Well... I officially turned down the offer from a prestigious school (Which by the way the school I always wanted to go.)
I will now pursue Architecture in a local college/University. But still... huhu. Such a waste.
The reason I turned it down?
+ My mom needs me. If I leave then she will be left with the people she dislikes in this house.
+ My sister is studying to be a doctor. So yeah lots of money will be needed and i dont want to be another addition work load for my mom.
+ Spoon feeding? I guess so.
Well at least I'm with my big brother.
Got my letter from the university where I will pursue architecture. And on April 6 I will be taking
the drawing examination on the campus. This is my first time feeling the pressure on drawing.
Drawing has been my partner in boredom and imagination. And now my drawing depends
on my future. gods -__-
My mom keeps on telling me start drawing houses! "I only see you drawing people."
The pressure is getting to me. I keep messing up. :((
I need all the help I can get. I just hope on my exam day my pencil wont break.
Summer is supposed to be my resting months. Forgetting all the things that give me stress. But I'm a senior high school student now and college entrance exams are coming soon. =___= My summer will be hectic. Studying all day. With all the studying I wont be able to read Throne of Fire, City of Ashes, Son of Neptune. =(( All the good books! I guess I will be reading them when I'm 20 O___O