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Now I know
Now I know</b>
What you stole from me can never be replaced
I doubt you even care I doubt I ever cross your mind
Seems so unfair when never far from mine
Your words sounded so sweet & sincere
I took in every one hook, line & sinker
I believe you when you said you cared
I believed you when you said you'd never hurt me
I believed you when you said you loved me
I even believed you when you said you'd never hurt me again
But never sure did come fast, & the pain rushed back
White shards of lights was all I saw
As my head hit the floor
The rest is a bit hazy as my eyes roll back in my head
I awake to find myself battered & bruised
All alone in that cold empty room
You were no where in sight
You were no where to be found
Soon the guilt kicked in followed quickly by shame
Self loathing wasn't far from the surface
As I questioned myself over & over
How could I let this happen?
What did I do to make you mad?
As I questioned myself; Why wasn't I good enough?
You fled farther and farther
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Goodbye To You
Goodbye to You
My eyes are finally clear
The haze of loving you is gone
I watched you walk out of sight
As I cried my last tear for you
My hearts no longer breaking
Your lies no longer echo through my head
The sun has broken through that dark clouds
That were hovering over my head
The rain has finally stopped
And a smile has returned to my face
Goodbye may hurt for a moment
But loving you, hurts far worse
As I watched you walk out of sight
As the wind blew away the last of my pain
Standing on my own two feet at last
Feeling like my own person again
Who knew it'd take your leaving
To make me whole again
Goodbye to loving you
Goodbye to the tears I used to cry
Goodbye to the pain you caused me
Goodbye to my broken heart
Goodbye, Goodbye to you
~Cinn 10/19/09
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Mature content
Scars :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 1 0
Watch You From a far
Watch You From a Far</b>
I watch you from a far
And i think to myself
A want you more today
Than i did yesterday
And yet you and i
Are no closer to being
"Us" now, than we were in
The beginning.
Sometimes i think
We'll never be more
Than we are now
And what we are now
Is killing me
I want so much more
Than you can give to me
I want so much more
Than i can give to you
It's a vicious cycle
That keeps repeating it's self
Running round and round
Never getting any closer
To happiness at the end of the tunnel
I watch you from a far
And think to myself
Why can't i have you?
Why cant things be different?
When will things change?
I watch you from a far
As a tear slips down my cheek
And my heart skips a beat
Knowing this is as close as I'll
Ever get to you
I watch you from a far
Because that's all i can do
~CINN 3/15/09
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I'm Haunted_rewrite
I'm Haunted
I'm haunted by thoughts of
What we once shared
What was lost
What can never be again
What I should of done
What I should of said
I'm haunted by thoughts
Of what did happened
What should of never been
By what will forever torment me
I'm haunted by images
Of kisses once shared
Embraces freely gave
Smiles in the candle light
Endless hours of love making
Laying safe in your strong arms
The warmth of your naked body next to mine
The sent of you, after a shower
The taste of  your flesh, as my tongue explored
The silkiness of your hair 'tween my fingers
I’m haunted by images of  who you were
I'm haunted by our last fight
It seems so silly now
How I wish that I wasn't so stubborn
And I would of listened
But no I knew I was right and
You were wrong, oh so wrong
I’m haunted by that one mistake
That was made in a rage of anger
How was I to know what fate
Had in store for us
How that night would forever
Change us
The rain began to pour
The lightening strea
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SPLAT by cinnamongurl22 SPLAT :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 0 1 The Path To Wonderland by cinnamongurl22 The Path To Wonderland :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 1 1
empty void feels my heart...nothingness left
where once was creative thoughts
so very cold....i feel nothing but cold....
numbing me to my very core
i try and i try.... to break free
of this hold it has on me
try as i's hold is far greater
shiver goes down my spine
as the darkness closes in all around me......
light fading where to turn
no where to run.....
just the cold....the darkness
just.....nothing.....nothing left.....
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lost....dancer? by cinnamongurl22 lost....dancer? :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 0 3 un named as of yet by cinnamongurl22 un named as of yet :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 1 0 a fine mess by cinnamongurl22 a fine mess :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 0 0 Demon?? by cinnamongurl22 Demon?? :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 0 2 At Worlds End by cinnamongurl22 At Worlds End :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 0 0 2nd Tattoo by cinnamongurl22 2nd Tattoo :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 0 9 1st Tattoo by cinnamongurl22 1st Tattoo :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 1 3 Goooooooooooooo Chargers.... by cinnamongurl22 Goooooooooooooo Chargers.... :iconcinnamongurl22:cinnamongurl22 23 10
My crazy mixed up gallery. To take a look at it, is like taking a look into my head, my mind and my soul, my past, my present, and maybe even my future....dark, gloomy, happy, sad or just plain insane....take a look inside if you dare...

