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Some of those Journals are terrible terrible deep political. Or At least they want to seem that way.

LGBT in Cartoons, why and why not. Comments go from OK over interesting to outright disgusting mean.
Some weird YouTube celebrity being treated better than the other.

One Thing that come to my mind "the Internet can be a vile place, yet also a place of wonders"

Sitting alone in Office, waiting for some calls to make some tutorings over the Internet ("place of wonders"  fits for the re cipients at times) reading random journals. Going from "meh bad weather anyway" to "I'd rather be outside in the fog and disconnect from the digital world for some time" to "I am gonna slap your shit" everything alternating

Yep I stopped reading Journals for now.

Less ranting about  this

You know those days when you think "Ah I got enough time for this and that" but you realize "oops that was yesterday"?  this is a repeating issue for me now. Nothing important, apart from missing to order tickets for London Fanfest.

So how to improve my Focus on things? With People marrying, getting Kids, moving together with their SO I seem to lose touch with a lot of my friends. Which makes me go back to my old "shut in self"
Which might have been fine during School and stuff, but now it stops me in my devolpment (any) which is late anyway because of the shutin episodes before.

Well back to staring at the phone and not falling asleep
  • Listening to: Random Youtube
  • Drinking: Coffee Coffee Coffee
At work, waiting for a call (yay?) doing work stuff slowly so I have something to do *rolls eyes*

I want to draw something for the weekly theme of :iconmlp-atg-alumni: but ideas just wont come out.

Sitting infront of my scetchbook, pencil  tucked between nose and lip I look slightly (ahem) dumb.

Coffee Machine Time now, if someone has any ideas, just share please.

Free Comissions are open.

Using it to improve my skill. For now just MLP:FiM related. Anthro OK, don't expect to much. No Clop.
  • Watching: Clouds fly by the window in the office
  • Playing: Final Fantasy VI - PSP
Woa I haven't updated this in a while now, haven't I?

What changed Got a Job a while ago, played a bit more Magic and PC games, result I had less time for anything art related.

Which I want to change again.

I started watching MLP:FiM when it came out back than, and since I am a sucker for Figurines I also bought some of those blind bag ponies.

Wow Hasbro really seems to try to make those things with the smallest effort possible. Cassterrors and residues, Color bleeding where there should be no bleeding, tail and mane parts completely uncolored and so on.

Now I have a Project which I will  start partly on DA, Facebook and Youtube.
Youtube and Facebook you will find the Project under the Name "Pony Alterations"
On those I will Show ways of treating those misshapped merchandises, so they look like they should.
Here I will post drawings for updating the chanel and the page, but also WIP and finished products of scratchbuilds.

My progress is slow but it visibile, thus I ask of you to give me commissions.

Yes call it comissions.

Lets say 5 commission Slots
free of Charge (just for me to learn something)

Has to be Pony related, non clop, can be anthro but don't expect too much.


Time! Where!

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 7, 2010, 4:31 AM
  • Listening to: my iPhones playlist
  • Reading: Job Ads
  • Watching: other ppls Screens ->(wtf)
  • Playing: online tetris/pacman/spaveinvaders
  • Drinking: Red Bull Cola
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Somehow I sometimes wished the day has 48 hours, I want to finish projects I m qworking on finish  some games, finish homeworks and such but, meh, not enough time for all of it

But, at least tomorrow is the last course day in this union of retards.

I are happy, and exhausted from biking 6 miles (most of it uphill)

I KNOW some of you watch me, so tell me what you wish to see from the previous mentioned projects :3

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Twilight is awesome

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 1, 2010, 4:20 AM
  • Listening to: Twilight OST
  • Reading: Twilight Book 1
  • Watching: Twilight
  • Playing: Twilightgame on my Sparkling Mobile
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Twilight is so awesome, just look at ho edward sparkles when he goes into the sunlight and how all of them males run around without shirts.


And Edward is MUCH MUCH MUCH cooler than those Mudkips

And yes I love all those Twilight Avatars, really shows the heart of all of us.

I gonna sparkle anyone, that says something negativ about Twilight, to death

Full Moon is the best movie since Starshiptroopers 2. Just a better sequel.

