Bones and Harmony - Trees and Air

As a mirror to the recent journal

Soul gets love, Soul is love, love needs soul, a being, a thought, a lifestyle. You.

Be a stone, meditate your bones, love the feel to be just there. Every day for five minutes. Never useless, never wrong (in terms of feeling like a failure). Just feel... you. As is, no mind on discovery, but bones and muscles to be felt. Which just are, don't plaque them with badging and titleing, or calling them sick. It's  a state of living which shows on your body, so don't judge your body for your state of living. Please, keep the forcing of imagination away. But, keep sensualisation of the feeling awake, remember them by body. By heart. By belly, by skin. Feel the winds, and don't analyze. Don't mind. Like when the sun embraces your shoulder and neck... Enjoy. Your while with nothing but you. And, if you felt pinched by the use of the word "nothing"... imagine how light it must feel, nothing. Like a little stone. Be brave. Then, go back to your function in life, your state of living, without the need for the "stone", or the fear of loosing it, or the image of yourself which you're used to. Keep the stone like a memorizer for weight, nothing else.


It resembles your memory of feeling totally within, in case your forget yourself due to strict functionality and mindful focus. Don't mind, and find. The memory without the canvas, which itself can lead to desire due to timed bombardment of influences nowadays. So much stuff, so much happenings, so many many many maaaany of us. The mesh is... strangled. Reconnect to yourself in five wonderful nice minutes. Ignore your "stational thinking", when you're not needed at station. And just .. be .. where you are. Don't split yourself. Just be body. YOu are in there, you can't get lost if you don't mind feeling off for a moment... off grid, maybe.


And then meet some buddies or any person of trust which is not-related to your lifestyle-function. To share the message of how free you suddenly feel. And then, go and share it with those of lifestyle, job, and choice of how you want to live. And maybe some day, all of those... are only one single thing to you, cause you. don't need to split up anymore. Feeling complete, but hungry. Not exhausted, but refreshed. Imagine your intestines digesting. And then see your mind digesting. What would you say if you keep to "sh**" for so long..? And then, remember the stone we talked about above.


Within your true nature then, with the nicest image of your inner well, and let your soul order love to be free from the heart, even to yourself, maybe a well of tears breaks through, you never know. Wet to be able to be dry to hot moments. Natural rationality without any influence. Intuition. Pure e(lektron)-motion, with the best choice and feel of being in between of whatever. Feeling complete, and ready for everything.