ChangelingButterfly

If I hadn’t had to go then I could have at least been there to tell him everything is ok and I love him. I could have held him and been able to say goodbye.
I hope the school system is happy. They already switched over to common core, which turned a bunch of the students me included, into failing students. Before that we had A’s and B’s. Before that we could actually understand what was on the board. I passed a test one year, but instead of passing they literally sent us a flipping letter telling us that my score had to be dumbed down for social justice. The school system is pathetic. It really is. The school is disgusting because a lot of it is dirty. There are flipping melted popsicles in the floor that look like they’ve been there since HALF A MONTH AGO. Peices of the cieling have fallen on my desk, there are flipping roaches running across the floor in the middle of class, I can’t wait until I can get into an online school. This is pathetic. It’s disgusting and I can’t stand this place. Thank God I’ve only got a few more weeks left in this mess.

I’m back for today at least. Trying to give llamas to everyone who has given me one. I appreciate it, thank you.
I disappeared for a while because life got too hectic to deal with anything and it just got a whole lot worse on the 3rd. My cat Shilo who had been sick for a little over a week and had been refusing to eat or drink water died. Of all the places I could find him? The litter box. He died in that stupid disgusting box while I was at the biggest waste of my time of my life. The school I go to isn’t even that great and I could have stayed home but no. I just had to go that day. There are two classes I’m not passing. I felt sick and should have stayed home but if I had then the truency maniacs would harrass my family for weeks on end. Try to take my sibling and I from our parents, throw my mom in court or possibly prison, and act like the worst people on the planet.
I want to beat my head into the nearest wall.