Today I gonna run around Topless with glitter in my face so everyone sees my Twiglight fandom

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Sweet Boredom

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 31, 2010, 4:18 AM
  • Listening to: other ppls youtube poop
  • Reading: Nick Kymes - Salamander/Newspapers
  • Watching: Time ticking down
  • Playing: Gimp
  • Drinking: Red Bull Cola
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I think

today in the evening, I gonna upload a bunch of pictures of my unpainted freshly assembled minis.
Also some of the WIP ones.

Maybe I even start to sculpt my Ork-Idea. Including the WIP pictures

I just hope I know where my cables for my Nikon are. Did not use it for a  bit less than a year.

Any Ideas? Any Color Schemes you want to see on a Marine/Ork Boy/Tau Skyrai or a Ork Battlewagon?
Or How i should modify my oldschool waghbike?

Write some of your Ideas and if the Idea is to my liking I will do it and Post it as your Idea :D

And for matters concerning this course, for a weird reason today I am less annoyed by all those ppl around me talking bs and acting like complete retards. It is nice to be relaxed for once in this, last few days I came home and only thing I wanted was, sit in front of my mac and do nothing that makes sense for anything.

Well everyone, Go for it and make me paint weird stuff on my orcs. Since i also have Chaos for my marines you can also ask for weird Marines :D

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So what today

Journal Entry: Tue Mar 30, 2010, 5:46 AM
  • Listening to: annoying ppl
  • Reading: Nick Kymes - Salamander
  • Watching: annoying ppl
  • Playing: Gimp
  • Drinking: Coke (soon)
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I tried to learn how to use Gimp for a bit.
Tried to remake the look of an Austrian newspaper website, just made it in Locat Captions (I do not know if this is still considered bordom)

I'd Uploadit into my scrap section, but guess, yeah, course PC wont allow that.

Anybody can tell me how to change text color to the color I really want, also AFTER I wrote it? Or how to change the font style?

Apart from that I am satisfied with the result I got. Although I know I have a LONG way to go still.

Only thing that didn made me go CooCoopops with those ppl around me *sigh*

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I are bored

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 29, 2010, 4:11 AM
  • Listening to: myself humming to weird songs
  • Reading: Jobads
  • Watching: ppl acting weird
  • Playing: The "witch websites are blocked game"
  • Drinking: Red Bull Cola
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Well I finished some of my mini assemblys, just didnt have time to paint them yet.
Also no time for scultping new ones, although I have Ideas... I don't really have Ideas how to start.

Any ideas whats funny and also easy to sculpt?

Any easy to follow beginner cinema 4d tutorials?

You know what to do, just answer my Journal :D

I want to paint my minis, but I dont think the ppl in this dumb course will be happy about that :D

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New Subscribtion, New Plans, New Motivations

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 25, 2010, 6:33 AM
  • Listening to: ppl talking bs
  • Reading: Jobads
  • Watching: time ticking down until i can go home
  • Playing: Dwiddling my Thumbs
  • Drinking: Water Water Water
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Yeah so, after forgetting along time I have a dA account I decided to get a new subscribtion.

I have some projects in my mind, and I hope I will find the time te realize them

Following Projects I want to realize:

Painting all of my WH40k minis in a manner I can post it on dA
Sculpt my own minis
following are planned: Waaghbosses, Ork Pop Rokkas, Greater Demons, Weirdboys like I imagine them

But HOW should I realize this, I am sitting in a course that I have to attend.
Whats that "course" all about? Sitting 4 hours a day in front of a PC and writing application letters, not that I can't do that at home <_<

The ppl in here talk so much BS I want to run outside screaming like a madmen and fling poop at them all

So if anyone knows how to do something productive in here please tell me
Just consider the following: PCs dont have any kind of usable Tools apart of Excell, Word and Gimp, almost everything worth the while is locked by the admins (pages with flash or js, forget it) and even the save on the HDD functions is disabled *hurgh* :pissedoff:

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css .. huh?

