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It was a lie, everything. I couldn't take it though, I wasn't good enough for for him - no, I wasn't good enough for anyone. I could never love enough, I deserved to be alone; the texts were fake of course, but no-one had to know. He had moved on. No-one cared to ask why I hadn't, I was the cheat after all.

I split us up, I caused the band to fall apart too. I was self-destructive, I am a liar. Not a cheat, but they could think what they wanted; it was best that he saw me as that too. Even though I never expected a goodbye from him, it hurt to see his stuff gone...Only a note to show that he was even there, the pictures looked like ghosts now.

It was hard seeing him happy, I immersed myself with work; even pushed my friends-my brothers away. I didn't expect that to get his attention, the phone-calls shook me at first, I soon ignored them too. My focus was to not screw up another band. I needed him though, but he wasn't mine any more; he was shining, I couldn't shit all over that.

Knowing that today, we were in the same hotel together; it made my stomach turn, as the night continued undisturbed, I began to immerse myself. Promises forgot. He promised that he'd stay forever, liar. I promised that I'd never slip again. Clean, calm, collected...

Lost.

Liar!

I thought about his happy face, with his boyfriend and I'm alone, it fitted; I deserved it. Everything only looked worse as I continued to drink, a knock at the door startled me, I answered it without thinking. There he stood, perfect as always. Me? Drunk, fat, tired; covered in fading scars...Ugly, unwanted.

And he kissed me. I didn't react for a moment, then all those horrible thoughts made me push him away, "Joey." He spoke so quietly, softly. Did his boyfriend know he was here? He reached out and I slapped his hand away; he didn't need me.

"Don't touch me!" I tried to scream, but I wasn't much louder than him, and he hugged me, I cried. I cried so hard that I was sure that I'd run out of tears, "G-Go away, Wednesday."

He just hugged me tighter, idiot, "Never again. I know the truth now, I'm yours if you want me."

I sniffled, I didn't understand him; I was a liar...Except one thing, "I love you. Forever."

"I can never let that go. I lied too, I'm sorry. I love you, very much. Forgive me?" Wednesday spoke so calmly, my anger died; I was his, he was mine. We belonged together.

I shook my head, "There's nothing to forgive." I let Wednesday pick me up. He closed the door, then we laid in my bed together; cuddling, happy...Loved. Forgiven. No more hiding now.
This is a sequel to "Who's David?" Even though that was only supposed to be a OneShot. I got feels, so I just had to write this.

I still can't write endings

Warnings: Mentions of self-harm and alcohol abuse

Disclaimer:
 ©Joseph Poole ("Wednesday 13") to himself.©
©Nathan "Joey" Jordison to himself.©
©Story line and idea to me.©

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Joeyjordisonmiamor Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014
I loved !!!
chee-wee i love you!!!
<3 <3!! (~O3O)~
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chee-wee Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Student Writer
Oh thank you! :aww:
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AleciaBeth Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014
Girl, i have to say, that i fucking love you.

I read all your fanfics. I hope that one day you can make a fanfic for me :3 you're the best asdasd. (Sorry for my bad english hahaha) 
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chee-wee Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks :aww:

Depends on what type of fanfic, and what pairing :)
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AleciaBeth Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014
Omg i'm shaking o__o you're like a fucking queen for me.

I was talking with a girl in Archiveofourown and she is ''making me'' a fanfic with girl!Joey x Mick(With smut and all that, the typical) But with Girl!joey. She told me that she was working on it in July... plop.

If you want to try(???)... for me there is no problem, in fact you'd do me very happy and would fulfill one of my strange fantasies.

Keep writing, lots of love 4 u haha 
and sorry for my bad english :x
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chee-wee Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Student Writer
Ah, ha, thank you so much!! :hug:

I'll see what I can do!
 But, I'm at college for a bit on Wednesday, so I won't start writing anything until Thursday, and it should be done before I go back on the 8th :aww:
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AleciaBeth Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014
It's okay, you're the best x3 
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