in hopes to finally end what has been haunting me for years, i must finally come into the terms in confessing what has brought me into this mess in the 2nd place (again)
that edited picture sawa constantly keeps talking about. yes, i did it. it was something i regretted making even till then and i'm terribly sorry i've made it in the first place.
sawa, i am sorry what i did, and i wish i could fix these scars for you somehow but i know i can't. i just hope you can eventually forgive me for my sins and move on from this some day. you're one talented artist, and i feel like you should focus more on what you can do than what happend in the past. because in comparison to me, i believe you CAN actually become something with that talent.
and now, for those who still don't get it, i'm gonna say it for the last time.
LEAVE SAWA ALONE!!!
i'm tired of this drama being played out any further because some people out there who still can't leave her be because of this. and yes, i too wished to be left alone about this drama, but we will never get to an end to this, if neither of us are being left alone with it. so please just stop
let her be already, please.