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 2, 2008, 6:17 PM
  • Listening to: chirping of birds
  • Reading: irc
  • Watching: nothing really
  • Playing: Super Paper Mario
  • Eating: Pudding
  • Drinking: Water Water Water
Yeeha, new header, whatever, the most Important thing first

OK, I started  playing around with CSS for my Journal

I should be in bed, but un un, I wanted to do this

I know, it looks crappy atm, sry, I still need to learn what colors go together and which look like poop

I might start working on a devID and headers and so, but it will take time

Please if you stumble over my journal and have the time, leave comments ^^

German and English  would be OK^^

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Please gieve ar con, and give me a bit of talentxD

Journal Entry: Sat May 31, 2008, 4:10 AM
  • Listening to: radio after doing this
  • Reading: irc
  • Watching: nothing really
  • Playing: ffxi
  • Eating: eyscream
  • Drinking: water
Yeeha, new header, whatever, the most Important thing first

I dont know who originally started this, i just wanted to have some fun with it :D
So here I go

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on SHUFFLE
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name
5. Put this on your journal

Let's get started guys!!!

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
"Black Diamond" - Yoshiki [no idea lol]

2. How would you describe yourself?
"Pose" - hide [somehow fitting lol 010101]

3. What do you like in a guy(lets make this girl:D)?
"The Pig War" -Minus the Bear [i need to delete some songs <_<]

4. How do you feel today?
"Ms. Jackson" - Outkast [...(°.o)/]

5. What is your life's purpose?
"Honky Tonk Women" -  Roling Stones [cant een remeber that i had that song xD]

6. What is your motto?
"I just Called to say I love you"  - Stevie Wonder

7. What do your friends think of you?
"Dangerous Power" Gabriel & Dresden [harharharharhar]

8. What do you think of your parents?
"Born to be Bone" - Gitaroo man OST

9. What do you think about very often?
"Mercury Rising" From Automn to Ashes [wth]

10. What is 2 + 2?
"Rocket" - Smashing Pumkins

11. What do you think of your best friend?
"being"-kotoko [dont know exactly what she's singing so ]

12. What do you think of the person you like?
"Cowgirl" - Underworld [ the person I like like this song so  <3]

13. What is your life story?
"Without you I am nothing" - Placebo

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
"Cyclops" - Overdrive [i wanna be a x men]

15. What will you dance at your wedding?
"Endless Skies" - VNV Nation

16. What will they play at your funeral?
"A Final Dream" - Nightwish [ weird no? ]

17. What is your hobby/interest?
"Fading Like a Flower" - Roxette

18. What is your biggest fear?
"Links 2 3 4" Rammstein

19. What is your biggest secret?
" Ein Song Names Schunder" - Die Ärzte [me promise, me never hit anyone]

20. What do you think of your friends?
"Small time Shoot'em Up" Massive Attack

21. What will you post this as?
"Marry of the Blood" - d'espairs ray [hahahahahaha]

Whom should I tag I wonder
:iconlilayane: and :icons-s-sara: and  :iconakisrebirth:


its WAY to hot to day to post more

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Wed Apr 30, 2008, 6:59 PM
  • Reading: irc
  • Watching: echi drawings
  • Drinking: water
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Holy hell, whats wrong with you guys out there:

Some things I encountered the last few weeks:

People look up something labeled as "Mature Content"
these people who look it up, jump the Artists with
WAH YOU DO PORN or if the boobs arent Watermelon sized

And start going on a rampage with reporting people for porn. or similar things.

Its seems people don't know what porn is anymore, and, this is strange, because statistics say that porn is the most searched word in many search engines.

What is your REAL problem?
Is the artist better than you are? Are you some kinde of internet police, reporting every single chicken shit to the mods? Dont you recognize the difference between
Partly Nudeness
Nudeness with showing the "good parts" in an  inapropriate manner
and sexual intercourse between whatever and whatever?

Also to those "You **** pedo" lemmings:

Because somethings is drawn looking young, it doesnt make the artist pedo, it doesnt make the watcher and fav+ pedo, its just art.

Yeah there ARE drawings that are considerable as child porn, to realistic and so,but hey learn the difference.

If you are offended by nudenes, than don't look it up.

