CGIgal

Didn’t know you were gone…….but still I will always love your work, rip

You are so very loved and missed.

It is almost your birthday, was always pleasant that we had a birthday in the same month.

Zerna, Coco, Jeremy, we all talk like you are still with us, because you are.

Always in our thoughts!

I know I said I wouldn't be commenting again, but with it being almost a year, just wanted to tell you that I have gotten really into Fallout again.

One of these days, I am going to visit Searchlight, whenever I can go to the States again. "Very trippy town", as you described it, makes me really want to see it.

You really would have loved New Vegas! Especially since you had been to Las Vegas several times before.

It's about at the year mark, now...just overly emotional lately, I miss you so much. Grounded 2 just came out, I know you would have adored it, it's so much fun. I wish we'd gotten to play the first one together, you went on about it so much. I didn't get into it in time while you were but we would have built so much cool shit. I'll play the hell out of the second game and enjoy it for the both of us.

I told Gvoz I had a dream about you the other day...dreamed you messaged me on Discord like normal, all chatty and cheerful like always and I was so happy and I made small talk like we used to. Then after a couple minutes I said "wait, how is this possible you're gone" and I saw Discord's message of "This person is typing..." and I was staring at it and staring at it and desperately waiting for you to SAY something

and then I just woke up.

I miss you so so much.

I know we haven't spoken in a while, especially with life getting in the way and we both moving on on our own paths.

I wished we could've spoken more these past few years. I saw your name pop up on steam and I've thought about you. I wished I could've said something when I have, and I regret not being there for you more.

I will cherish the memories we've had, you were always a joy to be around and your never ending support was always welcomed. I remember the silly talks we had, you showing my the wonderful pictures, your drive to learn and do things to spark joy in your life. I will treasure those memories dearly.

Thank you for allowing me to be one of the people you considered a friend. I will miss you and hope you are at peace now. Maybe in another life we will meet again.