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This is a mashing together of like 3 songs. if i felt like doing a lot of searching and watching youtube videos i'd take the time to find out which and let yall know. but im lazy so do the searching your self. they are all in the title.
Addicted To The Last Crystaline Goodbye Of Tomorrow

(I left behind all that I used to be)
Tell me how I’ll be found, let it be known!
Tell me who will become still when I am shown...
reach out grasp nothing but air
(I’m Standing before you) and yet I’ll be forgotten in time, (completely see through)
no matter how hard I TRY, (to draw my own out line)
I’ll BE a wasted Life!

...so this is my goodbye...

Wake me when I have the courage to die, (you can keep the rest of me)
cause I’m too scared to Try.
I am a wasted life...(I don’t care)

you were everything I needed to set me free.
I’ll never Forget Her, ever since that fateful day.
When we met I thought that my world had changed but,
no matter how I’d hoped it’d be, my future remained the same.

I never wanted fame cause when I am dead its all the same.
let me know when I’ll go, will i be loved? (yes)
will someone care that I’m not there? (yes)
Am I enough? (no)

falling apart piece by piece
I’ll BE a wasted Life, no matter how hard I Try, (I’ll be forgotten in time)...

I can’t sleep
I can’t think
I’m hanging on by a thread
I’ve lost all sensibility
I'm losing my (heart)

wake me when I
have (the courage) to die,
cause I (am too scared to) “Can’t” try.

stop hoping (you have)
stop wishing (seen the)
stop singing (last of me)
Stop living (wring my neck)
stop (i wont feel a thing)
stop moving (how can something)
stop breathing (so enticing)
stop living (have such awful)
stop I’ll STOP

(living) side effects 

I am a wasted life
wake me when I
have the courage to die
cause I’m too scared to try

SaveMeAG
smmm
smls
smww
A song I can't remember influenced this. idk how I remember THAT but I do,

The Heart Of The Heart

ogr.i.aM
 
the heart of the problem the heart of the case
the heart of the people the heart of the place
the heart of the world the heart of the land
every thing has a heart
 
the heartless the cutlass
the stars and the gods
the sun the moon
the martier and the priest
all have the heart of the king and the man
all have sadness all have gladness
 
at the heart of morality there is courtship and pain
at the heart of the leader there is doubt and despair
and the heart of these things have a heart of their own
 
the heart of the queen is the heart of her people
the heart of the mother is the heart of her son
and the heart of the movie is the heart of the actors
and the heart of the teacher is the heart of the student
and the heart of the man is the heart of his land
and the heart of the heart has a heart of its own
 
the queen told her people she was dieing
and the people told their queen that her heart was to strong
smww
The Small Things That Drive You Away

ogr.i.am
all the small things that cause me pain
all the little things i wish i hadn't done
every one by itself i can handle
but there are many
too many for me to handle
they slip from the cell i lock them in
i can't keep them there
i try to forget
to ignore all the pain
such pain as only i can know
there are too many little regrets
too many things
i can't stop remembering
some one,
please,
come back, 
dont leave me for all my small faults
i want to forget these things
and stop doing them
i wish i could stop driving you away
but i dont know how
please come back,
don't leave me
 
smww
Ok so I'm not sure exactly where i got this from, I think it was a show called Hero.

Even Without Blood Shed
Chibi
our memories are what shape who we are right?
our private assortment of images fears loves and regrets?
so what happens when some one doesn't like who they are?
do they just forget the things that make them who they are?
do they give up their loves, and create new fears and regrets?
no.
because that would be suicide
you take away my memories,
even if i don't like them,
and you have committed murder.
and just because i told you to
doesn't make it right.

 smww

KOCHAM CIĘ

This is about another girl I had a crush on. some times I got the impression she was unhappy/depressed. but she always but on a smile,

A Girl We All Know

ogr.i.am
she makes me smile,-
she makes me laff-,
yet i feel as though,
she does not care,_
some time she acts'
all happy go lucky.'
and some time she makes a face,
or pauses just long enough for me to notice,
and this makes me think.,
is she happy/?
or is this a play?-
does she realy like it when we hug her
or does she wish she could recoil,!
maybe she acts the part of day;-
and at knight she weeps away
i doubt ill ever know:"
but if ever i find this to be true/\
i will ask what there is
that will make her true@^
smww
This is a mashing together of like 3 songs. if i felt like doing a lot of searching and watching youtube videos i'd take the time to find out which and let yall know. but im lazy so do the searching your self. they are all in the title.
Addicted To The Last Crystaline Goodbye Of Tomorrow

(I left behind all that I used to be)
Tell me how I’ll be found, let it be known!
Tell me who will become still when I am shown...
reach out grasp nothing but air
(I’m Standing before you) and yet I’ll be forgotten in time, (completely see through)
no matter how hard I TRY, (to draw my own out line)
I’ll BE a wasted Life!

...so this is my goodbye...

Wake me when I have the courage to die, (you can keep the rest of me)
cause I’m too scared to Try.
I am a wasted life...(I don’t care)

you were everything I needed to set me free.
I’ll never Forget Her, ever since that fateful day.
When we met I thought that my world had changed but,
no matter how I’d hoped it’d be, my future remained the same.

I never wanted fame cause when I am dead its all the same.
let me know when I’ll go, will i be loved? (yes)
will someone care that I’m not there? (yes)
Am I enough? (no)

falling apart piece by piece
I’ll BE a wasted Life, no matter how hard I Try, (I’ll be forgotten in time)...

I can’t sleep
I can’t think
I’m hanging on by a thread
I’ve lost all sensibility
I'm losing my (heart)

wake me when I
have (the courage) to die,
cause I (am too scared to) “Can’t” try.

stop hoping (you have)
stop wishing (seen the)
stop singing (last of me)
Stop living (wring my neck)
stop (i wont feel a thing)
stop moving (how can something)
stop breathing (so enticing)
stop living (have such awful)
stop I’ll STOP

(living) side effects 

I am a wasted life
wake me when I
have the courage to die
cause I’m too scared to try

SaveMeAG
smmm
smls
smww

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