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roa.. wait wheres the car

Wed Apr 16, 2008, 8:07 PM
  • Listening to: chirping birds
  • Reading: proof reading my japanese homeworl
  • Watching: cute drawings
  • Drinking: water and coke zero
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Lions but no car's
I messed up, maybe I still will try to clear the mess, but I don't want to see that vid again


new projects will await me :D

So, if YOU want me to make a video for you, write me:
What kind of video, what do want to be seen or what should be the subject
Music: if its for your private only use, no comercial usage, you can wish for everything, if you want to broadcast it or so, I need either music without any rights similar, I don't want anny lawsuits because of using copyrighted stuff

Excuse this louse layout, I just suck at css, or better said, I never tried it

oh yeah, Konata  rocks !

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lions go roar :3

Sat Apr 12, 2008, 1:44 PM
  • Listening to: PVD - For an Angel
  • Reading: n95 handbook and fcp handbook
  • Watching: my files beeing uploaded
  • Playing: fuddling with the video
  • Drinking: water

Well, yesterday, I got my "Go!" for the young Lions award

What we have to do: Make a video advertisment, that should sensitize  people to the topic "Homeless people need Help" *hard to translate into english for me*

We ne to do this for the a Company that provides homes for the homeless. For those seeking help, and also those that don't know about it. It should not only sensitize but also should breing  new supporters, because social projects like these need money and also donations in kind

We should record it with a N95 and are allowed to use  our pcs for cuttings

i wold rather use my panasonic, but hei, why make it easy xD

wah  19 hours left until deadline

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headache .. sucks~

Tue Apr 8, 2008, 6:30 AM
  • Listening to: PVD - For an Angel
  • Reading: waka made by &amp;#34633;&amp;#20024; (hyaku nin i
  • Watching: my professor
  • Playing: hyaku nin isshu
  • Eating: coughing pastiles
  • Drinking: coke zero

So yeah, I wasn't online "long" time well, I check dev almost daily normaly, but i felt sick and wanted to play FFXI whil beeing ill .. and learning japanese while doing so

Some japanese guy said ma Japanese is fine, but than again, another one said to me, a gainjin talking Japanese is like seeing a talking horse. Well I really laughed, and I know my Japanese is bad, so that guy mentioned before just was polite, and very patient ^^

well i still am sick, eating coughing pastiles like crazy same with medicaments against cold and flu like thingys

today i started my prework for the FFXI Meme, the guiy beneath me said "this doesnt make any sense... well excuse me mr beeing chased by mnultible enemys and than dyeing of poison and dia is absolute out of place .. maybe he didnt get that galka hitting on the dead female body =.=

some parts of my drawings reeally look like shit, yea, harsh said, but my drawing skills still suck i hope you  like it either way and taht you will laugh :)

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yay am a subscriber

Sun Mar 16, 2008, 1:23 PM
  • Listening to: PVD - For an Angel
  • Reading: irc bull
  • Watching: still devs on dA
  • Eating: pls no food :x
  • Drinking: water and my meds against the cold/flu *yuck*

So OK I am a Subscriber now, I just have to fgure out what new things I can do, so how to make fancy journals with nice gfx and so :D

finaly the stamps work, thx for the ffxi one btw, I looove it :D

So no I gonna  HAVE to do more stuff, also it gonna suck at first, please be patient with me, and my english :D

And yeah my english isn't the best, but I understand almost everything (just some strange words I have to look up) :D

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  • Listening to: PVD - For an Angel
  • Reading: msn conversations
  • Watching: some artworks on dA
  • Eating: pls no food :x
  • Drinking: my hot drink against flu
Yeah, I know talking in Captions is stuuupid xD but what evar

So I am into those pixel arts now, at least I wanna be. I want to make an avatar of a bear, I said so earlier, but I suck, really  OK never did it before but hei ;_;

and than, I am thinking about buying this special deviant thingy so I can do more, but atm I am broke =_= well new cam ne japanese learning material + my meds so I am able to gel healthy again (damn flu)

So if anyone want to give me tipps on Pixelart, or how to make a good looking devID or how to make those fancy looking journal thingys, go ahead make my day xD


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OK so, my dear watchers, if u are still alive, Its time for cake, not for pie

Well no not really.

