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No Ending Here by chibipandora No Ending Here by chibipandora
Boys always say that, right?

They want to be your only. forever.

Its not like he asked me to marry him. But for the first few months I wasn't the only one who could swear he was just short of it.

And I wasn't the only one surprised when he left me.

I didn't let myself be blinded by his flashy ideas of a world where someone actually loved me for months. Months of just sighing or playing along with the idea, because it was sweet, but amongst friends laughing at the thought.

But sooner or later these things catch up with you. I'd look at a beautiful place and wonder if it would work for a wedding. I had many, many diffrent plans for the future because I was working around someone else in my head. I was planning a future that wasn't just mine.

And so its natural that my little heart is quite broken. He never proposed. He didn't really get anything near it. ... but I still feel like it was stollen from me.

I am far too young to be feeling like this.
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Sahinxthedevil Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
This Drawing makes me feel empathy! Strange and delightful. Also Not all boys are stupid, But we are all assholes. I'm going through something similar right now but I don't think she's stupid, I just think she's being an asshole. I blame genetics.
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RevolverEcho Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2007  Hobbyist Artist
there's always reasons behind someones actions right? for the most part, men suck at expressing these feelings or saying them at all. :shrug: hopefully there's a good reason why he didn't follow through...could be something that eventually would be for the best.

beautiful and emotional drawing :heart:
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2007
Its hard to say right now, right. And I am trying to see it from a bigger picture where everything happens for a reason, but... its a hard thing.

:hug: thank you for your kind comment!
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Cha-ki Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007
I am so sorry for you. I think I understand, even though it hasn't happened to me personally. Something similar just happened to a friend, and she was pretty shattered for a while, especially since he started going out with one of her other friends immediatley afterwards. With the way guys act sometimes, it's a miracle the human race continues.

Your picture is so beautiful, but so sad. I have no idea what to say, except :hug: and eventually, it won't hurt so much. Just remember that there are other people who love you, and more to come in the future.
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007
He hasn't done that yet, and I say yet, because I wouldn't put it past him. He so far as made a point to make sure I know just how well everything is going for him, as far as jobs and living situation. Because, yes, guys are really really stupid.

I believe you and if nothing else comes from this experience, I have learned how much my other friends love me. It just doesn't make sense why I still feel so bad. I really should be over this by now...

But I really apperciate the hug :hug: !
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DracheaRannak Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007   Digital Artist
You made your poit... a very valid one :)
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007
Thank you. :hug:
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WolfKoujitheGreat Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2007  Student General Artist
*sigh* And here comes the whole barrel of "life sucks, boys suck, and I really wanna kick myself," kinda feeling. Wow. How did I manage to feel this way? lol Wait, I shouldn't be laughing. Eh, no, it's good for me. And now I'm confusing myself. I do that a lot. Though, I do know one thing. You need... a hug (even if it's only a cyber hug, a hug's a hug) :hug:

This picture speaks a lot to me... it really reflects a lot of the feelings I, personally, am feeling right now. Seriously, why must we girls put ourselves through this? Or maybe it's not us, it's just.... Hell if I know. I just know I shouldn't be feeling like this... I don't even want to think about such things until I'm at least twenty five... or... something.... .__.

Take care of yourself... it's been a long time since you submitted anything or posted a journal.
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2007
:cling: Sure sounds like you've the same sort of feelings going on. I feel for you. Its an horrible feeling. It really is.
I know it sounds terrible, but I am kind of gald you could see yourself in this picture. I know I'm not the only girl who has had this happen to her. I mean, odds are most girls have this happen at least once. Why? Because boys are stupid stupid stupid!!! ... not mature, but the only answer I can find.

X_x I stopped posting things about the time I started dating him, so in theory, I should be back to posting now XP
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WolfKoujitheGreat Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2007  Student General Artist
Yeah... but you know... It's always comforting to know that someone can understand what it feels like and to talk about it, even a little, with them. So, it really doesn't sound all that terrible. And, well, boys really can be stupid. Really stupid. But, so can girls. XD It's human nature. We fumble around and make stupid mistakes. Sometimes it seems like boys can be even more stupid though, and I understand what you mean. >_<

hehe Then it's safe to say... 'welcome back?' :giggle:
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2007
Yeah. We're all human, but girl's stupid is... less stupid. I agree with you. Its diffrent. Boys tend to think less about things and that causes a lot of problems. Girls tend to over think which can also cause problems.

I donno. I'm confusing myself.

^_^ and yes. I'd like to think I'll be more active on DA now!
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WolfKoujitheGreat Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2007  Student General Artist
Yes, that sounds about right. Boys don't think enough and girls often think too much... Though it's usually better to think too much than not enough... or something along those lines. But then, there are a few boys of the more intelligent kind... it just takes a lot of searching, I guess. *sigh* I hate that part.

hehe ^_^ Then it's a "welcome back" for you. *gives you cookies* :3
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2007
x_x Even the intelligent ones can make killer mistakes with people though. Boys simply aren't brought up the way girls are to understand feelings.

*nibbles on cookie* Thanks!
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WolfKoujitheGreat Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2007  Student General Artist
It definitely seems so >_< It's so frustrating. *sigh* Whyyy

:giggle: You're welcome :3
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hokuto Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2007
:hug:

The colors of this are absolutely perfect, and it has such a melancholy feeling... It is beautiful work, even if painful. ;o;
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2007
:hug: Thank you. Drawing is really theraputic and to hear that I can convay how I'm feeling feels good.
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