on the other hand, had been more focused on how I've been acting latly... Yeah... I am zoning out a lot and I am starting to giggle when I look at my phone. It's nearly concerning him. He's been asking me several times whats up and why I am so happy. Honestly, I have been holding it in so much. But I really do love Rob and whenever I speak to him I just smile for no good reason at all. I just... Don't know how he would react over dating someone I don't know in real life. So, that's been a bit of a challenge.

Mum is now showing me shit... Giving me random fucking cooking lessons and I think we all know how much I hate cooking. I nearly set the house on fire yesterday when I was on my own... I just can't cook. So mum has been showing me a lot of cooking things and has been going through a lot of stress lately which is kind of scaring me because she never gets mad at me.

Then you have problems with BrITtLeCaNdY and r0ssmiino guys for God's sake can you stop bitching about eachother!? I have my own problems in life and I can't have people screaming at me to fix their problems... I would love to help you... But I can't... I just can't. You guys are supposed to be friends! Can you stop putting this shit on me!? I have to many problems to fix! You guys please just say sorry and move on. Please?

My sister has been fine lately only slightly bitchy but fucking annoying, trying to steal my phone and skype Rob and my other contacts...

My viola's C string is busted and I have NO idea how to fix it... It's like the peg that hold the string is getting loose or something... But I was so desperate to play it today and now it's broken.

My biggest concern is my mum... She's been acting so strange...

I am also really worried for my friends. I know we all go through that emotional stage in life which is usually when we're young teens. When we go through that you get a lot of suicidal thoughts. Then you turn into someone like me who ends up having depression and is desperate to die and finds no reason for life. I mean we're all gonna die someday.

Anyways. Sorry for wasting your time I just needed to let out some shit... And having a fever does not fucking help. So yeah. Bye.

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:icon5karmakitty7:
5KarmaKitty7 Featured By Owner Apr 1, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
*hugs"
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:icongamersphotography:
gamersphotography Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm sorry all of this shit is happening to you, I'm here if you ever need to talk
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know you are. I was going to tell you but I think I have already been a bit of a pain to you due to what happened yesterday or the day before... I can't remember. I might give you a break from all of my things, I feel like I am causing to much stress to you at the moment...
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gamersphotography Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
you're not a pain, if you have something you want to talk about just tell me. I love you and I want to be there for you, no matter what
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Alright then, I love you too. -hugs-
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:icongamersphotography:
gamersphotography Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
-hugs back-
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:iconmediamaniac0:
MediaManiac0 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016
Oh my gosh. I'm so sorry to hear about that. :(
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's okay, none of this is your fault, so don't be sorry for me. I get a lot of these moments and I always feel better the next day, so I will be okay. Don't worry about me.
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:iconmediamaniac0:
MediaManiac0 Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016
Okay. :)
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:iconrilesthepirate:
RilesThePirate Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016   Traditional Artist
I'm sorry that all of this is happening! We can Kik or note if you wanna talk about whatever.
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'll be alright.
I don't have kik because my parents have told me a lot of shit goes on when your on it. But if I ever need to talk to you I can send a note. Is that okay?
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:iconrilesthepirate:
RilesThePirate Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016   Traditional Artist
Yeah, that's okay with me. I'm always willing to help a friend out :aww:
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
That's good.
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:iconrilesthepirate:
RilesThePirate Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2016   Traditional Artist
^^
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:icondiamond-nights:
Diamond-Nights Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Ah.... This are some big problems o-o
If I can help by anything, just tell me, OK?
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I will get better soon. I have little moments like this a lot. I just gotta deal with them. I'll be better soon.
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:icondiamond-nights:
Diamond-Nights Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Alright
But anytime that you need help and you think I can help you, just tell me,OK?
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Okay, I will.
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:icondiamond-nights:
Diamond-Nights Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Student Digital Artist
Alright
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:iconinfernallect:
Infernallect Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Poor dear, do you perhaps want to Skype or talk? You shouldn't have to go through this.
Everything will be OK. You still got me to tickle you whenever you want! :XD:
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hehe I guess, I can't really skype at the moment 'cause I basicly sneaking my phone in with me and if my parents hear me i am fucking dead.
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:iconinfernallect:
Infernallect Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
OK, maybe later then~! ^w^
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah ^^
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:iconinfernallect:
Infernallect Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:aww:
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:iconr0ssmiino:
r0ssmiino Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You know you could have told that you had these problems, So I couldn't have talked. I'm sorry. I'm a bitch, yeah I know I am.
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Edited Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No, your not a bitch at all. I just have all these issues at the moment and having you and Ruby arguing ALL the time makes me kind of upset. I mean I REALLY want to help you, but theres so much stress at the moment...
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:iconr0ssmiino:
r0ssmiino Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You could have at least told me this, problems you had. I don't want to burden you with other problems.
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:iconcity-galaxies:
city-galaxies Featured By Owner Mar 30, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No, it's alright. I've been in worse situations. I am fine.
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