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here are the thoughts of my corrupt and broken mind that i draw onto paper for all to see. enjhoi ~
moar coming soon (hopefully)


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wHAt's LiFE?
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States

i dunno what to put here


You've made me

Worst than all of them combined.


Whatever happened
When we talked so much.
When we were never apart much at all.

When I always knew that you'd be there for me the next day.
When you lifted my heart up every time I needed it.
When we role-played.
When we loved each other.

Give me a better reason why you're cease to all that.


If you knew what I've gone through and what could potentially happen, then why did you
Leave. Considering you left earlier than all the rest. It hurts. Bad.
Cease to speak for 2 weeks; maybe longer.
Tease me whenever you felt like it.
Shorten our convers--.. I can't even call them that anymore since how short they are.
I understand and know why you left. But you aren't trying hard enough for me. Please.


This isn't fair. None of this is. Yet no matter how much
I plead.
I try my best to get you to speak.
I ask of you to help me with my bad thoughts and emotions.
I message you every so often due to lack of confidence.
I try not to get you to panic etc. yet I end up making you. Causing you to leave for a certain amount of days.
I try not to inflict pain onto myself. Not that I have already. Just.. thinking.
I try not to let the bad emotions slip.
I try not to listen to bad music every night, causing panic attacks.
My needs and requirements... are never met since that very day you quit messaging me as often as you did.


I miss when we used to
Stay up until 3am talking, until one of us falls asleep.
The ability to voice chat for convenience and better mood.
Thinking that this would never end.
Smile together.
Be abnormal together.
..Have the ability to love--.

I have realized overtime that.. nothing lasts long. But.. things like this and above should never be short.. Especially a person like me a-and you.


I have a few questions to ask of you-- if you'll listen this time
Where will we be in 5-10 years?
Will this be the on-going sameness I'm receiving?
Will we ever be able to love again?
Will you speak to me soon enough?
What's the real reason why you can't help not accommodating me? E-..especially when I need it--?
I know all of these answers of your's will be an "I don't know." But I want you to really think, and consider upon these questions, and what I have written for you.
If you're crying at this point, having any signs of attacks, and got this far; that means you cared enough about me to read through this poem of mine. I-..I hope you're h-holding up so far.
I'll always love you, Linn. You're just too overwhelmed and don't know why and how much yet to understand the things that I do and acknowledge it.

Sincerely, your favorite best-est friend,
                       Max. Huggle! Sadness  Ashamed 


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Starfire-Productions Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the +fav on 'Quiet Grace' :)
jenyvess Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2018
+fav bonjour  et merci!
Southrobin Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2018
Thanks for the faves on my art, appreciated! :hug:
If you want, feel free to follow for more in the future! :iconlopunnyplz:
Hope you have a good day!
16Shards Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2018  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav! :D
Hilde-Stock Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav ^^
Daiger1975 Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks very much for the fav ^^
cricketumpire Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for braving the dangers of faving the wasp capture rather than running  :wasp:
Nevertheless, if you respect their space they leave humans well alone  :buzz: 
Have a very good week free of such perils Ceptin   :squeezebug:Please do keep on watching???
HowManyDragons Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2018
Thanks for +faving my dragon sculpture! There are many more handmade dragon figurines in my gallery, if you'd like to take a look. :) (Smile)
pinkythepink Featured By Owner May 31, 2018  Professional Artisan Crafter
:love: Thank you for the favorites, it really means ever so much to me that you enjoy my artwork! I invite you to add me to your watch so that you can see all the future beaded and stitched pieces I have planned! :blowkiss: Just think of the sparkles... :squee:
Orange-1 Featured By Owner May 27, 2018
Thanks for the fav!:-)
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