New Semester, I am motivated to learn Japanese, but Kanji suck. I could hit someone right now, 315 kanji I need to know till this friday and I barley know 100. Damn u On Style reading.

With my new motivation inreading and learning Japanese, I am getting new working motivation while looking at deviations from Japanese ppls in my watchlist

Know, I want to make a new avatar, the osaka/starcraft thing is old and I need something funny. Maybe a yawning bear with a panty on its head? NO I DONT WANNA COPY teruchan.
Why a bear? Well my shortname  for my real name is Petz, Petz is also a name for Bears in german fables. I tend to be sleepy and a bit perverted.
So but how do I make pixel art for a yawning perverted bear?

Then I want to make my new AMV, I cant show it here due license problems (well nothing rly new no? ) and I am to lazy to make a normal video..

Want to make me something for you? tell me, my drawings might look rather crappy but I need something set for training my skills, I lack of new Ideas, I dont know why, I hate this fact, but I can't help it yet


Today I bought my new cam: a Nikon S200 .. to bad the SD card I bought doesnt work with it, happy my old one from my Sony moblie worked (so its NOT the cam :D)

Recently I thought, why dont upload some pictures taken at concerts, while my K600i doesn't make the best pictures, it feels just more event like ^^
  • Listening to: Students babbling, soon my iPod
  • Reading: Kanji list and &amp;#26032;&amp;#25991;&amp;#21270
  • Watching: students
  • Eating: nothing anymore
  • Drinking: coke zero
After I decided to skip my morning lecture, in favor of sleeping 3 more hours. I got fresh into my Japanese lessons, with my (crap) DSC-S40 in my Bag, with the Idea to look for something good to take pictures of.

No good moments
To slow camera to  capture birds that just spread their wings to fly away; It would have been a perfect angle ;_;
Some good stuff, but it doesn't look THAT impressive

Well Nevertheless, I got myself the Tryout of Adobe Lightroom and I gonna mess around a bit with it. Maybe the one Picture DOES look great, I sure hope so.

Then I am HIGHLY motivateed to:
start Learning for the next 5 exams, next week (well guess the motivation ;) )
start drawing again, also my pictures look always a bit odd
doing my homework beforehand, where I know what the next one gonna be, so I have more time for being artistic (lol)
and improve my NLP skills, for even more motivation
  • Listening to: J rock - X Japan
  • Reading: Lightroom istructions Final Cut Tutorials
  • Watching: The light of the neighborhood being lit
  • Eating: Weight Watcher Potato Chips
  • Drinking: Water
Well, after refreshing my WoW Account, buying Burning Crusade, I wanted to do something new  (at least for me). Always being a fan of the Demon Hunter because of his twin blades and his balls to betray even godlike creatures.

I searched some stupid picture of myself and started  messing around in photoshop, with my g4 iBook, which still misses  528 MB RAM. well it was a bit strange, but I figured it out somehow.

Well I had to do something else, hurray for studying -_-, I closed down my iBook and shut it down, and guess what I didn't do, click on "save" before exiting PS -_-

Well It wasn't that much of a loss, just annoying part 1.

Afterwards I stared playing Heros of Mana, had a fight, finished it and right before I cold do the next save, battery == empty, I really hoped it would at least remain till I can save again. Even more annoyed >_<

Next WC3. Yeah you REALLY CAN GET PISSED in the bnet.  Either Towering nightelves or opponents with to much luck for a single match, I almost smashed my 2 day old Mouse because of this.

OK I wanted to calm myself and  play a bit with Final Cut , well I had it from an University course where we got it for educational purposes, after I updated to leopard I needed the S/N again, well so much for having a legit Final Cut, if i don't want to "pirate" it now I have to spend a lot of money

And the worst thing, my new dance mat has strange diameters for its singel pads, my feet are longer then a Pad, so sometimes I press more then 1 panel and it counts miss

Well. this were some REALLY annoying things this day ... worst of it all, it happen from 16 to 23:00

Tomorrow will be better, I wont be  "forced" to go into the blizzard kind snow outside.
  • Playing: WC3 WoW
  • Drinking: Water