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.a.Pear. by oxoxHERxoxo .a.Pear. :iconoxoxherxoxo:oxoxHERxoxo 2 25
The Scars Of Goodbye
You asked me not to do it,
You pleaded with me to stop,
You also claimed you loved me,
Or at least that's what I thought.
You said you still cared,
You said I meant the world to you,
Then why do you keep hurting me,
By saying you love me too.
You're already moving on,
But still I can't let go,
You left me all alone,
But love you persist to show.
I think of you and tears fill my eyes,
Nothing hurts more than this feeling from within,
Not a headache, nor heartache,
Not even the blade across my skin.
I stare down at all the little red cuts,
They cover my wrist and my arm,
Broken promises of love and trust,
Broken promises of not doing myself any harm.
The scars they remind me not to be so stupid,
And not to be so blind,
I let you trample all over my heart,
I must have lost my mind.
I think about your smile,
and I cant help but cry,
Me dying was your worst nightmare,
And became my dream when you said goodbye.
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...something missing? by Liquidated ...something missing? :iconliquidated:Liquidated 4 2
Helpless Savior
My words may sound empty,
for I have never felt your pain.
My words may sound shallow,
for they do not move the soul as yours do.
But hear my counter-strike,
for the battle I cannot fight is not lost.
Your curse leads you to valiant sacrifice,
but your gifts are cast aside without hesitation.

What good are you as a hero to others,
if you refuse to save yourself?

I cannot slay your internal parasite,
because you protect as if it mutually lived within you.

I cannot live in such a cruel world
as one in which you are not a man but a consumed host.
I cannot slay my sorrow,
until you slay your own.
I know that it is the manifestation of evil
That feeds off you and will soon feed on me in a similar form.
How can such a benevolent egg
hatch and release such a demon as this?
Why did the same fate that laid it
let it spoil in but one day
and forced it to hatch in the warmth
of your heart, no longer sanctified?

Why do the words of sorrow I hear
not com
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Pain to Happiness
Most dont realize there luck
Over the pain there is happiness
Such pain hurts all over
To feel is different
People see only there pain
Eat the pain feel nothing
Only nothingness will prevail
Pass along the cure
Let others try and forget
Enter the dream
Will you survive
In time you will thrive
Let only yourself achieve this
Leave the pain behind
Never look back
Each act will help
Venture for the cure
End the misery
Render pain to nothing
Feel the pain drift away
Each time you free yourself it cures
Enter your dream and roam
Let yourself go
This pain will die
happiness will prevail
In the pain there is happiness
Secure your joy
Kind thoughts will live
In them is lifes secrets
Need nothing for true happiness
Dead is the pain
Of all the pain
Feel the happiness
Pain leaves forever
Anger gone for good
Intended happiness
Now pass the cure on
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Angel and Fauzi by puppylaurah Angel and Fauzi :iconpuppylaurah:puppylaurah 9 9 .Ever.Frost. by oxoxHERxoxo .Ever.Frost. :iconoxoxherxoxo:oxoxHERxoxo 3 22 Scarlet Nightmare by darthhorus Scarlet Nightmare :icondarthhorus:darthhorus 12 9 Two Sides of the Same Coin by darthhorus Two Sides of the Same Coin :icondarthhorus:darthhorus 4 7 stain glass window by IrishRose85 stain glass window :iconirishrose85:IrishRose85 8 15
my pain
Alone in love my soul gone numb
been left for dead to many times to count
abandoned by most revered by some
im used to the pain of a life unsound
so i walk this path of bitter lies
littered by broken images
carrion's rot attracting these flies
wade your way through rivers of bones
a minute like forever
yearn for when the time flew by
here is this story of life lived long
if this told by mouth
then forever this story unsung
now the paths mine to choose
fly to the north or dive to the south
i'll stay where i am
to guide the ones lost
through a desert of sand
all by a thought
forever i'll journey this land
:icon11th-hour:11th-hour 8 24
Apology of Dawn by NeoPiter Apology of Dawn :iconneopiter:NeoPiter 13 49
Forsaken within the droplets of time
Desperate for something
Crossed between the lines for despration
Never once had we seen the arms of each other
But yet I still dream about you ever night
Before I close my eyes
During the moments that are suppose to be mine
A moments peace I never seem to get
Crossed out an burning through nothing
Scared and lonely we all fade away
Yet, there is one image still burning
Brightly an dimmly the thoughts still pass on
Crying myself to sleep every night
I can't make these feelings fade out
Burn into nothing more but ashes
I see you, I see your face, I feel your arms around
Hold me tonight, one more night
Seeking for the control from the chaos
The needs only grow much stronger
Help me now
Let me take your pain, let me love you
Shadowed within the crosses of the mix
Faultered out the pieces to watch them break
Crossed, I see you smile
Closing my eyes, the blood stains my cheeks
They are just tears, don't worry
Can you feel everything?
Please tell me
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Submissions that I just can't pass up they all touch me in some way or another....many many talented artist here....I love each and every one of you.


