I lay here, cold on the floor.
Things around me are dark, they mean nothing to me.
I breathe but not deep, what does this mean?
My voice is shallow and quivers, why am I like this?
Not a light shines to guide me forward and not a hand reaches to pull me back.
I lie in stalemate between me and the ground.
The only noise I hear is the noise of tears dropping to the ground.
I feel the want to lash out because showing any expression right now would tell me I'm alright.
Why am I like this, should I really be feeling this way?
I want something bright to come into this life but all I get is left in the dark.
Can things change
will they change?
Why is it that the pain inside matches the pain outside as well?
When did this all happen, how did I go wrong?
If I could take it all back would things still be this way?
What if I just gave in and accepted it as another one of my punishments?
Would I still hurt
would I still be lying here?
If I lie here longer, maybe the answer will come to