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Loves me not by chibipandora Loves me not by chibipandora
Its not unfair to want to find someone signifant to love. It doesn't mean you're not complete in yourself.
You can be all you and still be lonely. ... I hear so often when I say I want someone to love me and be important to me that I need to be happy with myself first. Like wanting a boyfriend is a sign you aren't happy with yourself.
And I heard it from everyone, so figured they were right.
... but I've decided you're all wrong.

And stop telling me I'm too young. I'm adult now...

... okay, it felt weird writing that...

But... then, when you try to explain it as "I want a boyfriend so I can finaly have a boyfriend damnit!" they don't understand that it has a lot more do with finding someone to listen to you and care for you above everyone else. That it doesn't have anything do with not being happy with yourself. It has to do with that you can only keep talking to yourself for so long before you really ARE talking to yourself.

... or maybe I just need to find friends who will listen to me x_x ?

whatever.

you guys asked for the same ol' same ol' on the poll... so here you are. Orginaly I was like "I shall spam them with mr. purple hair man!" but then this happened...and... well... poor mr. purple hair man...

Picture made me realize what little time I have for pictures anymore. Before I never gave anythought to how many hours I spend on a picture. Now I'm starting to have to be painful aware of them.
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strawberrybullet Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2005
the sentiment is quite understandable, as talking to yourself can get rather tiresome and redundant. i do like the picture, though. i's probably said this before, but your art has a very dreamlike quality that i find it difficult to not get attatched to. ^^

anyway, please feel better.
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2005
awww thank you very much.
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squidlarkin Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2005  Hobbyist Digital Artist
wow, it's such a nice pic! i love how you color hair...

you know, i never really thought about wanting a boyfriend meaning that you're not happy with yourself o.O
i've always kinda wished i were dating, and yet i've been avoinding it like the plauge... what is up with that?
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2005
o_o; Well, it might also be a nice way of telling me "ain't gonna happen deary"

>_>; I had the chance to date.... <_< but I didn't expect him to say yes. o___o so when he did I avoided him for a month until he got a girlfriend.
... yep. I've probably told you that story already.
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squidlarkin Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2005  Hobbyist Digital Artist
you know, i don't think i've heard that one actually... or maybe i only heard half of it...
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hokuto Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2005
It does have a peaceful feel - rather wistful, I would say. The colors are so glowy and lovely...

Yeah, it's perfectly okay to want a boyfriend. I wouldn't mind one myself, I just have - bizarre standards for guys. ^^;
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2005
:giggle: Bizarre standards seem to be even more difficult for them to meet up to than just highstandards.
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auriond Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2005
:hug: just wait and be patient...

As for what other people think, so long as you know you're not lacking, it doesn't really matter what reason they think you have for wanting a boyfriend. ^^
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2005
^^; I'm not looking for the love of my life or any of that stuff... just some guy whose willing to take me to dinner and a movie. So now I'm starting to get impatient...

:hug: I appercaite the support.
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Courei Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2005
I understand. Some of my friends will be talking about how long its been since they've had a significant other and I'll say "Shut up dammit! Eighteen years and counting!" *sigh...*

Anyways, the sky and the grass could use a little 'oomph'. More of a gradient change for the sky and something to add more texture to the grass, because they look really flat right now. Darkening them both would definitely make her white dress pop out, and add to the feeling of desolation. Right now, its a bit too pastel to for sadness.

>_> If that makes any sense to you. Its all my art classes showing.
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2005
Yeah, thats what I always want to say. x_x; but I'll just nod instead.

Well, to be honest, the title is kinda bad for the peice because I don't want it to be sad. Just kinda peaceful? I couldn't think of anything else to put for the title though. I do agree all the same though. The grass is painfully flat, but I'm afraid I don't know how to make it popout anymore than that.
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bird1982 Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2005
aww... that is very true... wanting someone never meant that you don't love yourself. you just feel it's time to share the love. maybe i could email you a song from a local band here... just don't know if the fed's would see it as malicious (hehehe paranoia overload). time spent on a pic... maybe you just start to see in a viewers perspective (does that make any sense ^^;) anyway you might just want to do more that's why you're seeing the time...

about the pic i love the style. but i just can't help but wonder if the gal is stuck in a hole on the ground. the skirt looks too flat the it seems she ain't kneeling or sitting... even i do that mistake many times :D

anyway there are times that you should do what you feel and not mind other people and i concer that this is one of those sitch. just do your best in life and spread the love :D :love:
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chibipandora Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2005
I don't know if they would or not either, but if you're feeling brave I would be happy to hear it.

x_x I know what you mean with the skirt, but... I kinda hit this frusteration with trying to get the rest of it right that by the time I got to the skirt I had pretty decided I had spent as much time on the picture as I was planning to spend. >.> so shes melting.

^_^; on the upside, I don't have anyone to date right now anyway, so what they say either way doesn't really mater..
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bird1982 Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2005
at least you've got froggy for company :giggle: i'll give it a try, sending you the mp3 via e-mail. good luck with romantic love and let's all get a natural high with life :D
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