Eros+Psyche by dahlig Eros+Psyche :icondahlig:dahlig 14,802 1,922 Doves by dahlig Doves :icondahlig:dahlig 14,359 1,381 The Seven Deadly Sins: AVARICE by dahlig The Seven Deadly Sins: AVARICE :icondahlig:dahlig 37,636 2,154 The Seven Deadly Sins: SLOTH by dahlig The Seven Deadly Sins: SLOTH :icondahlig:dahlig 37,110 2,452 The Seven Deadly Sins: WRATH by dahlig The Seven Deadly Sins: WRATH :icondahlig:dahlig 52,653 3,705 The Seven Deadly Sins: VANITY by dahlig The Seven Deadly Sins: VANITY :icondahlig:dahlig 70,943 6,490 The Seven Deadly Sins: ENVY by dahlig The Seven Deadly Sins: ENVY :icondahlig:dahlig 41,865 2,649 Azhrarn by azhrarn Azhrarn :iconazhrarn:azhrarn 14,912 1,568
Pieces I so wish I owned a copy of. These are some of my very favorites on dA



JoAnn J
United States
Current Residence: stuck inside my own personal hell
Favourite genre of music: metal of all kinds*alt*classical*techno*country
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: WinAmp
Wallpaper of choice: something dark
Skin of choice: my honeys ;-)
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny Bravo
Personal Quote: There is no real freedom without the freedom to fail ~ Eric Hoffer/Sweet/rite on
  • Listening to: Raise Againist
  • Reading: nadda
  • Watching: nadda
  • Playing: nadda
  • Eating: nadda
  • Drinking: wish i had some vodka....still wishing I had some
OMG I can't believe how long it's been since I've been here. Good news is I do
have a new job!!! Some days I love it so much, other days, like today, I just wish it was time to go home. I don't really have anything to update.
Just working, working working & working some more.
I haven't done anything really artist in the longest time.
Only thing artist I've done is get some ink done. I love my tattoos!!!
Any who I'm on facebeook & myspace
much love to my dA family

MONDAY is not a good day......
To read entry follow the link…

:bulletred:The Photographers Rights as by Krages
:bulletred:American Museum of Photography

:bulletred:The world belongs to the daring ~ Anonymous~ :bulletred:
:bulletred:A blessed thing it is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust utterly, who knows the best and worst of us, and who loves us in spite of all our faults ~ Charles Kingsley:bulletred:

:bulletred:The Other Sides
~The Photos ~ :iconstarry-eyez:
~The Dark Side ~ :iconwicked-cinn-art:

:bulletred: Clubs I'm apart of~
:iconkatatonia-fans:,:iconrazorbladeromances:,:iconyour-sweet-sixsixsix:,:iconanathema-fans:,:iconphotomanipulation:,:iconall-thepretty-boys:, :iconlove-him:, :iconeyes-of-ville-valo:,:icon69-eyes:,:iconfragile-dreams:, :iconemotional-writings:, :iconifeellikeawirgin:,:iconthe-angel-in-hell: :iconinvisible-inc:,:iconfrom-lashes-to-ashes:,:icondarthy-fans:,:icondreamtheater-fans:,:iconsonata-arctica-fans:,:icondressed-to-depress:,:iconphotomanip:,:iconphoto-class:,:iconhair-obsessed:,:iconcob-community:,:iconxxlovesaidnoxx:,:icon5on4t44rctic4:,:iconeuropean-soul:,:iconliberatedlocks-club:,:iconsuicide-stockmanips:,:iconphotoshoptutors:,:icontwistednerveasylum:patient no. 087:evillaugh: ,:iconevanescence-lovers:,:iconbutterflysandglitter:,:icondeviantdolls::iconthe-beauty-decays::icontaintedart::iconangelwatchers:  

:bulletred:My Poetry & Prose ~ List of them on DA…


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Icemaya Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave :love:
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Griffbomb Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2009
Thank you JoAnn :heart: for the :+fav:
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Fullmoonlover Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fave :D
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yehuna Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2009  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for faving my "Soft-Bound" :-)
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WickedNox Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Many thanks for the :+fav: my friend :heart:
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sarahkatatonik Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2009
Thank you so much for your fav!
You have an interesting gallery.

Take Care

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Iardacil Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2009
I wanted to thank you so, so much for :+fav: on my "Romance". I am so glad you liked it :hug:
tangledelandria Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2009
thanks for the fav!!
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My-World-Order Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2009
Thanks a lot for the fav and the watch :blowkiss:
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neuroticparadox Featured By Owner Mar 13, 2009  Professional Writer
thanks for the fav...true story x_x
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