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I finally said it. I realized how much I hate that class when after the chorus concert tonight I cried the entire drive home.

Why did I cry? Because my chorus sucks, we looked like fucking idiots next to vocal ensemble and select woman's. We can barely sing in three-part harmony and the other two were doing five and six part. We had ONE acapella (no instruments) song and since we kept screwing it up we had the pianist play it with us. The other choirs sang ALL of their songs acapella.

Yeah, I realize that it's my fault because I didn't audition for a better choir, but I didn't know that concert choir was a complete JOKE.

Lately I've been feeling like I'm losing any and all talent I ever had. I didn't get a part in the musical, I auditioned for two youtube groups and didn't get into either (one AMV and one cosplay), I didn't get the ensemble part I wanted in the musical (I wanted to be a hunch but I got in the jungle with half of the damn cast), and I just feel like I'm losing my singing ability.

My mom said she'll look for a voice teacher but knowing her, she'll forget. Even if she does find one I know that they won't be nearly as good as Miss Jenn, my ninth grade voice teacher.


... Damn, I'm really complaining a lot, aren't I?

... So... How was your day?
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TTGirlFan Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey... sorry bout' your choir and its not you whose losing the voice tone/beauty its the choir and i have been through the same thing. I've heard you sing i know you can carry a tune that's why i so look forward to summer cuz i can sing with you and sing comfortably cuz i know what you're capable of. not a lot of my friends in school can sing in fact most of them resent choir because they were rejected and were angry with the teacher, which is completely unfair. I know you can sing so don't give up...promise?
CheshireMax Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2009

It makes me angry D:<
TTGirlFan Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
well will coming to my b-day party on Nov.7 at the sterling bowling alley with a whole bunch of my no-talent-n-sangin friends and haley put a smile on your purdy face :bucktooth:
elenblaith Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2009
what is this party I haven't heard about. pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft
TTGirlFan Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
the one you know you're invited to.
CheshireMax Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2009
I dunno if I can come.
I'll try. It depends if the cardboard box I stayed in before is still in the street or if the garbage people took it. xD
TTGirlFan Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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